thank you, I need it!
I was so 'zen' a cpl days ago but now have looked up my old betas from previous failed pgs to see that there were 2 of them that had great betas (one came with a couple of early u/s with heartbeats). Ugh, I should have stayed back in the 'zen' mode! haha I may be doing some private lab betas next week so that I don't make myself crazy wondering. Now i"m going to just try to relax for the w/e (hubby/my anniversary) and try to block out the demons who try to make me crazy..haha