Hi everyone. Here's yet another update on the light beings and the universal love post. I will now share my thoughts on yet another light being I only mentioned in passing. Remember me briefly mentioning Katie and the role she played in my enlightenment? This was during the time I was worshiping Sarah Jane. Remember me telling you how Katie tried to set me free, tried to send me a message by using the language of pleasure? Well unfortunately, as you know, I was not receptive to Katie or her light. While Sarah's light shone very bright like 999999999999999999999999999999999999 infinite candle power, Katie's light remained invisible to me. Not only that, but I'm very sorry to say, after she did what she did for what ever reason, I actually believed her to be a dark being, even a spiritual vampire. Yes I know, I really was a low life BASTARD at the time. Well after my rejection of one of Mother/Father God's finest Daughters and one of our finest Sisters, I did in truth become an enemy of the light.
I spilt her spiritual blood when persecuting her and not once did she attack me in 5 years. She really was a lamb of God and I was the woolf in sheep's clothing. The karmic debts Katie accrued in her past before her current incarnation were extracted by me. I was in truth sent then by the dark sovereign power to be the grim reaper and to take on my own shoulders, the debts Katie once had to carry. So it isn't just dark beings I need to love, I also need to love potential light beings to. It was only some time after reading the testament of truth and going to both the testament of truth and dar es salaam sites that I realized exactly what Katie truly was. Yes, Katie with her quiet manor, her cheerfulness despite the trials and tribulations she has had to go through and endure, Katie with her light shining for God and Katie's loved ones to see, her light hidden from me is truly a light being, a true angel and a divine lamb of God who's blood should have never ever have been shed.
So who was the true monster? Who was the true spiritual vampire? It was me. I drained my own light and allowed the bad spirits to suck out my energy/light and now I'm paying for it. The guilt, the shame, the loathing of my past actions will not go away. So my rebellion worked and I know sin and my hands will be stained with the blood of an angel until someone stains their hands with my blood or until God has extracted every drop of sin I stole from him/her. I owe Katie an apology and so much more. Will our paths cross again? I don't know but I do know that I will not be at peace until I can act like a True Brother to our beloved angel, make up with her and love her. Yes I'm really a true whore, a real prostitute because I have sold evil and at least for the time being, I have no place in heaven. That may change in the future but for now, my place is below until I'm set free and am able to fly into the light once again. Katie's place in heaven is assured. As sure as eggs are eggs, she'll definitely go back to our homeland when she returns to the spirit world after her time here is over.
Well, this is my rant for the day. Please let this post be a lesson to you all and especially to those of you who like me, loved to hurt others, who played with the livelihoods of angels and especially to those who'd reject the light beings, their light and the word, light, love, knowledge, wisdom of the light sovereign power and anything else I haven't mentioned, please do not reject them, never deny them and never say no to their gifts. If a light being uses the language of pleasure, please don't abuse them even if you weren't looking for such a gift. I regret ever being a pawn of the dark one and the memories will stay with me forever. I also hope never to forget this experience because I never ever want to do anything like what I did to our beloved Katie ever again! My universal love, God speed and Mother/Father God loves you to!!!
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