It's soooooo good

to be here! Thanks for keeping the doors always open! I know that I haven't been around for quite some time. I have REALLY been missing the guys...REALLY been missin' them!!! I've really been missing the sites and creating!!! I can't figure out what got to me so badly that I just shut everything down?! I actually think that the sites might still be up but I can't remember how to get IN them for the life of me. (I'm actually starting something new - it's more or less a blog and then it will go off on some of my interests...I need to get more focused on finding interests that I have!) When I was last updating my Myspace profile (yeah I have one...I know!) I starting thinking about all the time I would spend working on this site or that site, graphics, layout, themes, CREATING!!! I miss it!! I know that life takes us in many different directions and brings us places we would never have imagined...I am glad that I am where I am right now, I just wish a bit of the past could have come with me! I am always in awe of how you keep things going for us, for you, for the guys!!! I wish I could have said the same for myself...

I would love to try to chat with you! Let me know when and where and I'll try my damndest to be there! I really think that would be fun...talking about the guys, our memories...things that are new! I miss the connection we had! I miss the closeness! (That's been the hardest for me to get over I tihnk!) I MISS YOU!!!

Thanks again for always keeping the doors open! I hope to catch up a bit on what's been going on with Kane and the rest of the wrestling world...and most of all...I hope to get some stories written again! I'm taking a class on writing this fall and I can't WAIT!! I have so much that I want to get out...I'm excited!!!