Today I noticed 3 pg women on the streets..and they were not young. Every where we go we have constant reminders--someone younger trying, someone succeeding. We have enough tears to cause a flood. And although we can carry on our lives normally, the emptiness and fear seem to always be there...with another tear hanging on for dear life. So the fact it's so close to you now, makes it so much harder. But I hope these will just be temporary feelings. You focus on YOU.