Today while I was doing my devotional I read most of what you are saying to me now.
I know sometimes God allows certain things to happen to us for our own good, and I am very positive that my illness has humbled me,
I am just praying to get enough strength to come off my pity trip, I just need to lay it at Jesus feet, and thats why i believe i found this site, for my emotional and spiritual upliftment
Its good to know u will always be there, to say a kind word....
swasy