Why the hell can't it be like the old days huh?
When me,Bryan,Jess and Nick did what we wanted...beating the shit outta each other for the hell of it!
Everything's been changed now....and I hate it!
Fuck...this all started when I made a comment about one of Sev's pics.....and it started this damn mess!
And I regret it!
It left me in charge....with a bunch of people grabbing for council.....it left me indifferent...and Bryan corrupted by the idea of being in control of an RPG...
And it separated everyone!
I haven't seen Nick in months!
Or Astron!
Grrrrr....and it left Bryan and me in a vile hatred towards one another...over pety reasons....him wanting to run an RPG....and me wanting everything to be what it was before everything changed with Mike...
Faugh!
And it's all my fault!
How the hell could I have let this happened?If I had just shut my big mouth....or at least denied Miike's offer..... tears at hair
Then this would be over...sure...I might have been banished...but hell.....everyone would be happy again....
In a way....I think Bryan's trying to bring back the old days too..in his own little way in his RPG...
But it ain't the same......
Bryan and me...we may wanna rip each other's throats out at some times....but we are good friends...
.......hmph.....
I'm tired of all this cloak and dagger stuff...
I want everyone back together again......like it was before I fucked up.....
It's not about newbies...it's not about veterans.....it's about the old days....and I miss them.....
Just a little something for peeps to think about....
...bye..
Here we go..Yeah,Me and miguel want to kill the shit out of each other like crazy motha fuckers we are.Freinds though,That is doubtful for now.
Miguel-Dude,We went through shit and back to gain suport for us newbies.But most of the vets wouldn't turn there heads to even look at us.
As for freinds man.I don't know.Ya,we want to kill each other and later on talk trash to each other.I started something man.I refuse to let it go now.A Rpg that me and John have is good enough.I doubt if i will ever return back here.But most of all,I am sorry for placing some heavy shit upon ya back dawg,Ya the good freind i never had man,Beside's JC and a few others now.Its my fault as well as yours man..Make this 50-50 faults for tha both of us man.
Cory-Dude,I am sorry for the crap i placed u in a long time ago till now.I give my apologies to you.I should of respected you than fought ya for the room.This is all my fault man.
Jen-My apologies to you as well.But i only wanted what was best for the newbies here.But nobody seems to listen to my loud mouth ways and take it for granted untill now i realized it was taken for granted and talk to with the council.
To The rest of you Rpers-Look at this way,The fight is over now.No need to go against each other at all.I guess some of us caused more damage than ever done in the history of this Rpg..I guess its time for us all to burry the hatchet and come out of the darkness and fix this mess..