Yes, by my period has drastically changed.

It's a day and half basically. I believe I will be in full blown menopause in 1-4 years. I can maybe stretch it out with acu and supplements to the 4, but again, this only would help me if I had a partner, IMHO. If you look at beth's high fsh stats's - the majority of pregancy's, 60 percent, with FSH 20-40 are natural. There are a few IVF, and very few IUI, but most are natural. Again, I would be far more hopeful if I had a partner with good sperm, but to say I have to do IVF every month basically for a shot at a bio child, and buy sperm is just overwhelming and unlikely something I can do. I will see what Dr. T says, if he's had ONE success with someone like me, I will consider it with him.

Not feeling Zhang this morning. Way too much negative press on him. I dealt with Check's office long enough, I'm up for some personal attention from Dr. T, even if it costs me. I also have to think of whether I want to do a few more IUI's since it's covered except sperm and meds - not sure if 2-3 percent is worth it, but I could do a few more. I don't know. This is a disaster.


I hate every person who told me not to worry, that they had their kid at 44 without a problem. DP is 56, friggin the french president is 56 and his wife is 43, KU. It's just so infuriating. I'm waiting any day now for Jennifer Aniston to announce she's pregnant at almost 43. Good for them, but it is friggin heartbreaking to me. I'm also waiting for someone else to succeed on this board.. sorry.. but it's been so lame since I"ve been here... just not encouraging at all for over 40... just the mood I'm in this morning....