Hi everyone. Here's another rant. Are you frustrated with your own ignorance? Do you feel annoyed that you can't remember who and what you really are? Are you tired of not being able to remember anything before being born into this world? I certainly am! This forgetfulness before incarnating is not a punishment, nor is it really meant to be a torment or a hindrance but I do feel hindered by it and I'm not annoyed about being put in this position, I'm annoyed about not being able to undo what has been done to me. I don't know how to remember, I don't know how to regain access to my hidden memories, knowledge and experiences. I also know I've committed crimes against others and against God. I'm paying for them right now but I also know I committed more crimes against God and others before my current life on earth and I want to know what it is that I did. I don't want to be sheltered from the truth anymore and I admit, it's better to suffer in pain as a result of you knowing what you said and did rather than suffering in ignorance and pain and not know what you did to deserve such a fait.
If anyone can suggest anything to help me remember who and what I was, remember everything I ever said and did be it good and or bad and above all, to never be able to forget anything ever again, that would really help. It's time I faced my past and remember what I have consciously forgotten. I wish to never be ignorant ever again and I wish to always remember absolutely everything and never forget ever again.
Well, this is my rant for the day. It's shorter than my other posts but I wish to make this known because I want to remember and I'm asking for help so that I can remember. My universal love, God speed and Mother/Father God loves you to!!!
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