What you pose is an argument of semantics.

I changed the wording, below... The meaning, intentions, logic, reasoning, rationale remain unchanged... There was no, and still is no, addressing you, or your personality traits. My points are addressing the content, meaning, logic, rationale, and reasoning of the content of what you've posted and their applicability and soundness as contrasted by my own experiences, education, and understanding.

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Most times, I find [the beliefs & views expressed in what you post] to be inapplicable to me ... and at times even illogical & contradictory. So I'm still working on trying to figure them out. For reasons unknown, it appears that [the intetions expressed within the content of what you posts is] to make that as difficult as possible. But whatever... To each, their own as it were.

We can "play the semantic circular logic game" again, if [that is the real meaning & intentions within of the content of your posts.] I've been attempting to shy away from that particular course due to, so far demonstrated anyway, inevitable results - that it's nothing more than a variation of hypergame. It also seems to me that [the real meaning & intentions of the content of your posts]is to stay on that course, [a perception that is created based on the content of said posts] and [the repeated pattern & history of the content of posts] anyway. I am waiting to be shown otherwise, but [based on the recurring themes and patterns of the content of your posts it seems a fair indication of reluctances to pursue that direction] for reasons unknown.

Someone can show [a person] the door, but [that person] must walk through it... The saying goes.

[Since pressing on the subject matter and logic & reasoning behind them is appears to be the cause of conflict] I defer to your choice of direction on the matter. [Which means that I'm willing to offer you the advantage, the initiative, and "first right of refusal", so to speak, as a offer in politeness and wanting you to feel comfortable moving forward].