There is hope, and please never give up. God knows your pain and sorrow. I just left my husband on March 1, 2005 for being abusive toward me. He has reasonly started using drugs. I would leave in the pass and soon as he called me and talk sweet things to me. I would go back to him. He promise he was going to get better. But eventually he did because God gave me the strenght and courage to leave him. We went to court yesterday so I can get a protective order on him for a year. I thank God that I got out with my life. Because he have threaten to kill me if I leave and divorce him. He has gotten butcher knives after me, but because of God's mercy I am still here. Sometimes the road seems rought, but God in due time will heal all of your wounds. He is steady healing me even now. Sure sometimes I cry because I think about how I thought my marriage would be, and also I was real good to him. But I can't blame myself because he was the problem not me. He was violent to me. I am determine to stand strong for God, and I believe in due time he will heal my heart of this pain. He will! Be bless and encourage. Anytime you want to talk email me.
God loves you (John 3:16)
God do have some real people out him that is sincere.