It's been a while, but hell yeah. Having a great time, as good as possible in St Maarten on vaca, but man, in living hell at the same time. I'm just so upset 24/7. If that makes sense. Trying to make the best of my life, but everywhere I look, heartbreak is there. Andy period is due on a few days, I get cramping in the middle of the night and dream I'm pregnant - but I'm not. PTSD, no doubt. Thanks for posting, DEE. It is unreal. Living hell. Love you guys. XOXO BD.