Hello James
well to put it mildly
my life with pps is terrible
and to make it worse was the fact that i didnot know what it was, until Jan 07[briefly]
and then i started researching...
over the years i thought it was athritis, then i think it was ms, then i said maybe its oesteoporosis[i am sure i just kill that word, i dont believe thats how its spelt]
u know what is really awful though, was when i was given a task, and i just could not do it, like unscrew a bottle, or carry something heavy, and i would say my hands r killing me, and no-one would listen, because she just lazy....
oh I use to wonder why Lord why, and now i know, all i needed then was just some medical attention..and where i was then as a child [jamaica] has that facility, and where i migrated to now..a smaller island does not..
at one point i hated my mother, as she was not there for me, her only child, it just blew mind, but as a true christian i've learn to forgive, even the worst sin against u....
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