You aint alone there at all believe me.
You see, you may not believe what Paul wrote. But if you are following Jesus Christ, then how can I say bah humbug to you at all?
Because Paul himself said "follow me as I FOLLOW CHRIST".
Meaning we are not to follow Him first and foremost at all.
Not sure if anyone will get what I am saying here. But oh well. Not my problem if they do not.
Luv In Christ
God Himself does not propose to judge a man until he is dead. So why should we? But it seems some minds are like concrete. thoroughly mixed up and permanently set.