I am not much of a writter in general...add csa...sleep depervation...and well....I'm speachless! I don't have the vocab and thoughts to properly express to you how helpful your responses are and to thank you. This is becoming a theme. I am feeling like you are the only ones I can turn to and you always make me feel better. I don't think I would have come this far without you. You made me feel as good as is possible given my current condition and I am GRATEFUL.
You are very special people.
I am going to work on all of the ideas...dream catcher, shrink, green tea, etc. I went to talk to LP's T today. Tomorrow the whole fam is going (she does do sand tray). Lp hasn't been b?c of swine. We took her to a different T right after disclosure and switched after 2 times. I feel like precious time has been passing without T. Today the T suggested forgoing LP's room for sleep and setting up a place for her on the floor next to our bed. I am going to buy a sleeping bag tomorrow.
A word about the legal stuff: I have a feeling the perp is going to walk. Talked to the detective today and don't feel optimistic. I have been documenting everything since disclosure. CSA is surely a full time job. I have a doctoral level degree, but I feel extremely incompetent. I thank God for all of you!
Mamabear, what happened to WP's perp? (of course, don't answer if you aren't comfortable...just wondering). By the way, I love the name WP!
Ok, better go tend to LP and Tiny Pea (baby sis).
With loving thanks,
Still-not-so Sunny
Posted on Nov 4, 2009, 3:33 PM from IP address 71.58.210.217
