I hear you loud and clear. I feel like I'm a dart and just throwing myself at the board and hoping I hit the bullseye each month. We did 2 unsuccessful IUI's and 2 unsuccessful IVF's. I just feel at my age that IVF is the only shot we have. I am 45. So really, really stretching here. We did have our dd at almost 42 via IVF - if that gives you any inspiration.
It's sure tough finding people to work with you, isn't it? I was booted out by the very first RE that we had. At age 39 and FSH of 15.8.
I wish you luck. And me. And all of us that are here.