This has been just as difficult to go through, and in some ways, more daily hell, because there just isn't closure."
omgsh this just makes me tear up because it is so effing TRUE. i know it's weird but i am still in shock over it. i just always had this insane belief because i had been pg twice when i was young. stupid and arrogant. now when i see something from years ago like a tv program, i think 'that was when i was fertile'. it's sick i know, but i can't stop myself.
my periods have stopped and i believe i won't have another but i am going to be moving to de as soon as my house sells.
i can't say it as eloquently as the other ladies but i am so sorry it didn't work out, truly i am.