This rant doesn't apply to anyone who are spiritual, who aren't spiritual but have nothing against it, who don't believe in it themselves but don't mind others believing in it, who don't mind talking about it and who are not apposed to it. This rant is for those who don't believe in it but who have the opposite qualities from what I mentioned above.

EESH! I have to live in a world where spirituality is almost non existent and instead, Science which is good, and religion which I really don't care for, rules. I have nothing against science at all, just the people who try to use science to solve spiritual problems, who don't want to believe in any spiritual explanation what so ever, those who try to solve mental problems scientifically, using what they like to call 'therapy', denial and drugs. Fancy telling someone who's scared when they hear voices in their head that what they're hearing is just a product of an overactive imagination or they're hearing things from their subconscious and to get 'professional help' for it! Fancy telling a schizophrenic that their 'illness' or 'problem' can be solved by putting them in a mental hospital and drugging them! BULL FUCKING SHIT!!! Non of you know what it's like to hear voices in your head telling you things you don't want to hear. None of you know what it's like to be possessed by another and forced to sit back in your own body and having to watch while another says and does things using your body without your consent or input. Non of you know what it's like to not know what your body did while your consciousness is 'out of the way'. Do you know what it's like to hold a razor in your hand against your will and trying to fight with another spirit in order to try to prevent them from slashing your wrists and or throat? Making it look like suicide? Do you know? Of course you don't. Take another scenario. You're driving in a car. Such a beautiful summer's day. Sun shining, flowers in bloom and you have the sun roof open. Picturesque isn't it. Then imagine that you know you have to turn right to avoid a cereous crash. You try your very hardest to turn but your body just won't co-operate and even when you try to brake, your foot won't move and instead you just end up going faster towards destruction. Can you imagine that? No alcohol or any other drug was imbibed, you got your full wits about you and you can think clearly, nothing wrong physically, mentally or otherwise or so it seems. Can't imagine yourselves in that position can you? Of course you can't, it won't happen to you will it? Wrong! It can happen and lord help you should you find yourselves in such a situation as that.

Picture another scene. A young woman who has just lost her Father. Her Mother grieves and morns but the daughter does not. She seems more happy, more radiant, more relaxed and more talkative than before the death of her Father. She insists her Father is not only not dead but is also talking to her and the sound of her Father's voice flows out of her mouth. Is she impersonating him? Is she just playing around to upset everyone? Of course not. Her Mother might not believe her but she knows. Is she mad with grief and thus is turning inward for solace? Of course not. If she doesn't even cry, look even a little sad, is not affected in the least, then isn't that proof enough that she's talking to her Father and that he's still and always be alive but in astral form? If you take that away from her with drugs, she will retaliate and I wouldn't be surprised if she starts hurting those around her. That is if she isn't a light being or an awakened light being. Drugs, 'therapy' counselling and anything else you care to throw in is not the answer for us. You want to give counselling or therapy? Then go to http://www.the-testament-of-truth.com/ and read the mental health carer's document and all other documents written by Sister Clemencia and Brother Terence. That is what we need, not the kind of 'therapy' you're suggesting. We need people who speak our language, psychics, witches, wiccans, all those and anyone I haven't mentioned here.

As for religion, most religions don't embrace spirituality, not truly and they don't embrace magic either. The only one that really does is wicca as far as I know. There may be others I don't know about but I trust beliefs like that the most. Oh the 1 God theory is a fundamental truth and theory and I'll always believe in it but even though wicca and other pagan religions tend to worship Mother/Father's Children rather than Mother/Father God, this is my read on things, I still trust them implicitly and without any doubt or reservation. Islam, Christianity and Judaism don't cut it for me but Islam, Christianity and Judaism as explained in the testament of truth and dar es salaam sites, http://www.dar-es-salaam.org/ do cut it for me and it all rings true. Wicca to rings true for me and although we may differ in what we believe, minor differences I'm sure, it still rings true and for me, it fits snugly.

So to close this rant up, no more trying to solve spiritual problems with science and no more telling us that what we believe in is false or is a product of our imaginations or the voices we hear are just voices we make up. No telling Children that their invisible friends don't exist and no saying Fairy land doesn't exist. Trust us, it does but not in this world, it's in the spirit world. If you don't believe, just say you don't but don't try to belittle us and don't try to make us believe that we're mental or stupid or not right in the head. Schizophrenics make the best mediums ever and if they are strong enough and can use their gifts to help others, maybe they can be recognised as healers and holders of spiritual knowledge. Let's do away with labels unless there is really something wrong but even then, call those with a genuine problem something that doesn't sound so damning, so horrible. We are not easily understood and some of us don't really want to be here. It's only because Mother/Father God asked us to come back or we felt the need to come back that we're here at all, not really of our own volition. Yes none spiritual people except for those who I said this rant doesn't apply to them really annoy me. I don't like being around them at all. They just have that aura of distaste, something unbearable, fowl, horrible. I can't stand to be around that kind of person, they just make me angry and they don't even have to say anything. They just have to be there and I'm annoyed. I feel like I want to hit them but of course my own beliefs and because of what I can see spiritually, I won't act on what I feel. Well, they're good for fantasising about I suppose. Some nice erotic fantasies about their bodies and about what we can do to one another and how and where and when. Hmm, interesting idea. If you don't like a character trait in someone, just wank over them and write about it and or talk about it to your friends.

Well, that's my rant for the day and sexuality, divinity and divine sex are my favourite subjects, especially the orgasmic touch and pheromones and sex in the higher spirit realms and here and sex in astral and biological forms. Remember, you can rant and rave. This is the forum to do it in, I mean that in every way!!!

Hi everyone. Here's an addition to the last rant. I actually have little to say on the matter as my last rant put my views very clearly. I met a man Shabish today in the town hall of London. A little slow with his speech but he's honest, trustworthy and strong. I didn't know until the folks told me that he was a schizophrenic. We chatted amiably and as he was leaving, he hugged me tight. I understood what he was doing and didn't object. Anyway, when I was told he was a schizophrenic, the anger boiled up in me yet again as I knew he wasn't being understood by people. He did tell us he was getting medication for it but even if it somehow helps him and I very much doubt it truly does, it is not the answer.


I was fuming all the way home and now that I'm back, I'm going to surf around and help the schizophrenics in any way I can! I could be wrong but I doubt I am. In my opinion, schizophrenics and other mental patients are being treated as objects or less. Lower than dogs, lower than single celled life forms! I DETEST IT AND THE PEOPLE WHO TREAT THEM THUS!!!

Well, that's the end of this rant for now. I'll post here when I feel like ranting again!!! My universal love, God speed and Mother/Father God loves you to!!!

This document was taken from http://www.the-testament-of-truth.com/clemency/forgive/manual1.htm written by Clemencia with contributions by Terence and distributed by Amin Abdullah.

TheTreatise of Truth

The Mental Health "Carer's""Soul's Survival" Manual

A practical guide to understanding the Spiritual aspect of;

Subjugation of the Mind&Mental/Emotional Trauma
By Clemencia

CONTENTS
Page 1
Foreword
Page 2
Mental illness - the definition and primary cause
Page 3
Dr. Carmen Lawrence letter
Page 4
Minds under Siege -- (Explanatory Treatise 1)
Page 10
Mrs Nell Ames letter
Page 11
Families & Systems in Disarray -- (Explanatory Treatise 2)
Page 17
John Laws Program -- (Explanatory Treatise 3)
Page 20
Psychiatry v/s God's Word -- (Explanatory Treatise 4)
Page 27
Soul's Survival Carers Manual -- (Explanatory Treatise 5)
Page 35
Personal sexual responsibility
Page 36
Children -- Parent/Child relationships -- (Explanatory Treatise 6)
Page 48
Lost Souls below
Page 49
Spirits & diminished responsibility
Page 50
Suicide
Page 51
Father Gonzalo Munoz-Catholic priest -- (Explanatory Treatise 7)
Page 55
Deception posing as Virtue -- (Explanatory Treatise 8)
Page 60
Mandates -- Man v/s God -- (Explanatory Treatise 9)
Page 63
Sex & Truth & relationships -- (Explanatory Treatise 10)
page 75
Treatise of Truth -- (Explanatory Treatise 11)

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Foreword

This Manual unfolded for me when I read the book The Testament of Truth. I am thankful to the author Terence for his encouragement which inspired me to write this my understanding of the Truth, Wisdom and
Insight contained in his Testament, particularly as it relates to my field of work.

This Manual is my gift to you the reader, and has been compiled for all those in the Caring Professions, be they in Mental Health, Medicine, Welfare or Education. It is also written for any others who seek
to assist those in mental & emotional distress in coming times. It includes some input by the Spirit of Truth.

It has been compiled to assist you personally towards a comprehensive understanding of what is actually taking place as "escalating insanity" rises planetarily, and why intensifying negative "thought intrusion"
into the minds of ordinary human beings is leading to irrational acts, acts being carried out during moments of insanity or unreasoned action, when our positive reasoning fails us.

Our previous understanding of the "helping process" in these circumstances, whether through the use of drugs, current psychological, emotional or spiritual understanding, will not help us. What we urgently
require is a deep understanding concerning an insight into the unseen "Spiritual realities" that so forcefully impact upon our lives.

We have lacked solutions because we have relied primarily upon systems based on man made laws to provide answers for us. We have forgotten that Matter is finite, having a beginning and an end, and that
only "Spirit" is infinite, eternal. Only an understanding of Spiritual Law and its full deep implications will provide us with the answer we need at this time.

This manual is written to provide a "quick" understanding of Spiritual Truth pertaining to mental "dis-ease." It contains a number of my "Treatise" and letters that have been put together to help you the
reader. The document contains contributions written by the Spirit of Truth, the author of The Testament of Truth.

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~ Mental illness ~

Mental illness is a state of being wherein a persons mind is no longer capable of being at "peace." This is a state whereby the mind is constantly subjected to intrusive thoughts that are flowing into
their mind from lower levels of consciousness.

The definition - Mental illness is astate of being wherein the mind of the individual is no longer capable of volitional thought, that is, thought that is under the control of the individuals who find themselves
driven by alien thoughts. The nature of driven thought is intrusive and controlling, manifesting as obsessive, possessive, self deprecatory, confusing, critical, vindictive, self destructive, and retributive.

Mental ill-health is evident when the individual finds his or her mind assailed by intrusive, cyclical thought processes which create scenarios as if they were external ‘realities’ causing the individual
to either live in the scenario or act it out externally, forcing them to behave in ways that are outside the norm or ‘abnormal.’

The spiritual cause - When the individual is subjected to intrusive thoughts they are experiencing an influx of negative energy from lower levels of consciousness. Intrusive thoughts enter every human with
negative emotions, but when they do not lead to extreme negative expression, the individual appears to live what we generally accept as a "normal" life.

This is however not the spiritual way since man’s ‘normal life’ of criticism, judgment and unkindness is also part of the negativity which is ‘insane’ and provides the opening for intensifying thought intrusion
to take place.

This causal factor of mental illness lies in the realm of the inner soul of spirit man and is the result of the "growth" of negative emotions within. As these emotions become enlarged, the thought intrusion
from lower levels increases and may result in a "total loss" of individual mind space causing the setting aside of the individuals own unique consciousness as they become an "open channel" for the dark.

Mental illness is when the dark fills the individual’s mind totally with It’s thought projections. The full understanding and personal implications of this "sad" process as well as the "wherewithal" for
self-help is documented within this Treatise as well as theSuicide document and The Testament of Truth.

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The Honourable Carmen Lawrence, Minister for Human Resources & Health Canberra, Australia

Dear Dr. Lawrence

Re: Escalation in youth suicide

I refer to recent media coverage on this subject and noted with admiration your concern at the lack of solutions to this tragic situation despite the comprehensive analysis & Government funded Study.

As a Clinical Family Therapist who has worked in this Field over the past 20 years, I too was concerned at the lack of solutions despite an increase in theories attempting to explain this phenomena.

It seems that current medical, Psychological & Social Theories have done little to alleviate the crisis. Over the last seven months I have gained tremendous insight into the process of "Negative thought
intrusion" into the minds of possible suicidal teenagers, which may account for the current crisis. This insight came from a book of spiritual wisdom titled :

"The Testament of Truth" -- (Copy enclosed)

What impressed me was not only the insight into this process but that it also provides a practical method of dealing with the situation, a method that when put into practice, I have found to be positively
beneficial.

Since you are in a position of influence with those who are directly involved with this area, I ask that you avail yourself of this opportunity to assess the significance and relevance of this information
for yourself. I enclose a copy of the talk soon to be available on a cassette. I truly believe that this information will be helpful to psychiatrists and other helping professionals.

Realising the enormity of this process, and the desperate need of Counsellors to be able to avail themselves of the solution quickly, I shall be putting together a "Brief" in "Manual" form, of the necessary
relevant documentation that can be easily understood and distributed, Nationally as well as Internationally.

I would be pleased to discuss any aspect of this with you in greater detail if you so wish.

Yours Sincerely

Clemencia

July 1995

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(Explanatory Treatise 1)

Minds Under Siege

The reflections of a therapist:

Primarily I work with people in emotional crisis having spent my professional life in the area of Mental Health, Education, and Clinical Private Practice

My work is with individuals, couples, families and groups within the public and private sectors. These include Juvenile Correctional Services, Community Welfare, Educational and Health Services and Police
Department. I have also worked with professional groups of nurses, doctors and Family Law Court Practitioners.

This article is compiled in an endeavor to reach those who work in the Mental Health, health, educational, legal and welfare areas. I have no doubt that like myself many workers are aware of the increase
in the conflict, stress and mental and emotional trauma of their clients.

This mental and emotional trauma has resulted in an escalation of relationship break-down, family fragmentation, juvenile suicide, and increasing confrontational aggression within the community. The latter
seems to have reached epidemic proportions.

In this article I will outline my understanding of why and how this escalation is intensifying, and hopefully provide a way in which we may best assist those who come to us for help..........

"Minds under Siege" -- The reflections of a Therapist.

AsI listened silently to the couple in my rooms I was struck by the hostility darting back and forth between them. It reminded me of a fencing match, as accusations were thrust and parried with wounding
accuracy into the fragile heart of the relationship. A line from a poem came to mind --

"We had the experience, but missed its meaning" --

Having practiced as a Therapist, my intuition automatically focused on the word "meaning." As it did so I wondered why my mind produced the following thoughts:

What I Sow -- I will Reap, if I make you cry -- I will weep.

In terms of current theories, such "thoughts" are attributed to intuition, but what I was witnessing in this couple was the behavioural outcome, or expressed deed, of thought processes.

That thoughts seemingly appear from nowhere in the mind is not an experience unique to this couple or myself but is it a process explicable only in terms of the intuitive function?

It was their thoughts which drove the couple to re-live in minute detail every past hurt they felt the other had inflicted upon them. As they recalled these incidents the process seemed to have little
to do with the positive intuitive function.

I was watching two people who loved each otherlash outemotionally, being driven by their incoming thoughts of past grievances, thoughts that drove them to act as if the hurts experienced in the past were
being inflicted again in the present moment.


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What is it about this process of thought which has so much power to re-create and trigger past events and to re-activate emotions associated with them so forcefully that the ability to distinguish between
what has occurred in the past, and what is happening in the present, is actually obliterated. Also, why is it that these thought processes primarily constellate the negative?

How often do we find that people generally, or our clients specifically, spend endless time in the negative thought processes about past events rather than focusing on positive events which also occur in
our lives.

Thesewere the questions I asked myself after the session as I reflected on the theories I had studied to assist me in some measure towards an understanding of the process I had just experienced. What struck
me rather forcefully was that in reality most of the theories did not provide an adequate understanding of this process.

At the core of most theories attempting to come to grips with the powerful interplay between the mind and emotions is the belief that insight usually produces positive change. Yet despite the plethora of
knowledge, and the exponential growth of theories on the mind and emotions providing such insight, a corresponding growth in psychological, emotional and spiritual well-being, does not seem to have occurred
in the human race.

Why is it that I am busier now than I was 20 years ago? Why is it that many of my colleagues are also experiencing an increase in people with negative thought processes when so much "information" is available
to the general public? As professional Carers we have to admit that despite the belief that our theories provide answers our services are in ever increasing demand.

This can only be explained either because those afflicted are not being fully helped by us, or, a greater percentage of the population is succumbing to mental and emotional trauma.

There is no doubt that we try to provide "care" for the people who come to us, but are we providing mental relief within the minds of our clients? As I daily listen to an increasing number of people voicing
fears at the negativity of thoughts that assail their minds, it would seem not.

Clients variously speak of these thoughts in such a way as to indicate that they do not belong to the self. This is evident from someof the comments made:

I don't know what came over me -- "The thought popped into my mind from nowhere" -- These thoughts just seem to come out of the air -- They are not my thought -- but of course they must be."

Where do these thoughts originate ? The people we label as schizophrenic and who are "hallucinating" report that the "voices or thoughts" heard by them, are communications from beings at other levels of
existence. However, the majority of people I see are not labeled Schizophrenic and cannot be classified into the categories contained in the D.S.M.

Yet many individuals are reporting powerful negative thought processes stemming from sources other than their own minds, identifiable by some, as not being a part of their own unique consciousness.

The escalation of negative thoughts in an ever increasing number of ordinary people can no longer be explained in terms of our psychological or analytical understanding of mental illness only.


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We use drugs in those we label as mentally ill to halt this voice/thought process, but what of the thought processes in those not so labeled. This raises the question, is it enough to use drugs as a chemical
mental "restraint" since in reality chemical restraints have replaced the old "physical" restraints used historically.

Drugsseem to have the effect of deadening or lessening the thought process and result in some loss of "expression" by the individual but the chemical restraint in itself does not distinguish between the
positive or negative thoughts and consequently lower the whole mental framework of the patient.

Chemicals or not, the patient is still the recipient of negative feelings and thoughts, as indeed are those not labelled patients and not on drugs.

Something is very wrong when we see that none of us are immune from the epidemic of negative deeds first thought about and then frequently acted upon by many of us although we may not be as aware of our
own negate actions as of those we perceive in others.

I think it becomes daily more apparent that at a national, community, personal and interpersonal level, we are increasingly responding to emotional, verbal or physical threat by confrontation and retaliation.
The increase in litigation to resolve conflict in all areas of our lives is perhaps the most obvious indicator of this process.

Drugs, psychological theories, psychoanalysis, various other therapeutic interventions and religious teachings, have failed to give us a satisfactory answer to this increasing problem.

I have spent many years searching for answers in this area both through my study of psychoanalysis and my personal search for spiritual truth.

You may therefore imagine my surprise to find that the understanding of this process was not discovered in the scientific or mental health journals, nor in theological teachings, but revealed in a recent
book of spiritual insight titled:

The Testament of Truth

When I read this book, my first reaction was to take a deep breath and dismiss it as "a simple book written in verse." After re-reading it several times I had to admit that the word "simple" reflected
more the humility it required of me to read it than an objective critical analysis for after all I considered myself conversant with most theories on mental and emotional illness.

This bookprofoundly challenged my current understanding and knowledge in the area of the mind and emotions. The wisdom of its explication of the cognitive, emotional, psychological and spiritual crisis
we are currently facing was challenging. I accepted the challenge in spite of my pride.

The impact of this written word has enormous implications on our current understanding of mental, emotional and spiritual processes for it gives insight into the influence of the realm of spirit on the
thought processes and consequent emotions of individuals.

Withoutthis understanding we are, literally, groping in the dark because we keep ourselves ignorant of the real impact of the spirit realm on our thoughts, emotions and subsequent behaviour.

Many sincere, searching individuals hold to the belief that there is a realm to which souls or spirits return after physical death, but what is not so fashionable and therefore not readily understood is
that these souls or spirits can and do have an influence on our thoughts and emotions.


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What we seem to have done is dismiss this reality and replace it with psychological theories which explain that the only influence on our thoughts and emotions stem from the unconscious, either personal
or collective. The contents contained in the unconscious are claimed to be all that we have experienced and subsequently repressed.

At times however we find that our thoughts are so alien to us that we are unable to claim them as resulting from personal experience. In other words, it is hard to see how the thoughts that are in our minds
could have been repressed into the unconscious in the first place.

Further, it doesn't seem to matter how much we dig up from the unconscious, there is always more, and certainly more than any one individual could conceivably have "repressed" in one life time!

This is where the truth of spirit influence in our minds can be seen more clearly. We have thoughts that 'inspire' us either positively or negatively, thoughts which cannot simply be explained as repressed
unconscious contents. We haven't lived long enough, nor had the experiences that some of the "thoughts" would suggest, to have repressed them into the unconscious so whence these thoughts!

The revelation in The Testament of Truth gives insight into this explaining that as increasing negativity is drawn to the surface by Light from the Source, negative emotions are intensified as they surface.
The full explanation is that emotions are energy which have a vibrational wavelength which, as they intensify, are "felt" by other beings on different lower levels of existence. As emotions are drawn
to the surface vibration increases and consequently attract more 'thought' from other levels.

There are beings, whom we refer to as spirits, at other levels of existence who have only one way of fulfilling their emotional needs and that is to inspire our deeds, a process accomplished by telepathically
controlling our minds. It is from this reality that thoughts appearing to be alien to our conscious understanding of ourselves, originate and enter our minds in response to negative feelings.

It is postulated that the feelings of increasing negativity are much stronger at this time in history because it is a time of a deep inner spiritual cleansing, one which involves an increase in the flow
of positive energy to draw out negative emotions which in turn allows easier access to our minds.

Our negative emotions, if likened to a radio transmitter, therefore "tune us in" to the negative "station." On this particular "station," we "receive" thoughts from souls at other levels of consciousness
whose negative emotions vibrate on the same negative frequency as our own.

Since each emotion has a "wave-length" or vibration of its own, when negative we find ourselves "tuned-in" as it were to a corresponding negative or dark energy force. The resulting increase in the negative
thoughts that seem to come from nowhere are in fact the thoughts of other souls interpolating with ours.

Suddenly we find that the initial emotion of say "anger," concluded in thoughts which engendered such a tremendous emotional outburst, that to use a common expression, "our thoughts ran away with us." -
and run with us they do, way beyond the stimulus which triggered the anger in the first place!

Both the positive Light, and negative Dark energy, influence our thoughts. If our feelings are positive corresponding positive energy flows but, for an increasing number of people this is not the case.


Many of us are experiencing negative feelings more frequently and this is a time when the powerof the darkness lies in its spell-binding continuity of negative and confusing thought keeping our minds
focused in ever increasing negative circles.


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We find ourselves regretting yesterday, worrying about tomorrow, and plotting revenge over past hurts almost automatically, a process which also automatically halts our capacity to be forgiving, accepting
and loving which is to say positive and therefore receiving Light energy.

The result is mental torment, irrationality, and moments of temporary insanity when our minds, totally controlled, lead us to deeds of abuse, verbal, emotional or physical, either towards others or ourselves.

The chief character of this process is that the inundation of thoughts and emotions compel us to actions which in "saner" moments we think ourselves quite incapable of performing. When I grasped the full
impact of this process, it gave me an insight into a phenomena which to date has eluded so many of us.

If this understanding is correct, and I believe it is, and thought intrusion leads to compelled irrational action, then the increasing number of youths suiciding for no obvious "other" reason, becomes more
explicable.

Thisthought intrusion is, in therapeutic terms, referred to as "Obsessional thought" but if drugs, conscious will, insight, understanding, and even years of therapy, do little to abate obsessional thought,
could it be accounted for by the explanation in The Testament of Truth. In short, these obsessional thoughts come not from the individual unconscious, but from spirit beings outside consciousness.

Due to the neglect of the spiritual side of our beings, the side that connects us to the Source, (whatever we may conceive that Source to be,) we no longer understand that it is our choice to draw on the
Light or the Dark, the positive or negative universal energy.

Whether we are consciously aware of this or not, the reality does not alter, the positive or negative energy is either used by us, or more pertinent, uses us. When we are forgiving, understanding, compassionate
and loving we use the positive energy. When we retaliate or control others in any way, we use the negative energy.

Without the conscious knowledge that the choice to use Positive or Negative energy is our alone, we seem to have handed responsibility for our behaviour over to beliefs, dogmas, or psychological, emotional
or social theories.

Most of us now think we have a "legitimate" reason to blame someone - our childhood, the system, partners, society or parents for our ills, not accepting that our own choice of which energy, positive or
negative, will inform our deed and that that deed is responsible for how we consequently feel.

The Source's call now as always is for love, peace, and non-retaliation when confronted. Since we can all acknowledge that we daily succumb to negative emotions and thoughts, we know we have denied this
call. This has led to us being more ready to abuse or retaliate when confronted which in turn results in us "drawing-in" darkness.

Howare we to retain our rationality and sanity as both internal and external confrontation escalates and produces a corresponding surge of negative emotions?

My understanding from reading The Testament of Truth is that we need to break the flow of negative thought intrusion into our minds.

This is accomplished not by numbing the mind chemically, nor by plumbing its depths by endless digging into the unconscious, but by building the Ark of the Mindmeaning, fortifying the mind against negative
thought intrusion by consciously choosing to draw on the light.


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However, until we are able to accept that we are not only the sum total of our physical and emotional experiences and programming, but also mental transceivers in the sense of our spirit self, we will be
unable to make a choice for the Light or the Dark for when we do not know that our thoughts can be manipulated by souls on other levels of consciousness we deny ourselves that choice.

The powerful pull of negative emotions are difficult enough in themselves to control but they become impossible to contain if we do not control the accompanying thoughts. These thoughts we cannot control
if we remain in ignorance of their origin.

When we build the "Ark of the Mind" we show by our deed that we choose to draw on the Light as we choose to consciously focus on the Morning Star.

This symbol, which transcends all religions, is the symbol of God's Word of wisdom, light, love and truth and is the symbol that releases Light to all.

The prayer is not a magical incantation. By drawing on the Light three times a day we show by deed a conscious desire to be in the Light. This deed momentarily halts the negative thought flow giving us
a little clarity, a little calmness, a little rationality and mental respite from the negative thought intrusion that otherwise flows on and on.

The full cessation of negative thought flow intrusion is only attained once the energy essence of any particular negative emotion is cleansed out of the soul by God's Grace. Prior to this occurring we are
responsible for the choice we make in relation to our actions.

As always, ignorance is no excuse, and we are personally responsible for our deeds whether their inspiration came from us or from another source. It is therefore incumbent upon us to be fully aware of all
that might influence our actions. This enables us to at least make a choice. The destiny of our own souls lies within our own mind.

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Mrs Nell Ames Tasmanian Family Council,

Dear Mrs Ames,

Re: Families &Systems in Disarray.

I refer to your letter of the 17th August, 1995, inviting submissions to the Tasmanian Family Council on some aspect of the family and enclose herewith a paper titled "Systems in Disarray."

Whilst you are calling for discussion papers pertaining specifically to the family it is my view that the family as a system is currently subject to the same escalation of mental and emotional crisis as
other systems, and, for the same reasons.

The family as a "sacred" or inviolable social institution has become a misnomer since members of families are no more immune from the process of rising negativity being experienced as a result of our loss
of contact with spirit reality than any other social system.

In my experience more and more families across the socio/economic border are reporting an increase in the use of drugs and alcohol as an amelioration to harsh reality.

It is my contention that this increased usage is due not only to a desire to escape from the pressures of family and social life, but in some cases may also be a search for "meaning" beyond mere materiality.
It is also the result of the influx of negative thoughts ( Ref: My Treatise "Minds under Siege" ).

The increasing use of drugs, not only by the young, but across many age groups within the community, attests to our need for matters relating to the spirit. Sadly it is in the euphoric state of the artificial
"high" that many report a sense of "deep meaning," or if the drug induced "trip" is bad, they report a nightmare world, peopled by demons.

It is a sad comment about our spirit natures when chemicals are sought to highlight an awareness of things "spiritual." This has enormous ramifications for the family since each member has to deal with
the consequence of this loss, a loss resulting in rising negativity from thought processes that are often quite unstoppable!

These thought processes account, in large measure, for the often violent response to difficulties experienced by families. Thedeed has been performed before rationality returns so to speak! The attached
paper offers insight that will be of use both to families and those working with them in this time of crisis.

Clemencia Sept 1995

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(Explanatory Treatise - 2)

~ Families & Systems in Disarray ~

The Result of Minds Under Siege

Currentlythe escalating crisis within all social systems has put tremendous pressures on helpers involved in medical, mental health, welfare, educational and religious areas.

Government Welfare Departments, mental health authorities, private religious organisations and volunteer groups are all experiencing the strain as increasing numbers of individuals, couples and families
are presenting in mental and emotional"crisis."

In an attempt to understand why this process is occurring, most organisations are calling for discussion papers, study groups, or committees of inquiry, hoping that some solutions may be reached.

The focus of inquiry is predominantly in the area of teenage suicide, family breakdown, domestic violence, anorexia, depression, anxiety disorders, and the intensifying mental and emotional instability
being experienced by a larger proportion of the general population.

Despitethe immense resources, in terms of time, expertise and finance directed at resolution, there does not appear to have been a significant halting of the escalating negativity, particularly in relation
to violence and abuse, experienced by many across all sections of the community.

In Australia it appears that professionals, with the expertise to assist those in need, are in fact themselves succumbing to negativity as greater numbers of welfare workers, nurses, social workers, teachers
and police join the queue of those on stress leave. With the best of intentions the reality is that we seem unable to find significant long-term solutions to what may be termed the crisis faced by humanity.


It remainsa mystery to me that despite a general acceptance from those in the helping field that our knowledge and understanding seems always only to remain partial, we continue to ignore the reality of
our spirit, and the impact it has on our mental and emotional states. Without the inclusion of this innate aspect of our nature solutions must at best always remain only partial.

There are many who contend that the spirit is an innate aspect of mans' existence and therefore an integral part of how we function at all other levels of our being. I would contend that the identification
of 'spirit' with 'religion' has rendered the spiritual aspect of human nature an aberration rather than an integral part of the whole structure of the dynamic of the psyche.

It isthe disillusionment of many with the man-made structure of religion with its emphasis on control and dogmatism which has spilled over into a disillusionment about our spirit natures.

Our inability to differentiate between 'spirit' and 'religion' has resulted in the denigration of the spirit. This has lead to a loss of understanding concerning the 'spirit realm,' realms not only inhabited
by spirits, but which have a direct affect on the minds of humanity.

Thecrisis we currently face as a race is this loss of contact with our spirit nature and the loss of understanding of how the spirit realm actually influences our daily actions, thoughts and emotions.


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Working as we do, from within the scientific framework of the medical model of mental health, we have attempted to understand the mind by scrutinising the thought processes, emotions and consequent behaviour
from a 'rational' approach whilst 'excluding' the spirit dimension.

Whilst the former has given us much information about human emotions and behaviour we still remain relatively ignorant about the workings of the human mind.

Currently,medical research is focusing upon the structures of the brain to gain greater insight into the workings of the minds of depressed or suicidal individuals. The study utilises the methodology of
dissecting the brains of cadavers, known to have experienced emotional trauma whilst alive, and measuring the structural or chemical changes within that brain.

To study the brain divorced from the living persons whose 'mind' utilised that brain shows to some extent how desperate we have become for understanding.

Ifwe accept,as I think many do, that the mind is attributed with being the seat of consciousness, thought, volition, feelings, intellectual powers, aptitude and remembrance or memory, and science tries
to understand these things by studying dead tissue, we see how desperation we have become.

My reasoning is, how can we assert that the study of the spirit and its affect upon our mind has any less validity than the study of the organ of nervous tissue contained in the skull of vertebrates in
order to reach scientific conclusions about the impact of emotions and thoughts on living beings?

Either we accept that the brain is nervous tissue, and that of "itself" it is not only the locus of, but constitutes what philosophy, religion, psychology and science, refers to as the "mind," or -- we
differentiate between the physical brain and the mind.

Can we assert that we are no more than the physical reality of the brain and that this alone constitutes our feelings, thoughts and actions, or -- do we accept that the brain and mind are not synonymous,
and that what we refer to as the "mind" may in fact be a term used to describe the reality of 'the mind of the spirit interacting within the flesh'.

If we acceptthat the thinking mind is dependent upon, but nevertheless a separate entity from the material brain in terms of spirit, it needs be understood that spirits also exist as separate entities free
of biological bodies in other realms.

The spirit is also an aspect of the incarnate. In short, the mind is an integral part of the physical brain and the spirit resides within a physical body, but "spirit" also exists independent of this biological
physical body. This is due to the reality that the spirit is not governed by physical laws.

Our attempts to comprehend the mind from within the confines of physical laws have caused our understanding to remain nebulous. The fact that spiritual law pertaining to our spirit exists and that this
has a direct bearing upon the actions of the mind, (thought) is a spiritual law.

Ifwe accept the definition of the mind as the seat of consciousness, thought, volition and feelings, as well as memory, and we understand this in terms of a connection to the spirit realm, then our re-connection
to spiritual reality may be via fully understanding the workings of the mind. The mind therefore may also be under the direct control of the spirit realm.


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This fact could be supported if we look at individuals whom we have labelled 'mentally ill.' Medical science would not argue that the minds of these individuals is under attack. What has largely been ignored
is that the cause of this process is not only physical but also influenced by spirit.

Medical science mostly ignores the frequency with which individuals experiencing hallucinations during psychotic episodes report thought processes which have a distinct 'spirit' nature/content. That this
nature/content is biased towards the 'religious' programming of that particular individual does not hold water when individuals have no religious influence and therefore does not warrant a dismissal of
its validity as pertaining to the spirit.

Psychotic episodes often centre around what we euphemistically call the 'paranormal,' usually in religious terms. This may manifest either as voices from spirits at other levels of existence, or extra-terrestrial
beings, This experienced reality is however not explicable 'only' in terms of the 'spilling over of repressed contents from the unconscious.

If the hallucination or delusional thought were solely the eruption of repressed conscious contents, why would individuals not simply hallucinate about being a secular powerful human figure, having no connection
with religion/spirit? These figureswould at least be apprehensible at a conscious level and therefore more likely to form the basis of repressed unconscious contents.

Wecannot argue that 'voices or thoughts' from spirits at different realms of existence, or messages from extra-terrestrial beings are beliefs that abound in consciousness and therefore a large component
of repressed content.

Why then do 'these' find their way into consciousness when the individual is said to be hallucinating? Why are significant figures associated with the spirit realm represented by various religious, or 'other'
life forms, such a consistent feature, when the mind is no longer under the control of the ego during psychotic episodes?

It isacceptedthat the Ego boundaries of individuals do break down during these episodes, and this results in the emergence of unconscious contents. However, the question is: Why does the unconscious so
often manifest in forms we associate with 'spirit'? When the mind loses the ability to stay in touch with external physical reality, why does it focus on matters of the spirit?

I would maintain that this phenomena is simply a reflection of the fact that the spirit and spiritual realm are not only realities, but that the presence of spirit influence in our minds as thoughts, is
far more evident than science would admit to.

To whatextent the mind is controlled by the spirit realm is in some measure evident during mental breakdown. In these cases, the mind divested of its control by the ego when under emotional stress is itself
controlled mentally "telepathically" by other spirits in spirit realms.

We have examples of this not only in the mentally ill but in our own lives. We need only ask anyone undergoing major emotional trauma if their instinctive response was to call upon help from 'above,' at
that time.

In the majority of cases most would affirm that at the moment of greatest uncertainty and fear, the first response is to turn to help from the spirit realm, an inner call for help from a reality outside
human physical reality.

What is not understood by us is that this is a two-way process. As we "access" the spirit world in times of intense emotions, so too the spirit world "accesses" us at these times. This is what is referred
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Our conscious ego may or may not admit to spirit influence whilst all is well emotionally, but the moment the mind is threatened by emotional trauma, and the ego is not in "positive" control but irrational,
then other spirit personalities have emerged to assert the reality of their existence, which is "negative" control.

The association of the mind with the spirit realm is not a new concept as is evidenced throughout history. The mentally ill in most societies were seen as special and close to the sacred - "Having the sign
of God" - so to speak. Only with the advent of science has mental illness been denigrated to the realm of the "Abnormal."

The reason why we classify people as abnormal is because their behaviour is sometimes irrational and outside the acceptable limits set by the "norm" but "abnormality" can come under various guises.

1 -- Abnormal due to societies interpretation of normality 2 -- Abnormal due to irrational behaviour 3 -- Abnormal as a consequence of communication by spirit.

The shift of mental illness from being initially seen as "a sign of God" -to- "abnormal behaviour," came about with the advent of medical science which focuses only on physical and material realities. This
shift was a major move from the spirit self to a consciousness predominantly centred on the material.

Science discovered many answers to physical realities which were related to physical illness, and this was a quantum leap for humanity. However, when science superimposed the criteria for understanding
the 'physical body' onto an understanding of the 'mind,' it moved from the realm of the "known" (observable and quantifiable matter governed by physical laws) to the realm of the "unknown," (unobservable
and unquantifiable spirit governed by spiritual law).

The reality of spirit and the influence of this realm on human behaviour needs be known and can be understood by us but this is not possible from within the context of physical reality only. We must incorporate
the spirit realm if our understanding is to be complete.

To dissectthe brain of a dead person to generate hypothesis leading to significant conclusions about the mental or emotional state of that dead person while they were alive does I think bear witness to
the way in which humanity has identified spirit as being governed by the laws pertaining to matter only.

This reduction of man to material or physical reality at the exclusion of his spirit has led to much confusion concerning our understanding of the mind. Today we are experiencing the consequence of that
loss.

We live in an age of material enlightenment. Knowledge of multi-faceted areas affecting us as humans is at a peak. We have the technology, information and resources to feed every being on the planet, yet
thousands are starving.

We have almost inexhaustible information giving us understanding of human emotions and behaviour to ensure a peaceful and happy existence, yet more individuals than ever are dissatisfied, with greater numbers
reporting a loss of meaning in their lives.

Our information technology and understanding of communication and negotiation skills would lead us to conclude that peace was inevitable, yet wars rage amongst nations. We live in a time of the greatest
material opulence, many having an abundance of material possessions, yet thousands are homeless, why? - I think our spirit rebels at the lack of incorporation of "it" into the totality of the self.


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We are not only physical material beings. If we were, the increase of material wealth and comfort, particularly in the Western World, would result in a majority of the population being happy and content.
This is obviously not the case.

Although through ignorance we have chosen to ignore the spirit's reality that reality has not simply ceased to exist! Quite the converse, slowly but inexorably, the negative spirit realm has intensified
the assertion of its reality into our minds. It is the lack of this understanding which accounts for the current escalation of negative mental and emotional confusion.

Thespirit realm has been able to assert its increasing influence over our minds because we have not consciously adapted to the reality of its existence. Spiritually, this is our failure to accept and heed
the "Call" of God, being "Love," consequently, most of us are living with an unforgiving and retaliatory "thought mode" reverberating in our minds.

The result is that 'spirit influence' has emerged as the negative energy force which psychiatry identifies as the repressed contents erupting from the unconscious. This they argue has begun to live a life
of its own, in what are termed - "splinter personalities," but is what spiritual reality identifies as "spirits" inhabiting different levels of consciousness, actively subjugating the human mind.

Spiritual Truth as set out in the book The Testament of Truth, asserts that it is spirits, and their influence upon the minds of ordinary human beings, which account in part for the escalating negativity,
and that this "influence" needs be and can be reduced and/or eliminated.

It hasbecome a common occurrence for "normal" (not defined as mentally ill) individuals, to experience themselves responding to emotional problems or trauma with thoughts that they themselves disclaim.


Thesethoughts are so negative and retaliatory in nature, that the individuals find themselves responding with negative 'deeds' which in times when they are not experiencing emotional turmoil, they would
deny themselves capable of performing. The comment frequently made is "I don't know what came over me!"

Examplesabound, the reportedly gentle young man who suddenly for no apparent reason goes berserk and massacres people. The couple fighting for years for control over children they love following a marriage
breakdown. Young teenagers suiciding for no apparent reason.

These are not individuals labelled schizophrenic, psychotic or borderline personality disorder, but simple everyday people whose minds seem, either momentarily, or for protracted periods of time, to be
irrational and out of control.

We need only ask how often we find ourselves obsessed with thoughts of retaliation, to 'get our own back' after we believe ourselves to have been 'unfairly' treated, even by those we love, and we can to
some extent observe the reality of how our 'thought flow' seems alien to us, in our more rational moments.

We find ourselves responding to negative feelings with thoughts of revenge and retaliation in our minds almost automatically, yet, when not under mental attack through our negative feelings, we hold that
we are kind, caring and loving human beings.

What is it that accounts for the disparity between our conscious belief in our own image in times when we are calm, or free from negative emotions, and the reality of our thoughts and actions when we are
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The spiritual answer is that our minds are more and more under siege from thoughts that enter them from different realms. These realms, or levels of consciousness, are beyond our comprehension from within
the limits of the knowledge we have gained in this life time, but can be knowable by the 'spirit-mind'.

This is sometimes grasped by us when we have moments of incredible "insight and clarity," moments we often interpret either as an aberration, as irrational, or only intuition. It may be in these moments
that we are actually in touch with the spirit mind and the truth of the spiritual reality of our existence.

Until we incorporate this spiritual understanding and place it within the nexus of our treatment of the emotionally disturbed or mentally ill, and apply it to our everyday lives, an understanding of the
mind and its workings will continue to elude us.

Moresignificantly however is that our ignorance of spirit truth and the consequences of its only Law, "As you sow, so shall you reap," has resulted in rising aggression, violence, negativity and confusion.
These negative emotions lead to increased thought intrusion into our minds.

There is no scientific, medical or psychological solution to halt the escalating negative thought processes being experienced because these solutions fail to incorporate spirit reality.

It is my belief that insight into spirit reality is available through understanding spiritual truth as set out in the book "The Testament of Truth."

I recommend that any who wish to assess this understanding avail themselves of this information and make their own choice as to its validity.

Clemencia Sept 5th 1995

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(Explanatory Treatise 3)

~ What do we mean by Insanity? ~Ref: National Mental Health Week.

Usually we think of insanity in terms of labels such as schizophrenic, psychotic, neurotic or manic depressive disorders. We tend to see it as being a state of total irrationality, whereby the individual
no longer has any control of the mind. In some measure this is so. What we fail to see is that insanity is much more subtle than this and that psychiatric labels are only the "public" face of insanity.

The integral linkbetween our emotion and the mind is well established but the subtle nuances of the interplay between the emotions, the mind and spirit reality is less well known or accepted. The knowledge
that emotions affect our minds and produce irrational thought is widely accepted, but what is not so well established is that in these thought processes themselves :-

a) We are directly influenced from different realms of consciousness. b) That "thoughts" continue to "negatively feed" the emotional state. c) That the consequent escalated emotional state causes a greater
"influx" of thought from different realms of consciousness.

d) That jointly "Mind, Emotions and Spirit" are a feedback loop and the "exclusion" by us of one of the processes involved in this loop, namely spirit, has resulted in our incomplete understanding.

We have allexperienced moments when our negative emotions, running high, had the capacity to alter our perception of reality. In more rational moments, when we are no longer under the influence of the intense
emotion we can admit that we "distorted" reality somewhat!

What we do not "see" at the time of heightened emotions is the extent to which this state distorts and twists reality to such an extent that in this moment, any past reality differing to the reality of
the present emotional moment, ceases to exist.

The experienced "different" realities which are contradicted by our perception in moments of intense emotion, are often obliteratedaltogether, at least for a time. We can see this at those times when, for
example, we feel hurt or misunderstood by a partner in a close relationship. Oneincident of "wrong-doing" (whatever it may be) is suddenly turned into:-

"You always.......... you never......... I know you don't love me anymore....... nothing you have ever done is any good."

We feel hurt and amazed at our partner's blindness to all the things we have done, as proof, that what they are saying is not only nonsense, unfair and untrue, but totally insane!!

We do not see that it is because of their heightened negative emotions that they are no longer capable of "seeing" past reality where they experienced their partner as caring and loving.

This past realitybecomes so distorted by negative energy that the current "perceived reality" obliterates the "past" truth, truth which actually ceases, however temporarily, to exist. The recipient of the
negative onslaught then often reels at what is seen to be a mockery of love and denigration and distortion of past togetherness.


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The mistake we make lies in our belief that this "tirade of exaggeration" is attributable to the rational process of "self-selective memory." As if, in those moments when totally under the control of negative
emotion, we think we can rationally decide to present a case for our emotional perception!

That we choose only those realities or experiences which prove our negative emotional reality is true, as our partner will no doubt point out. However, the mistake is in believing that we were in rational
control, and therefore capable of that "choice."

Nothing could be further from the truth. In those moments, hours, days, weeks, we are temporarily insane. Not frothing at the mouth, (although our partner may dispute this!) not psychotic or certifiable,
but having lost all capacity for rational thought.

Our limited understanding and false perception that insanity can be ascribed only to the extremes in behaviour (eg. psychosis), has led us to ignore the "crazy making behaviour" daily experienced by people
in relationship. It is little wonder that so many relationships are faltering.

Moresignificant however is the truth that our ignorance concerning the integral link between our emotions, our "thought processes" and our spirit, has allowed for an escalation in rising "insane" moments.


These "moments" have not only increased, thereby affecting all areas of our relationships with others, but the process of negative thought intrusion has remained uncurbed because of our lack of understanding
of it. The consequence is the observed compounding of our negative expressed deed due to an increase of the negative thought intrusion of which we remain ignorant.

We are now in a situation where "negative thought intrusion" has become largely unstoppable, a fact that is only too apparent in our personal relationships.

All of us readily recognise the "insanity" of individuals who carry out a massacre but we seem ignorant of the fact that we ourselves may daily subject those close to us to a mirror image of this process!
(albeit with a lesser degree of physical severity).

Nor do we seem to understand that our ignorance of what is actually occurring in these moments of insanity is catching up with us. We are all aware of how many people are increasingly more negatively abusive
as we evidence the escalation of "irrational thought processes."

I believe that it is our unwillingness to look, (even at the possibility) that our thoughts may be, or are also influenced by spirit reality, which accounts for the escalation of insane acts of physical
or verbal abuse being such common place occurrences.

It is these moments of insanity which can be seen, in part, as the emotions coming to the surface with such force that they obliterate all other positive experienced reality. It seems not to matter what
we consciously believe, or what we logically or rationally understand, the emotion within "creates" a different reality which is superimposed upon the external event.

Our emotions at this time are aided and abetted by an intrusion of negative irrational "thoughts" which come to us from different realms of consciousness. It is this process which intensifies the emotions
felt until they jointly interpret an irrational reality, colour it, shape it, and ultimately determine the behavioral outcome.


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Thisoutcome is only fulfilled by some deed, the expression of which then satiates the emotion. During this process, the emotion obliterates all reason, and all past experienced reality which differs from
the emotionally charged reality being felt at the time. In short, we lose all capacity for rational thought, being at that moment, temporarily insane.

My concern is that these "rare moments of temporary insanity" are on the increase being neither so momentary nor temporary and that this has created a crisis for many of us. I can only see this situation
escalating in ever increasing negativity unless we are prepared to take the matter of negative spirit intrusion seriously.

There area number of ways in which negative types of "action or reaction" take place when a negative projection occurs as a result of our emotions and negative spirit intrusion.

1 - That occurring when party "A" is verbally or physically abused by party "B." Party "A" then succumbs to their own rising negative emotions and thought intrusion. This results in retaliatory action.

2 - If party "A" "hears or knows" that party "B" is "doing" something to or with another, be it positive or negative, and party "A" "believes" that they should not be so doing, "A" responds negatively and
confronts "B."

3 - "A" is unhappy with their circumstance and takes it out on others.

The mental emotional power of the negative dark side has the capacity to totally distort the truth and reality of love and light. This distortion leads to a corresponding loss of freedom of choice for the
individual to express the positive or Godly attributes of:

"Forgiveness, understanding, compassion & mercy in all circumstances."

The irrational distortion by negative emotions demands a different reality. This reality is one of control and manipulation of others as we mercilessly demand that our way, wants or wishes are met. When
they are not, moments of emotional irrationality (temporary insanity) are attempts to enforce those demands.

In truth, once "bitten" by the negative "bug," we are hooked! We need to learn "how" to become "unhooked" and this is only done by keeping out negative thoughts!

When "hooked" by negativity there is little mercy or forgiveness in us as we daily control and abuse others. In this way we unknowingly "draw in" more negative energy that empowers itself within us with
ever increasing demands. Ultimately the person who most suffers from this is the self because as we increase our negativity we increase our mental suffering.

To assistall "Carer's" in the mental health arena to understand the current escalating crisis, I have prepared a comprehensive Manual that is now available to all. This manual is based upon a combination
of my own therapeutic practice coupled with spiritual truth and revelation found in a recently published book "The Testament of Truth" that has clarified so much that has been hidden from past teachings.


Clemencia 22.8.1995 (oo1 TL)

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(Explanatory Treatise 4)

~ The Psychiatric Maze v/s God's Word ~

Dr. Titus M. D. 307 West 4th. St. Los Angeles. California, USA

Your name was given to me by a gentle man, the author of The Testament of Truth. He told me that he spoke to you by phone during his recent visit to the U.S.A. at which time you indicated an interest in
his understanding of spiritual truth.

I write this "Treatise" on psychiatry and psychology from my understanding of The Testament of Truth as it relates to my therapeutic counselling experience.

More and more areas of our mental and emotional lives are coming under the control and regulation of the Medical Model of mental health.

This model, which is used as the basis for determining mental "health or ill-health," has been assumed to be the only basis for understanding what constitutes mental and emotional well-being.

Historically this model is based upon research conducted on individuals with neurotic or hysterical symptoms, research which was carried in an attempt to understand mental and emotional states.

During this process medical science established the existence of the unconscious and ultimately concluded that mental and emotional well-being could be attained via the therapeutic process of delving into
the unconscious. This was achieved through dream interpretation, association and transference.

In briefsummary the content of dreams were explained in terms of repressed libidinal energy around various complexes whilst the symbolic content of dreams were seen as representing aspects of the psyche
in either its personal or collective aspects.

As a consequence of the works of various medical scientists we have arrived at an understanding of the workings of our minds via the study of the mental/emotional states of mentally and emotionally disturbed
individuals.

Most of our "belief" of what constitutes normality or insanity is based upon the findings of this research. To date we have not only accepted these teachings/theories as being correct, but they constitute
the foundation upon which we:-

A -- Assess rationality or insanity. B -- Treat mentally disturbed people. C -- Provide therapy/analysis for the emotionally troubled.

The influence of modern day psychiatry and psychology has infiltrated all areas of society. It is from this research into insanity that we have derived an understanding of what constitutes "sane" behaviour.


A quick scan of most therapeutic theories shows an inevitable link relating back to the "beliefs" that became established as "fact" after the research was documented. The relevant ones for this Treatise
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a) Personal experience from birth to present time as being the sole determinant governing thought, emotion and behaviour.

b) By raising the repressed content of the unconscious to conscious awareness, a resolution to mental and emotional problems could follow. The analytical encounter and drugs were the tools utilised to achieve
this end.

The research arrived at the conclusion that the cause of mental illness or insanity was the result of the repression into the unconscious of thoughts and emotions resulting in behaviour that did not accord
with the Ego Ideal. This Ideal was presumed to have formed as a consequence of the process of civilisation/socialisation.

The above incorrect assessment that the cause of mental instability is due only to repressed unconscious contents, and that a cure is achieved by delving into the unconscious, has been perpetuated due to
the assumption that a belief, once "scientifically proven," constituted reality.

We have mistakenly believed that because these theories were scientifically sound that they were therefore thought to be 'absolute' and the only reality. We have used and internalised these concepts to
the point where we now no longer questioned them.

Dream interpretation, or the 'therapeutic hour,' replaced the weekly ritual of the religious 'confessional.' Both were an attempt by man to deal with a reality other than the material/physical reality of
existence yet both fell short because true spirit reality, that which is beyond science and the corporeal was never fully accepted as existing "in tandem"with physical reality.

Spiritual reality,supplanted by theological and medical theories,states simply that what is required of us is to "be loving and forgiving" a way of being which suggests that if we look backwards over
yesterday's slights and hurts we will freeze in past memories of pain. Once stuck in these memories we inevitably become unforgiving of past deeds perpetrated upon us by others.

There is however a differing reality when we incorporate the spirit into the equation. As a spirit within the flesh we also have a "Super-conscious" spirit mind as well as our conscious and unconscious
mind, (memory bank).

The mistake we have made in the past is that we have followed the teachings of men who have assumed that the mind only consists of the personal conscious, unconscious and collective unconscious, which
contains only the memories and experiences of this lifetime.

Lacking awareness of the "Super conscious mind" of their own soul and an awareness of the "Consciousness of God" they failed to grasp that God Consciousness can "reach" by telepathic thought into our
minds from both the Light consciousness and the Dark consciousness.

This lack of awareness resulted in a lack of understanding of the reality of telepathic thought intrusion by spirit beings on other levels of consciousness into the minds of mankind, a reality which adds
to the complexity of possibilities of mental/emotional "experiences."

What they have failed to see, is that no matter how deeply we delve into "their" understanding of the unconscious, there is always more but that this more, which man terms repressed contents, is in fact
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The reality of that world is that communication by thought is a fact as is the reality that emotional energy can be linked-in to others (us,) and that this compounds our feelings.

The spirit worldconsists of realms which are inhabited by spirit beings who are also reached by God's consciousness. Within this consciousness, thought, both negative and positive exists, feelings, both
negative and positive exist but do so independently of our conscious mind.

There is in fact no limit to the negative or positive spirit realities since they are of indestructible, boundless energy which exist eternally. We are a part of this Spiritual Energy, positive and negative,
an energy we "assimilate" through our actions.

In terms of spirit reality, when we delve into the Dark consciousness, (seeking to resolve past hurt), we are in fact opening up the "Pandora's box" of the negative energy source, digging up an endless
supply of negative possibilities.

It is the fresh revelations within The Testament of Truth that reveals the sin within, the darkness within the soul, is the doorway to the 'Dark consciousness' with its powerful, limitless negative supply.


We could dig into the what man terms the repressed unconscious forever and still bring up more simply because it is not only the personal unconscious into which we are digging.

Probing and delving into the psyche of an individual who has any negative emotions leads to "communication" through those emotions into other levels of consciousness.

This is the area of telepathic thought intrusion that has led to the present "Minds Under Siege" as negative communication has intensified over time.

The dark is like a bottomless cesspool of negativity. We can "dig" into it forever, all the while unknowingly, through our ignorance, taking into our minds more of the contents of that negativity.

Conversely of course, the Light is also endless and that we too can partake of, filling ourselves with it, if we look in its direction!

In summary, the reality is that we have all been deceived into following the belief of men, belief that maintained that the only reality in existence is this present physical lifetime in which we gain our
personal experience and the belief that this alone accounts for the contents of the "unconscious."

Thefindings that the contents of the repressed unconscious seem to contain an endless supply of personal experience, much more then any one person could have experienced in one life time, is not so readily
explained, let alone addressed by medical researchers.

Againwe see here evidence of how the deceiver wove its spell so cunningly that man became lost in its never ending "maze" of possibilities. We are trapped by its "spell-binding" continuity of thought and
lulled into a false sense of security by our "intellect" into denying the reality of God, and consequently, God's call to "Only Love." Thishas led to a "spellbinding ignorance" which can only be broken
by using the Light prayer of the Bright Morning Star.


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The spirit mindcontains within it all the experiences of that soul over time, both when it was within and out of the flesh, and when we sleep and the conscious mind is stilled, the spirit mind within is
still "active" and experiencing spiritual happenings.

Our "dreams" are therefore not only repressed contents of the unconscious, but a minor part of what was being experienced by the spirit mind as the fleshly body lay at rest and the conscious mind "slept."
The spirit mind is "behind" the wheel of this "current awake" lifetime.

The following is a dream sequence written by a "listener" who heard someone talking in their sleep:...

"My spirit soul is travelling down through dark worlds in which I see many lost confused souls, I wish to help them. I feel a deep sorrow as I observe their distress. I speak to them from my heart, saying
"Please please look up to the light and heed the call of our God of love, to be forgiving and merciful. Please also seek our Star of Hope to help you enlighten your deep anguish."

I feel my spirit soul accelerating upwards and away with a rush".... On awakening later, the dreamer then remembered the following sequence of events:

"I recall leaving a bleak dark world, and as I sped along a desolate dark roadway upwards towards the light above, I saw fearful unhappy souls reaching out to me, pleading for help. I felt anguish and sorrow."....
I wondered whether the dream meant I was on the wrong path (as told to the listener upon awaking )

There isevidence here of two differing realities. The recorded dream suggests an interaction between the dreamer and beings on a spirit realm. This is the experience of the 'soul mind.' The conscious mind
only recalls fear of "being on the wrong path."

Imaginewhat our lack of understanding of spirit reality has done to us? We spend endless time trying to resolve dreams with a conscious mind, (either our own or the Analyst's) which does not have the capacity
to comprehend the reality of the spirit being, simply because it is ignorant of the full implications of its existence!

Wehave listened to man's interpretation of a reality as espoused in various theories long enough, and have suffered the consequences.

We canno longer hear, let alone heed the Truth of God's Word:... Only love and forgive and forget,... because the truth of God as understood by our spirit has been replaced by mans teachings.

We have not been able to comply to this word of God because we remain ignorant of the deep pool of dark consciousness that itself accessed the mind, gaining entry into our minds via our "inner negativity"
which is a part of the Dark Energy Essence.

What we must now try to see is that true spirit reality was usurped by what I perceive to be another religion, Psychiatry. This religion asserts that we must endlessly remember our past, because that is
the corner stone of psychiatry and the analytical encounter.

When engaged in this encounter we enter the cycle of negativity where the dark side of the energy essence holds us in the bondage of past suffering because we "search" for "repressed" pain.


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Those who think there is a release from anger or fear through dream interpretation or through searching the unconscious are themselves living in a state of delusion brought on by following man's false teachings.


More importantly however, they are, through ignorance, unknowingly aiding the darkness in its "hold" over Gods children via this process which gives us a reason to deny the call of the Light to:

.......Forget the past and look ahead.

Since all humanity will soon be faced by their past deeds, it is important to understand that the Law of God: What you Sow you will Reap, applies to all, even those who unknowingly, in a position of trust,
control and regulate God's children.

That we have dreams is a "Reality," but that man uses the interpretation of dreams or raising of unconscious contents as the basis for attaining Peace within, is not God's reality.

Any discourse with the negative essence allows an opportunity for not only deception to occur, but for us to be continually trapped by the negativity of the dark, which ensures that feelings of past suffering
continue to be felt in the present. There is no better example of this endless process than that of the therapeutic encounter.

Againit is said: God says: What you experience in your daily lives or your dreams, is an experience that your "consciousness" has "absorbed"... dwell not on it.... look only ahead..

The Truth & Reality of the cause of negative emotions, negative thoughts, and irrational behaviour, that result in the anguish of the soul, are revealed in The Testament of Truth, and expounded in The Treatise
of Truth.

Now is the time to only heed the new wisdom of the Word and fortify our minds, minds which we have allowed to be accessed by the Dark due to our ignoring God's call. We must change our belief and walk forwards
in God's Light.

Clemencia

Contributions by the Spirit of Truth

The "Conscious mind" -- The consciousness that we "use," to express ourselves daily.

The "Subconscious mind"-- The "storehouse" of all we have experienced through our senses this lifetime. (our "memory," accessible by the conscious mind, ).

The "Super conscious mind"-- The mind of our "spirit soul," containing all its experiences from the time of its creation, (inaccessible to the conscious, but our conscious experiences are "essenceing back"
and being recorded in the super consciousness).

The "Dark consciousness" -- "Thought" that is the negative consciousness of the "Source," a limitless outpouring of cunning, deceit and turmoil, that is "suppressed" by light.

The "Light consciousness" -- "Thought" that is the positive consciousness of the "Source," that can "penetrate" the darkness, and is a limitless outpouring of positive truth and inspiration.


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Light energy (positive) -- Allows entry of positive thoughts into our mind through the souls core of "Divine Light," being the positive emotions of Love, Joy and Creativity.

Dark energy (negative) -- Allows entry of negative thoughts into our mind through the "essence of Darkness, the Sin," being the negative emotions of Hatred, Fear, and Despair.

Sin vibration -- Each negative emotion vibrates at a different frequency, thus allowing "thoughts" entry from different levels of consciousness (realms) and with differing intensities, depending on the
"volume" of the emotion.

The volume of the emotions become larger due to our expressed actions because energy is drawn-in during active expression.

The "Sin" within a soul is a part of the darkness within the soul, and through IT access is gained into our minds by negative thought flow from other realms.

A soul free of "Sin" cannot be "accessed" by any negative thought, and is thus "untroubled" as such, as it is "filled with Light" only. Thus is "darkness" excluded out of heaven. Souls only enter the ultimate
level when "free" of inner sin.

Death (Earthly) - The spirit soul departing from its fleshly body and being drawn to one of many spiritual realms, light or dark.

Death (Spiritual) - The spirit soul drawn down into the depths of despair, buried in the freezing darkness, unseen and unheard.

The Mind

God did us with a "Super" sub consciousness bless, being the "Spirit mind" I upon you impress. A mind of its own, one through which "God's thoughts" are sown.

And twenty-four hours a day do thoughts flow through "our way," being our "conscious mind" at times kind or unkind, and when we "dream" we can be "happy" or "scream" for our spirit can "above go," or, into
the "depths" can it flow.

And our "conscious mind" is asleep as our soul within does laugh or weep, but IF we "suddenly" awake our "conscious mind" can a "story" make as it does a little "interpolate" as with "spirit reality" it
does "mate," for but a brief moment in time with pure bliss or slimy grime.

And this "mating" that is brief can bring "conscious" grief for the "picture" we see is NOT the full reality. For the "reality" is past, and IT did only momentarily last as a flash in our conscious mind
and to "its" full reality are we blind.

So I say just "express" its "remembrance" then "bless" IT with a "goodbye" and heave a great sigh. Do NOT linger on dreams or you can fall undone, by preparing your "ahead" from "past" dreams in your bed.

"Better to forget than on the past fret,"that God does say is THEonly way.

Just look to the star shining for all from afar. Let it daily "erase" the darkness of the "maze," and you'll not be "undone" by the "intelligence" of anyone who "think" they can see your "dreams" reality.



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Reality

When will we awaken to "Reality," that of Truth & Spirituality, being the Wisdom of God's Holy Word, none it seems have heard. Men still "dream" that is why so many "scream."

How can we "plan ahead" today, based on "dreams" of yesterday. The Word says "Look not back or fears and doubts will you attack. Look only forwards to MY Light, lean on it, IT is MY pure Might.

Man it seems "thinks" it absurd to listen to and heed God's Holy Word. Man would rather "rely" on other men's dreams, who God deny. Yes psychiatrists too are "false shepherds" I say to you, in the guise
of "Holy men" they too deny the words of God's sacred pen.

They lead you back into the past, and thus eternally you feel the "blast," the memories of your bad dreams they say are your repressed screams.

I say they are the Devil's might that wound so many in the night. I say heed not men but follow ME. I am the true shepherd to set you free by the Wisdom of My Holy Word. All soon lost who "think" it absurd.

The past I say forget, if you cannot you'll forever fret. Look forward to each new day to the Morning Star, say my say and thus you'll seal up tight against "memories" of the past dark night.

And you'll be happier too because to God not man you are true. So blessed children, I unmask the "dark one," set now your minds to task. Daily now look ahead, forget any dream on your bed. IF you try to
"interpret or interpolate" others "ideas," for heaven you'll be late.

This is all I can say to you for your souls, am I forever true any who cannot IT "understand" are "bound" by beliefs of the "lower land."

~~~

The Dark Shadow

The "Dark Shadow Essence" that IS the "underhand," is the "repressed consciousness" of God's "hand." But this "consciousness" can us "reach" telepathically. Its "thoughts" our minds breach and IF we heed
"its" say, we deny the "loving" way, and little by little we "draw-in" more of its negative "energy" that IS the inner Sin.

This Sin is satan's "eyes." It is also Satan's "disguise" hidden within our own soul, thus can satanic "thought" through us "stroll," and the "bigger" this Sin does "get" as we draw more "in" we more fret,
and as dark energy and thoughts "compound," our minds and feelings go round and around.

Seek not to in Pandora's box "peep" or Satan's "thoughts" into your mind seep. Look only to the Star of love, being Light shining above

So all who are by their "subconscious" bound, will by "darkness" be "drowned."
I say heed God and but look ahead,
look back to succumb to dread.

Earthly "Power"

The most powerful men on this land have been those who "work" for the "underhand." Those who control by chemical "mace" and straight-jacket, a total "disgrace" in the eyes of our "loving God" who says:
"Educate not regulate those on the sod."

So today there are many who control others who in mental pain stroll, and 'tis I to set all free for the "controllers" also mentally ill be. Bound by arrogance and greed. Bound by vanity that does breed
a race of "Ivory Towers."

Truly the "Dark earthly Sowers" of pain in their dark "thrust," that some this "see" is a must. For on a few I will rely to pass-on the Word from up high.

"For all Sowers of darkness will die spiritually"I hear from up high.

~ The Spirit of Truth ~

~~~

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(Explanatory Treatise 5)

SOUL SURVIVAL & CARER'S MANUAL

WHAT IS OCCURRING:

* Escalating unreasoned action. * Experiencing the Power of negative emotions. * Thought intrusion - manipulation and subjugation of the mind. (When your mind is controlled by negative thoughts that lead
from one to the other and you can't stop this flow.)

WHY IS THIS OCCURRING

* From the drawing-in of negativity (dark energy force) through retaliatory deeds and expressed negative actions as we demanded justice, thereby failing to heed the Command to Love which enriches us with
Light from the positive energy force. * The Light from the Source outpouring from within to cleanse and thus free the soul of its darkness. * The fulfilment of God's Spiritual Law. "You will now Reap
what you did Sow."

HOW IS THIS MANIFEST

* Our negative feelings intensify as they are drawn to the surface by the outpouring Light within and consequently our minds become more susceptible to thought intrusion by other spirits.


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WHAT WE NEED TO DO

* Keep out dark deceptive thoughts.
* By heeding the wisdom of the call of the Light to "Love" Through total non-retaliation, either verbally or physically."
* Build The Ark of the Mind

FIRST PRINCIPLES TOWARDS UNDERSTANDING:

* Acceptance that there is a spiritual Law governing all. As you Sow -- you Reap. Without this insight, understanding is not possible.

* Knowledge regarding this law as is revealed in its fullness in "
The Testament of Truth ."

* Acceptance that this is The Word inspired by the Light, Source, or God, to help mankind at this time.

* Acceptance that there are souls (spirits) at other levels of existence and that they can and do link into our minds telepathically.

* Acceptance that not only do we receive positive inspiration from the Light but that thoughts from the dark can access our mind to mislead and deceive us.

WHAT IS REQUIRED OF YOU

* Read and Learn and observe clearly how the above applies personally to you.

* Realise that all are being subjected to mental thought intrusion and therefore subjugation.

* Read this Manual fully and then commence the meditation program (re. The Testament of Truth page 33). This will begin to fortify your mind against negative thoughts that are already intruding. Your inner
light is able to receive divine guidance more easily when your own mind is clear and positive.

* Be consciously aware at all times of your thought processes. If they are such that they are not "of the Light," reject them and think of the star's light. This shows by deed that you consciously choose
to draw on the positive side of the universal energy Source.

* Endeavour to relate the accompanying understanding to those around you. This will help you to more quickly reprogram your own understanding of mental trauma.

* Pass on this wisdom to all you meet so that others too can become more helpful and understanding.

* Be aware that others as well as yourself will experience great difficulties in controlling your minds at those times when negative emotions surface within you.

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SPIRITUAL LAW & OTHER FACTS

1. That God's Justice is absolute. That which we "put out" will return to us. What we Sow, that we will Reap. This immutable Law cannot be avoided.

2. That the Light, God's Creative Loving Energy, is infinite and flows for all in the universe to draw upon.

3. That the Dark, the Negative Energy, is infinite and also flows for any in the universe to draw upon endlessly.

4. That the choice as to which side of the energy source we draw upon is shown by our expressed deed. The freedom of this choice is ours alone and must not be determined for us by any other, either in the
flesh or in spirit.

5. Any deed which is only loving is positive and therefore draws Light into the soul. Any Deed which is based on mans law seeks Retribution, and is therefore retaliatory. All deeds of retaliation, whether
verbal or physical are negative, and therefore inevitably draw Darkness into the soul.

6. Everyone is a child of God and therefore all are to be loved by us, even if they choose to be retaliatory. No matter what the negativity of anyone's deed, we are not to retaliate.

7. God's love is now giving us an opportunity to clear karmic debts more quickly so we can return to the Light. This happens if we do not Sow any more negativity as we suffer.

8. It is the time now where each side will claim its own.

Those "exuding Light" -- to the Light Those "exuding Darkness" -- to the Dark

9. To "Stay" in the Light, we must keep out Dark thoughts that seek to overpower and "use" us.

10. It is important to prepare people with the knowledge that negative emotions will be felt by us, but we can suppress the negative thoughts that lead us to "retaliate."

THE INTERPLAY BETWEEN EMOTIONS & THOUGHTS

( Extracted from The Testament of Truth page 26-)

Our negative actions have the express purpose of:: Causing pain, spreading deceit, controlling others and creating total destruction.

The flow of universal Love is drawing negative emotions (forces) up through, and eventually out of our souls, on a continuing basis, until the soul is free of them all and finally purified, having only
light within. ( This is known as a Christed Soul )

The poweror pull of negative emotions can be difficult to control, but it is within our capacity to do so, if we can control the accompanying thoughts.

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However, as we are telepathic instruments we are subject to thoughts emanating from the "light" (the positive), and the "dark" (the negative), both being aspects of the Source.

The link between us and other spirits on other lower levels, is the vibration of our negative feelings. They respond to our vibration and manipulate our thought processes in an attempt to make us act in
a retaliatory way (sinning). It is the act of sinning which satiates not only our feelings at this time, but also theirs.

This is the little known or understood area of spirit possession. By this "spirit possession" as it is known, not only are our thoughts being manipulated, but our feelings are being compounded by theirs
as the negative energy flows through both parties.

This intensifies the feelings being felt. Thus we can find it impossible to resist what we feel we must do, and we do it, for a short time span having possibly lost all control of our thoughts, reason and
sanity.

If a spirit silently manipulates us and then "overpowers" our reason, we "had no mental choice" for the deed we carry out, but it is "we" who are responsible for the action we take, and pay the price.

It is we who need to stay "free" of negative thought intrusion to the extent that we maintain the clarity of perception to be "able" to choose our actions.

We must be able to decide to act or not act upon the thoughts entering our minds. Without conscious understanding of this process, we become robots, controlled and manipulated by others from unseen levels.


At this end time when God's cleansing love is flooding through the entire universe, the negative emotions of all spirits on all levels of consciousness are being drawn out at an escalated rate.

Consequently a far greater percentage of people on the planet and in spirit will become intensely negative and totally irrational prior to negativity clearing. This will result in a far greater level of
insanity and spirit possession. All at some stage will become influenced to some degree, and will be mentally forced to carry out the negative intent of those from lower levels of consciousness.

The attack on the thought level will also be when we are asleep, and many will suffer horrendous nightmares. The "tide" so to speak has commenced to run in. It will escalate at an alarming rate, peaking
as the planet is filled with the negative confusion of men, women and children, cycling in and out of irrationality or "insanity."

Remember, the soul needs to feel the negative sin (emotion) to gain spiritual understanding of it. The soul is only sinning however when we express and cause pain, which is the Sowing of evil, which under
divine law we must Reap at some time, in full. We are all personally responsible for our actions towards others. As we are now to reap more quickly for past negative deeds, we will suffer more, both from
our own emotions, and at the hands of others.

We all need to know that to avoid further "Reaping," we must:

Sow no more negativity - Stop causing pain to others.

Those who mentally fortify their thought processes to the positive now, will be rational helpers, because with mental fortification, they will be under less stress. This will enable them to assist those
in desperate need of consolation with understanding.


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Negative subconscious programming of the mind from happenings in childhood, through our own fears, or from others negative projections onto us, may be gradually eased and lessened.

There is no resolution as such to any problems when our minds are linked through our negative emotions to the "Whisperings from the Dark." The Dark tightens its control over us through our thoughts. It
is these thoughts that are the inspiration of our expressed deeds, deeds that become more irrational and at times fatal to ourselves and/or others.

We only attain peace through the cessation of the confusing or negative thought flow. This is only fully accomplished when God draws out the particular active negative emotion.

HOW BEST TO HELP

When meeting with, or confronted by an emotionally unsound person who has been brought to you for counselling, or, one who has come to you freely for understanding, an awareness of the four basic types
of "responses" to the escalating trauma, may be observed:-

1 - People totally "blinded" by their emotions. These cannot be reached by your voice. Leave these to God as you may cause them to become more negative. The important thing is not to confront them and arouse
them further.

2 - Those yet able to hear you and understand you, and thus will benefit from your good counsel.

3 -Those expressing darkness through aggression.

4 - Those withdrawn through fear - some unable to even verbalise. Emotions and past trauma have made them mute.

There are of course many variations and combinations of the above caused by different emotions at play.

CLARITY OF PERCEPTION

The most important thing all counsellors will have to remember is that personal emotional response to any trauma or pain is the core of our problems. The intense suffering of people in the present is their
release from negative deeds perpetrated by them in the past.

For counsellors the problem will unfold within your mind from your own thoughts, or from your inner feelings, as you sit quietly and "listen" to their story. The story is "what" you are being told by the
other but they can only give you that story from their "clouded" viewpoint.

They do not see the cause of their pain which is their inner negativity being drawn to the surface.

eg: I am angry at my neighbour for shooting my son and my thoughts are telling me to go and get him.

eg: I feel rejected because my partner is having an affair.

eg: My thoughts and fears/aggression are out of control and I cannot sleep. I am "hyped up" and am going to kill others or myself.

eg: I slashed my wrists because there is no hope for me.

eg: I feel as though there is another person in my body who prompts me, and I do not like their feelings.


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table with 2 columns and 25 rows
OLD UNDERSTANDING
SPIRITUAL INSIGHT
We -- listened to them
They -- listen to the Truth
They wish for us to commiserate with
We will listen to their story
them as they endlessly regurgitate
with an understanding of the
the problems that are based on their
true picture in mind, being the
belief that the "other" party is totally
spiritual aspect as to "why"
to blame.
any do suffer. (Reaping).
As victims, their thoughts "focus" on
We listen to their story and
retaliation as they demand justice
halt its flow when demands
and retribution.
for retribution persist.
They focus on the actions of the other
Tell them the full reality
to justify their feelings & seek the Law
of personal responsibility.
to attain a legal resolution.
In agreeing with them that they are
They needs learn of the one
an aggrieved party, add to their woes
spiritual law -"Reaping
and prolong their suffering. Their
what they Sowed."
negative emotions stay "aroused."
They wish to "revel on" in their
We want them to get "out"
painful emotional suffering as
of it with understanding and
thoughts "run away" with them.
positive action on their part.
table end

In every case the problem is the same: It is not the situation, circumstance, system or other person that is the problem. It is our own negative emotions that were triggered by the situation, allowing thoughts
to become out of control in our own minds.

To reiterate, the actions of the "other" party are only the "trigger" that activates the emotions that are within the person. This always allows easier negative thought access to their own minds.

When they come to you, they need an understanding of the Truth that:- No matter "Who" did "what" to them ......... the external event, circumstance or person, was only the trigger that activated their
emotions. It is what they do with this emotion which will, or will not lead them into despair.

Once the trigger has occurred, the rising emotions allow for intensifying negative thought access to their minds. Their own inner feelings and resultant thoughts are the cause of their mental and emotional
suffering, or their expressed negative deed. Only theycan choose to halt this process.

The situation is compounded as they begin to focus upon the actions of the other person because this leads to endless negative debate about fairness, justice, apportioning of blame, etc, which is the negative
thought intrusion in action.

As the counsellor you express your love and care for their well-being as they tell you of their problems. Remind them that within their core is the divine spark of God which is love and beauty and joy.


Remind them that they are a wonderful person and that the painful emotions will lift soon but that their thoughts need to be lessened and halted to find peace.

You tell them about "This time" and what is happening "within" all.

You speakaboutthe Law of God, "What you do to others, comes back to you."


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You tell them what happens to the "blind" who continue to deny the call of "Only be Loving to one another."

You tell them about the Star prayer, how it builds the Ark of the Mind, and that it activates light that will lessen the impact of thoughts flowing in from the dark. This it does when by our deed, we choose
to draw on the positive side of the God's energy which is Light.

You ask if they have any questions pertaining to this understanding, or any other they may have. You may remind them that God said that we must forget the past and what others have done to us or what we
have done to others.

You tell them to be forgiving of others ways and deeds, also forgive their own failings, and in courage walk forwards. Every day must be a new day, forget yesterday totally.

Do not commiserate. You are with them to "tell them something," not to "discuss" their processes endlessly, they will not be resolved through continual discussion.

All are to just maintain their own "Goodness & Godliness," and let others do their thing, whatever it may be.

Remember that the power of the darkness is its "Spell-binding" capacity that works in two ways. Exerting its capacity to control us through our expressive negative emotion i.e.. anger so we "Express darkness
onto others," or its capacity of inhibitive control through fear or guilt to make us "Mute" for past deeds done to us, because of threat of reprisal.

In the first instance, we needs fortify our minds against thoughts overpowering us, so we can "stop" being negatively expressive.

In the secondinstance, we needs break the "spell" over our minds, so that we can speak and tell some-one of the foul deed perpetrated.

Not so that we can then bring someone to justice, for mercy & forgiveness is the key, but only to break the "spell of muteness" that inhibits our freedom of expression by the power of the fear..

In the "speaking of" the deed to a "positive" person, we break the spell of thought control over us and can then forget it as such, and are therefore more able to forget, forgive, and be at ease.

Be aware as you talk to them that others in spirit are present and listening and learning also. When you feel that enough is said, you ask within yourself of the angels who walk with both of you, that they
please help them on their road, this may also be expressed verbally to the other.

Tell them to join you in saying the meditation prayer by repeating the words after you, say both prayers, or either. Tell them to say it three times a day.

Give them a copy of the Brief Summary of The Testament of Truth if they are not too unstable. Ask them to pass-on to others the message of the Star of Bethlehem and the mental Ark.

Remember, due to the extraordinary times soon at hand, that man's usual counselling ways are to be forgotten. Endless continued discussions and attempting to "sort out" mentally inspired problems are fruitless
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Pain of deep emotions are only fully resolved when the "emotion" is cleansed out of their soul by God. In most cases only one visit will be possible and in that brief ten minutes or hour you have, all
that needs be said must be said and done.

Do not think that you will give them more counsel or papers another day, that day may not come for them, give out all the information you can, depending on their capability to absorb it. When they walk
out of the door you may never see them again..

You must try and understand that the Darkness is always oppositional, cannot accept, and distorts and confuses everything. There is no point in a calm positive person attempting to convince a negatively
aroused person of anything!! They simply do not comprehend the language spoken.

Remember, all control is of the darkness. All must be allowed the freedom to express what they will we are only here to advise that if they impose themselves upon others and express darkness, that same
darkness will "control" them.

It must be of no concern to any what others are doing it is only the concern for each soul to be aware of what they express.

All expressed must only be within the bounds of God's Commandment, Love one another. This encompasses in its fullness, the words: Be compassionate, forgiving & merciful to others.

Don't be afraidto reach out and hold close to you any in deep trauma. Fear will be great in all.

People need to know that the Ark of the Mind is to lessen the impact of incoming negative thoughts, but it is not, and will not halt what the individual has to "Feel" at the hands of any Reaper.

As you read this message, ask yourself what thoughts impinged on your mind as you did so. Did thoughts stay only with what you perceived to be the negative aspects, or difficult parts of the message?

If this occurred, ask yourself: "Why did your inner light not observe or respond to the positive side of the message " - for in this message the understanding and wisdom given are the means of freeing ourselves
from the negativity that is within us.

Peopleat times only observe the negative aspect of any message, unable to see that it is only by shining a light onto darkness that we are able to see what the darkness actually is. The hope of the message
in the Testament of Truth is that it exposes the dark, enabling us to deal with it in a positive way.

It is only the intrusion of negative thought that make us resist the positive aspect of a difficult truth.

Clemencia

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Personal sexual responsibility

Personal sexual responsibility has, on the face of it, changed considerably in this age of "enlightened sexuality." When however we look honestly at the issues that surround the consequences of our sexual
behaviour, we find that the conflict, anguish, guilt, blame and turmoil, have in fact altered very little.

The act of sex is "free," but this "act" may have a subsequent unseen consequence of great responsibility, namely the conception of a child. The pleasurable moments when mutual desire is high is not the
time for either party to have to "think" about the possibility of conception with its responsibilities for both parties.

Women and men need to be taught about the four day ovulation cycle and contraception thereby having the choice to make an informed decision about conception and contraception prior to any "togetherness."

We need to teach our growing children that when we are blessed by a child we are not only responsible for that child at this level of existence but are held accountable spiritually by the Source of all
creation for that life.

Themodern "uncivilised" world has accepted as 'normal' the "aborting" of unplanned pregnancies, but what needs to be understood is, that whilst this has to date been a decision governed by "unloving" circumstances
and a "poorly" educated society, there is also a spiritual consequence of which we have not been fully aware.

There is no easy or gentle way to say that the "taking" of life is God's prerogative only, not ours. A karmic debt is accrued by all parties involved when the choice to deny life is taken and acted upon.


In God's eyes we are responsible for any negative action towards the unborn. Since both parties are involved in the act of creation, both are responsible for any decision made about that life.

All need to know and be taught beforehand of the deeper implications of a pregnancy and the subsequent responsibility each has in relation thereto. This can only be accomplished when parents become more
informed about the deep truth surrounding the area of conception, and personal responsibility towards the unborn..

It is time for the human race to understand that conception is the preparation of a "biological fleshly body," being the "space" for a "child of God," a "spirit," to enter this realm of consciousness.


As such, children are not "ours," but are entrusted to us by the Source. We are expected to teach them about love and truth, to help them to quicker aspire back to the promised land.

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(Explanatory Treatise 6)

~ CHILDREN -- Parent/Child relationship ~ Emotions, thoughts, and the child

This article is written to alert parents to the impact of the telepathic "thought" influence of spirit on the mind and emotions of both parent and child and how this influences the dynamics of the parent/child
relationship. The information sets out to clarify the different outcomes in the behaviour of children when they respond to either of the following:

a) Physical reality b) Spirit influence

Physical Reality

All children have the need to be nurtured so that they are provided with sustenance, shelter and safety, to help them grow physically into healthy adults. In conjunction with these physical requirements
is the necessity for love, which ensures the emotional stability of the child.

On this physical plane, the child born to parents is the genetic offspring of those particular parents. In a physical sense then, the child belongs to these particular parents, who in turn are responsible
for the child's welfare, material and spiritual.

Within the biological child is a spirit which was created by God. In this sense your biological child has an existence quite independent of your "input."

The spirit "soul" within your biological child may be either a very old or a young spirit, entering this physical form from one of many levels of consciousness existing in the universal spectrum. There
are numerous spiritual realms or levels which range from ultimate Light to ultimate Dark.

The implications of the existence of a spirit within a child is important for parents to understand because the child's spirit may be either "more or less positive," or "more or less negative." Since the
child's behaviour will vary considerably on the basis of the spirit within, it becomes imperative for parents to fully understand this existence of spirit if they are to guide "true" the child in their
care.

Children are souls who enter this lifetime from different realms of consciousness. They are entrusted into our care to learn. They need to learn not only how to be responsible, respectful and self supporting
citizens, but more importantly, that they have entered this realm to learn to "Love one another."

Learning to "only be loving" encompasses in its fullness the very important issue of understanding the spiritual "Law" which implies that if a child abuses another it is causing its own future suffering.


The sooner the child learns that when it is kind it is using positive energy, and when it is unkind it is using negative energy, the sooner it can make a choice from one or the other.

Currently there is much information available for parents to help them cope with the important task of rearing children. In spite of this "knowledge" parents are having more difficulty in understanding
why there is such increasing negativity between parents and children, between child and child and within the individual child themselves.


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The error lies in the fact that the "real knowledge" missing from all the information currently available is the understanding of the powerful influence of spirits on the minds and emotions of children.

When there is an abdication of responsibility for understanding the truth concerning the world of spirit and its influence in our lives, there is a failure in responsibility to ensure "total" care is given
to the souls entrusted to us.

"Your Child" and "Its Spirit" - Essential Facts

a) The biological child contains a spirit which God entrusts to your care. This spirit may be the return of an ancestral spirit or a different spirit who comes back to learn the Truth.

b) Spirits enter this world as "babies" but are usually "adult" spirits who have existed for periods of time in other realms of consciousness.

c) The realm of consciousness from which the spirit within the biological child has come is not discernible by us.

d) A child's spirit may enter from a Lighter realm so that it contains little negativity within or from a Darker realm containing more negativity within.

e) A spirit enters this earthly realm to learn how it may aspire back to the Light. During this process the spirit gains an opportunity to repay karmic debts if it learns to heed the Light by remaining
loving, positive and non-retaliatory.

From this it can be seen that the attribution of "innocent" to a child simply by virtue of its helplessness, and often angelic appearance is misleading. Many parents readily identify with the sometimes
nasty negative streak that is evident in very young children.

In any one family parents may be faced by offspring with very different natures, one being "demanding" whilst another may be a "dream." One child may have incarnated with a spirit containing much negativity
whilst the other may have less.

Whatever the case, parents must remember that all spirits are God's beloved children, and that the wish of the Light is to bring all children home to Itself.

It is to this end that spirits are enabled to incarnate into this world where spirits with many different levels of positivity or negativity are able to intermingle and thus learn about other ways of being.

A child enters this lifetime with a mental data base which is empty, or in other words, as the spirit enters the flesh, the soul mind with its vast storehouse of information is set aside for this life's
learning span, and on entry into this world, its current lifetime's mind starts as an empty "floppy disk" so to speak.

During the early stage of the child's physical life it is important to set very clear and consistent boundaries or limits. An empty data base needs information to help it understand the programming that
it "becomes."

Until such time as teaching has taken place there is no information with which the child's mind can reason. Good loving discipline and clear limits help the child grow in understanding and respect for others
and self.
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Many parents believe that it is positive to attempt to reason with small children. This confuses the child as it does not have the capacity to understand the full implications of the discourse. One should
not give a young child the choice to make decisions that are beyond its emotional capacity to handle.

If you ask a child - "would you like to go to bed now" you are giving it a choice. Most children do not like going to bed, so of course they will say "no." The situation now is, you want the child to go
to bed, the child does not want to go to bed!

The child and you want something totally opposite so emotions begin to rise as wills clash. If you give in and the child does not go to bed, you feel something negative. If you force the child to bed, it
feels something negative.

This negative situation is avoided if you simply teach the child that bed time is bed time. At this age do not ask a child, tell it what you want, because ultimately, you are going to insist on it anyway
and if the child refuses you will be angry! Be decisive, kind, firm, and consistent and your child will benefit.

Remember, we are now at a time of "rising negativity," and as such, any action or non action on your part may have no positive effect on the child because their emotions may be reaching a crisis point.


It is not for parents to judge the negativity of a child's spirit but rather to understand how the Dark side works on the negative feelings within all, consequently, when a negative scenario arises, parents
may succumb to "It" and find themselves responding negatively or with retaliatory action towards the child.

1. The Interaction of Spirits in the Flesh.

Parents, like children, are also spirits who have entered this earthly form from Lighter or Darker realms. Parents are therefore also subject to negative emotions which link in to spirits of similar negativity.


It is important to understand that the emotions of hurt, fear of failure or rejection, anger, frustration and despair, are more easily aroused in the arena of personal relationships.

The relationship of parent/child and child/parent is so significant to both that it is charged with much emotion. These emotions are not always positive and when negativity arises, the negatively charged
emotions are an open door for the Dark to escalate the negative feelings within both parent and child.

Without an understanding that these negative interactions between parents and children are influenced by spirits from other realms the situation becomes chaotic because parents do not have the spiritual
understanding to help them cope with their own emotions, let alone the negative emotions of their child.

Parents are therefore firstly unable to halt the flow of their own negativity, despite a conscious desire to do so. Secondly, they are unable to "get through" to the child, again despite all human efforts,
because they do not know that it is not only the child's personal emotions and thoughts which are creating havoc.

2. The Interaction of Spirits from other Realms

Like draws like to itself. Recall a day when you were feeling particularly "frazzled" and see whether or not your children seemed to be particularly difficult just when you least needed it! In this situation,
the child is responding negatively to your negative energy even when not expressed physically!


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In like manner, when a certain negative emotion is humming within your child, that emotion attracts like spirits with the same negativity, spirits who respond, not only to the child's emotions, but transmit
thoughts to incite them thereby inspiring more negativity. These thoughts are not obvious as coming from 'outside' the child's mind although many children do have 'imaginary' friends who talk to them.


Once so drawn, these spirits whisper thoughts into the child's mind, thoughts that lead to negative action. These are the times when things seem to go from bad to worse, and when the child is asked "Why
did you do that,?" the reply is often "I just felt like it !!" - or - "they" told me to."

Babies are also subject to this process and may show this influence by incessant crying which you cannot appease. Whilst you may think there is something physically wrong, understand that it may be the
child's inner fear or rage but that this is inflamed by thoughts from spirits.

Children are often far more aware that thoughts are being placed in their minds by spirit others. (see "Letter from Stuart" at end of this document)

Remember that emotions are triggered:-

i) By your own inner negativity which is then intensified by the thoughts of other spirits.

ii) By the actions of others around us. Your negative actions will trigger the child's negative emotions. The child's actions may trigger your negative emotions, a situation that if not halted, leads to
negative interaction.

iii) By the inaction of others. When children "feel" parents fail to give in to them, or parents "feel" children fail to comply, each responds negatively to such inaction.

Feelings cannot be avoided. You may have become aware that despite all your efforts not to respond emotionally to some negative behaviour in your child, your negative feelings surface. Feelings are inevitable
and although unavoidable, they may be "less inflamed" if you do not let the situation get out of hand by letting 'thoughts' continue the feeling to its most negative conclusion.

Your negative thoughts, which inspire you into negative action, needs be "halted or controlled' before they overpower your reason. The same thing applies to children.

You need therefore to understand that an increase in negative feelings from thoughts is the reality of spirits responding to your negative feelings with their thoughts, thoughts that despite your decision
to stay calm, run on and on, thus thinking.......

"If I've told her once I've told her a thousand times" "If he does that once more - I'll kill him" "they're doing this on purpose - they are deliberately baiting me"


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Coping with a withdrawn or aggressive child

The first positive action of parents is to Fortify their own Minds with the wisdom and understanding in this book. Do this by doing the star meditation three times a day. This gives you an opportunity
to stay positive no matter how negative your own feelings.

This first step is to ensure that you yourself do not intensify the negativity within a baby or pre-verbal child. It is up to you to stay rational no matter how long the baby cries! Hold the baby, rock
it, take all steps possible to help it feel loved and secure.

You may play the children's "Star of Bethlehem" taped recording each day, and also during difficult times. The words on this tape are being "absorbed" by not only the child, but by other spirits linking
in to it mentally.

If the child is so distraught that it cannot hear your voice, you may wish to mentally speak to your child's soul, saying: I do love you, and I also know the difficulties you are experiencing, I am going
to say the star prayer to you in my mind. Then mentally say the children's prayer:

I see the star of Bethlehem high up above etc. or (Refer to The Testament of Truth p.33)

If the baby continues to cry, take positive steps to have a trusted friend take over from you to give you a break. There may also be times when you need simply to let the baby cry. You may need to leave
it in its "own space," being its bedroom and withdraw for a while. Do not do this for long periods.

Remember that at this time spirits entering the flesh are being given an opportunity by the Light to clear the negativity they have taken into their souls in a previous existence. This may mean that there
is considerable negativity surfacing within that spirit. It will be of an "unbelievably" negative intensity at times.

Remember they also may have to "Reap what they Sowed" before, at another time, another place. This implication is of vast consequences, because if they need to suffer any pain, the darkness will try and
"do it" through your hand !!

Conversely, if you have any "past" to pay, the darkness will try and "do it" to you through the negative emotions within your child. It is through the negativity within the child and yourself that the "dark"
also "incites" each of you into retaliatory action.

What you are asked to do is to remain positive and not to retaliate through loss of control, no matter what you feel. Do not be tempted to strike your child, this will have no effect on a fully emotionally
aroused child, it will only lead to their further emotional arousal, followed by you doing something you will regret, as things explode within you.

With older children teach them all you have learned on matters of the spirit reality. Their conscious mind may dismiss what you say but their spirit mind will hear.

When children become fearful, sad or withdrawn, they will need a lot of tender loving care. They will be mentally linking in to desperately lonely lost souls below who feel that there is no hope for them.
When influencing your child this spirit may cause your child to wish to "curl up and die" for no apparent or obvious reason you can discern.

Through this mental "link," the thoughts flowing to your child will attempt to isolate him/her, causing withdrawal from your touch and if the process is not halted may lead to suicide. At all times the
child must be reminded that there is hope, that the star of light is there, and its love is outpouring, and it will draw out the feelings oneday, and then they will be happy and free.

These words you speak, as well as your expressed sincerity, flow through your child to the lower realms and bring consolation to the lost below. Ask your child to verbally say the star prayer with you.



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If at any time children become aggressive and strike others, firm physical restraint may help them avoid taking in more negativity through the act of physically lashing out and causing others pain.

This restraint consists of physically holding the child and if necessary lifting them up and taking them out and away from the situation. If the child is unable to be physically restrained, stay calm enough
to walk away. When emotions have subsided, counsel them again about their thoughts as well as the repercussions spiritually for the way their actions are creating more negativity.

Again remember that negative emotions are surfacing at an accelerated rate at this time and your actions either increase the negativity because you "embroil" yourself in It, or by remaining calm and removing
yourself, you give it no opportunity to trigger "its feelings" within you, or intensify in the other.

At no time should you try and "reason" with a "temporarily" aroused person, child or otherwise. At such times the child has diminished responsibility and it therefore becomes our responsibility to act for
and on behalf of the child. Stay calm and keep silent until the emotional "storm" has passed.

Attempts at verbal exchange with a child whose emotions are out of control, no matter what their age, quickly leads to a destructive interaction as parent and child become sucked in a whirlpool of negativity.


Remain silent because what you say will be distorted by the Dark within the mind of the other and before you know it, your feelings are negatively aroused as you hear the child deliberately misrepresenting
everything you say.

It is our responsibility as parents to help our children avoid taking in more negativity during times when they are emotionally out of control. It is therefore incumbent upon us not to flip into hurt, anger
or despair as we hear our children abuse us or denigrate themselves.

The only way to do this is to stay rational. To accomplish this, fortify your mind daily and remember that at times of greatest emotional intensity what is coming out of the child's mouth is also the despair,
anguish, hatred or utter contempt "felt and expressed" by the souls linked into the child's emotional state.

The most positive coping mechanism is to teach your child the full Truth on how and what is taking place within them and others.

As the earthly "Carer's" of these souls, it is our responsibility to teach children the following absolute essentials:

Teach them about the reality of the Light and the Dark, the Command of the Light to "love one another,"and as said, the Law regarding retribution for wrongdoers.

Teach them that there are places of eternal joy and happiness and places of unhappiness and fear, and that by their deed, they are deciding the place to which they will go one day. Children understand
this Truth far more readily than adults give them credit for.

Teach them that they must not cause pain to any, no matter what the circumstance, and never to retaliate, no matter how much provocation may seem to justify it.

Teach them that all negative action is from the Dark and therefore draws more negativity into the soul as they express it.


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Teach them that such negativity must be paid for because all of us are subject to the unalterable Law of God:

"As you Sow so shall you Reap."

Teach them to daily fortify their minds by drawing upon the Light reaching down from the Bright Morning Star when saying the meditation prayer:
•
block quote
I see the Star of Bethlehem -- high up above brilliant and beautiful and filled with God's love I see a white light shining down from this star cleansing
through my body with its power from afar wonderful Jesus -- please now be with me (Jesus or Mother) fill me with light and set my soul free
block quote end
~~~

The Care of Children in our "Care"

In this manual much has been said about emotions and the consequent thought processes they produce in the minds of individuals. The manual has been compiled to assist all to make a personally informed
decision as to the truth of this.

This brief synopses will, I trust, assist all parents and others involved with children. We must understand that from birth children experience the same mental/emotional thoughts and feelings as adults.

Simply stated, children need to be told that like all of us, they are "spirit souls" inhabiting the flesh and as such they have the capacity to understand about the Light of Love and creation and the Darkness
of hatred and destruction..

As parents you must understand that the Light in each soul is the natural state of being for all souls. Goodness is a natural part of us but we have failed to understand, and therefore not taught our children,
about the reality of the Dark and how we increase "It's" presence in our souls each time we fail to heed the call to never retaliate which is what is meant by saying "express only love."

Children need to know that the only thing that inhibits their inner Light from shining in its fullness is the continued negativity they take in. The danger is not in a failure to praise God, or do good
works, but is due to allowing the Dark to use them, a thing they do each time they give in to negativity.

Parents must be prepared for the worst case scenario in terms of their children's actions in coming times and not focus on what the children did but on how they as parents:

1 -- stayed true to the Light, (positive). 2 -- counsel the child afterwards. 3 -- take no retaliatory action, no matter what the deed.

Any attempt to "sort out" what caused the emotional outburst, why it happened, who started it, who is to blame gives the dark more ammunition to fire up the already negatively charged emotions. It also
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We must teach our children that it is not the situation but our reaction to it which is the only thing that matters. It doesn't matter what Johnny did or what was done to upset, hurt or cause anger. The
only thing that matters is:

a) did you retaliate or not............. b) were you able to forget or not.

In short, did you stay true to the Light or did you give in to the Dark. Avoid endless discussion about the event and only refer to it insofar as you want to teach the child about the Truth of spirit influence
on their thoughts and actions.

This means do not retaliate no matter what your child may or may not say or do. Stay calm, walk away, be loving after the storm has passed. Let its happening be a thing of the past, forgotten.

Remember, you must try and comprehend that when emotionally aroused, your child's mind is being "accessed" by "adult" spirits who can and will "use" the child to carry out their negative destructive intent.
This process will also be happening for you.

You will now see more and more young children speaking the "foulest" language as well as doing the most horrific deeds, deeds we could not conceive being done by a child.

It is for this reason that we must consider children, at the time of the deed as being of "diminished responsibility" because these deeds come out of what in reality is "full spirit possession."

However, since the child is "spiritually" responsible for any deed perpetrated by him/her in terms of the process of Karma, and must "suffer" the consequences under spiritual law, it becomes spiritual
negligence on the part of the parent to deny their children an understanding of this Truth.

Only by giving the child the truth are parents giving them an opportunity to make a choice about it for themselves at some time when they are old enough to make that choice. Until that time, you as parents
are in fact "mid-wives" to the soul in your care.

table with 2 columns and 15 rows
THE WAY OF THE LIGHT
THE WAY OF THE DARK
This is the way of
This is the way of
"giving and forgetting "
"taking and paying- back"
(Love and forgiveness)
(Hatred and retaliation)
Is happy, can say "sorry,"
Gets angry, picks on other
helps others, lets everyone
children, leaves some "out,"
join in and has lots of fun.
and is cross and unhappy.
(friendly and respectful)
(unfriendly, disrespectful,)
Keeps quiet and does not say
Tries to make you say nasty
things that hurt others, and
things so they can hit you so
does not take from others.
you can hit them back.
(Non-retaliatory)
(Retaliatory)
table end

You must understand that other children, or even you, are only unpleasant to each other because "strange" thoughts come into your mind to make you that way.

It is now time to understand how we can become happier people and have much more fun. It is through learning about feelings and thoughts and how you can choose to stop any nasty thoughts from becoming negative
actions.

Adults need to impart the full truth, the greatest gift any parent can give their child, being "the way of Light".

The full understanding which will help you help the children is contained in this manual and The Testament of Truth.


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Letter from "Stuart" after he was given the information outlined above in response to his fear that might be "crazy."

Hi, my name is Stuart. I am 11 years old. I was first told about the morning star about two years ago. For some reason I didn't take much notice.

In the last month of summer this year I started hearing voices in my head. These voices weren't out loud. I didn't say anything to any-one because I thought people would think I was crazy.

After talking about this message I was relieved to know I was normal.

The voices were spirits which were trying to communicate with me. I have been saying the star prayer for abut a month now. The voices haven't returned. The star prayer really does help. - Stuart

PS. The voices may come back, but now I know what I can do to help me and the spirits.

~~~

The parent-child bond

Whenthe Source enables a spirit to take fleshly form here on earth a new child is born. What then are the responsibilities of the parents new? What does the Source require of you in regard to this child
now placed in your care? This is the information I would with you share.

Everynew born child is a child of the Source, a spirit given flesh to learn what it has not yet understood namely, that non-retaliation is what is expected of all God's children when faced by adversity,
and to be kind and loving to all. The parents therefore have a great responsibility not only to the child but also to the Source.

A new born human has residing within it a spirit which has had many experiences prior to the child's birth. These experiences are either positive or negative. The nature of the spirit within the child
will naturally impact on the child's behaviour.

If the child has a spirit which is strong willed, and has strong emotions of anger, fear or jealousy, these emotions may make the child more negative despite all the most positive parenting.

Whatparents need to know is that the if the child's human nature is made emotionally more secure by love, safety and consistency, then the child's emotional stability during the early years will provide
a good foundation upon which the older individual will later be able to build.

To provide this emotional stability, parental love does require that the individual parent is able to put their own emotional needs aside in order to provide an emotional space for the child. This means
that "bonding" time must be created, but with parents becoming ever more busy due to financial constraints, this time does not exist in many families.

Parents need to know that it is a simple thing to put aside a set time, twice a week as a time when the child knows it has the parents full attention. During this time it is important to let the child
know that this time is for her/him to be with the parent, to talk, to share and to raise concerns or problems they may have.

This time is a time of bonding that helps the child and parent move away from the 'dominant/subordinate' parent-child role to a relationship of 'friend to friend.'

When this 'friend to friend' relationship is established the child feels more comfortable to speak openly and freely on any subject because they do not feel threatened by parental 'control' into complying
with everything the adult says, thinks or believes.

Equally, the 'elder parent' can then listen seriously to the child and ultimately will find out what the child's fears really are. It is also important to provide fun time when parents and children just
relax together.

Whenparents learn to treat their child as a personal friend, the respect this evokes makes it easier for the child to hear the valuable insights the parent has and allows the reasons 'why' certain behaviour/conduct
is necessary on both sides to be listened to calmly.

All children require very clear boundaries in order to feel safe. When a child is allowed to do a thing one day but the next day is castigated for doing the same thing, the child does not feel safe.

It is therefore important for parents to firstly be aware of their own emotions. These emotions will often colour parental approval or disapproval for the child's action at any given time.

Oftenparents feel guilty about not giving children enough time and mistakenly believe that either material things, or giving-in when the child nags, is a way of making up for this lack of time. This only
leads to child confusion and parental frustration.

Secondly, if the child is to feel safe he/she needs to have clear consistent messages about what is expected of them. To ensure that this expectation remains consistent, the parents must be clear about
what behaviour they will accept from the child. Once parents are clear about what is expected from the child it is imperative that each breach of this behaviour is lovingly addressed.

Thesesimple strategies provide an anchor during times when emotions run high. When things look as if they are escalating, the child can be taken to that safe place, the emotional space provided by the parents
twice a week, to help contain the negative emotions.

Let us daily start the day as a family together, linking hands and saying the star prayer out aloud. This way we are consciously remembering God's message in reminding ourselves of the wisdom of being loving
and non-retaliatory in the face of aggression.

We are also drawing in God's light and love to fortify our minds as we start the day.

This can be repeated at noon and night time.

Clemencia


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~ LOST SOULS BELOW ~(Spirits in the dark)

Throughout this document reference has been made to spirits who exist at different levels of consciousness. The spirits are variously referred to as "beings" or Souls whose existence is largely beyond our
conscious awareness.

Since much has been said about the influence of these spirits upon our thoughts and emotions, it is important that we obtain a comprehensive understanding not only of their existence, but of the interactive
process between them and us, spirits out of the flesh and the spirit in the flesh - us.

Some people will be aware from their own experience that spirits out of the flesh do exist. When a person close to us dies (spirit disengaging from the flesh), we may have the experience of that person's
presence with us. Other people have reported that they have actually experienced being disembodied. Many are consciously aware of being able to communicate mentally with other beings from invisible realms.


There are numerous books on the experiences of the presence and existence of spirit beings or souls. This is pointed out simply to alert the reader to the fact that the existence of spirits is an age old
reality. Mankind has at various stages of history attempted to define this reality in order to come to terms with it.

At different stages of our intellectual understanding, our attempts to accept the existence of spirits as reality, has altered. Some cultures have no difficulty in accepting the existence of spirits.

So called highly "socialised" cultures where there is an emphasis on the physical and "scientifically" provable facts, have been unable to accept the existence of spirits as part of reality, since the idea
of 'spirit people' is a concept which cannot be quantified, qualified or measurable, certainly not with the tools currently employed to determine "validity."

Be that as it may, in modern-day man, the existence of spirits remains a persistent feature of popular culture. Books, movies, documentaries and an ever increasing number of "healing" arts, continue to
emerge on the premise that spirit reality exists. Intellectual sophistication seems to have done little to abate our desire to "know the unknowable," despite scientific validity!

The existence of the realms of spirits remains a reality and my aim is to not only share my understanding of this reality, to allow the reader to make a choice as to the validity of that understanding,
but to give an understanding as to the interaction that takes place between us and "Lost Souls" who abide in other realms.

Souls are drawn to different realms through their past expressed deeds. If their lifetime has been one of love and forgiveness, they are drawn to the Light. When "bound" by the darkness their thoughts are
"controlled" by the darkness which in turn "uses" them to manipulate deeds of spirits in the flesh.

This manipulation of us is done telepathically through thought that makes us deny the "Light" and abuse others. When we act on these thoughts both the invisible spirits and ourselves draw in more negativity,
each becoming more entrapped by the Dark .

When we reject the negative thought from lost spirit souls who attempt to "seduce" us into negative expressed deeds, something we do when we suppress the thought and don't act on it, we negate the influence
of darkness from flowing through them and us. Each time we do this we unknowingly "save" them from Sowing evil because it is only when their thoughts overpower us, and we "express" them in deed, that "both"
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Spirits exist, and if we are consciously aware of this then we may become aware that there is a link between our spirits here in the flesh and other spirits not in the flesh. On this earthly realm we are
spirits inhabiting an earthly biological body which we vacate when the body becomes uninhabitable. Given this understanding, it seems logical that other spirits can and do make connections with that inner
aspect of us called spirit.

This connection is a mental telepathic one which is "thought" that enters our minds. Until now we have assumed all thought to be our own. The understanding I have gained from "The Testament of Truth" is
that there is a significant mental interactive process between spirits incarnate (us), and spirits discarnate (not having a fleshly biological body and existing on other levels of consciousness).

Earth's reality is only one of many planes in existence. Other levels of reality, or consciousness, range from the place of ultimate Light where there is no negativity, only love and freedom, to ultimate
darkness where there is nothing positive, only destruction, limitation and confinement.

Betweenthese realms are many other levels of consciousness. Spirits enter these differing levels at the moment of physical death. Which level they enter is determined by the vibration of their soul energy
which is determined by deeds they performed during the physical lifetime.

We must remember that God asks of us to be merciful and understanding of others. This includes those who have erred before, and who dwell in lower realms. The importance of remembering this each time
we are inspired to act negatively cannot be stressed often enough.

If souls trapped in darker realms of consciousness were permitted to communicate truthfully with you this is what they might say:-

A Lost Soul Speaks

"Forget me not though I am far away. Remember me at times in your busy day for you know not the place I now call home, you know not the sorrow in this land I roam.

There in your land now no longer mine, there for you the sun does daily shine, but in the place I linger so forlorn, here no golden light by any is worn.

I knew not that by Deed would I be known, that I would be judged by what I'd sown, and while on earth by deed was I unkind, deeds that now me sorely bind in a place where all kindness is lost, a place with
no Light, Darkness the cost.

A cold black darkness now does cover me and allows no Light for me to see. So now be I a soul that is sadly lost, now do I face an eternal frost for failing the Light only to heed when IT asked "please
my love only seed"

Now it is I who remember you for in your thoughts do I come through, but those thoughts are to you unkind as the darkness insist I make you blind.

So please remember me with Gods truth while you can still see. For once in this land far below, you have no choice about what you Sow. Here must I the darkness heed. In you must I the darkness seed by controlling
your thoughts for which I pay the cost, but heed my demand and we both are lost.


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So please now listen to the Word, it flows on earth that we have heard, but our minds here are bound so tight that we rely on You to show us Its might. For truly, we no longer have the choice, we may speak
only with the Dark ones voice, and that believe me we daily do each time you let our thoughts flow through.

It be in your minds that we do fight, wherein we steal under cover of night. You know us not for what we be, and that be the dark's cunning subtlety. For each time you let memy thought sow, you allow your
negativity to grow, then my feelings with yours entwine 'till we both on negativity dine.

Your thoughts do we stir and make unsound, but only by your deed is your seed found. That seed being the truth of your way, heed our dark thought and we both must pay.

We would have you retaliate and baulk. Control and demand in your mind is our talk, and we have no choice, please believe me. Please make the choice while you can still see.

So please remember me in the land of frost. Please show the dark that love is not lost there in your land where the sun shines free, there in the land where you can still see.

And I ask that you please remember me with kindness even though I try to harm thee, for that is the Law I failed to know, love only love, no matter what we show.

On earth I walked a man of might, fearing nothing within my sight. I stood tall and strong and with many a stride walked my way, head held with pride. For I simply took life by the tail, refused to let
any me "nail," and all that got in my way quickly learnt what price they must pay.

Successful I was in many mans eyes. Many there were who saw me as wise, and I did the best that I could, making a buck as any man should. And yes, I cheated a bit, gave the odd "Kick," but nothing too great
to my conscious prick, all in all I led a good life, broke few of the laws, not too much strife.

Then came the day my journey did end, now let me tell you, oh! please listen friend, not one part of it was true, all I did failed to show love coming through.

And Love, that be the only measure by which I was judged, neither my pleasure, success, money or achieve, held any sway, that is the deceive. So ask I that you remember me with kindness even though I try
to harm thee. For that is the Law I failed to know, no matter what any do, let only love flow."

Let us on earth try and remember that it is not for us to judge and condemn spirits of so called "wickedness," for by that very condemnation, we show them and God that we are of the same ilk.

Let us now all try to be as God would have us be, respectful and considerate to all our sisters and brothers, whatever their present consciousness may reflect.

Clemencia

~~~

An interactive mental exchange is a two-way process, one that influences in both directions. In the interaction between spirits not in the flesh and ourselves, "thought," entering through the vibration
of the emotion, is the means of communication.

The corresponding thoughts from these spirits will also be of a negative, deceitful nature. We respond to the ingress of these thoughts with increased feelings of negativity, often leading to expressed
negative deeds.

The telepathic power of invisible spirits has the capacity to override our positive reasoning (freedom of choice of action) and make us deny the light and abuse another.

The emphasis on the negative aspect of this thought intrusion throughout this document, is to alert all to the reality that the choice of positive or negative action is ours, but only ours if we can keep
out powerful negative thoughts.

Spirits out of the flesh who have "fallen" to low dark levels have no choice about their negative influence on us. However, we only have the choice to override the demands of the negative thoughts if we
become aware of the reality of spirit intrusion into our minds, and then, build the Ark of the Mind.

~ The UNKIND who are BLIND ~

Contribution by the spirit of Truth

Any "expression" of a "thought" unkind means you too are also "blind," for "darkness" binds thee and IT you cannot "see." Otherwiseyou would "sit" and "contain" the words you "spit" out of your mouth causing
pain very "uncouth" to your sweet soul that so blindly does stroll.. So again I do say, please try and "hear" your "own" say before it comes "out" and others "ears" clout.

For once you "let out" sound, by "its" effects are you "bound" and you will PAY maybe forever and a day. So from this moment on IF your journey you'd have won, heed God's loving word, never "exude" a verbal
sword thus you heed me, thus I set you free.

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~ LOST SOULS BELOW ~

The Lost Souls "below" are "spirits" whom God's Truth don't know. They are "spiritual slaves" enslaved by powerful knaves. Washed from "shore to shore" like ocean waves, lost forevermore unless they the
truth find, they become eternally blind.

They rely on me and you to them to be true, for we needs "them" teach, rather than letting "their" thoughts us breach. For their "access" is our "inner sin" and for the "dark" they try to "us" win, for
there is naught they can do other than heed "thoughts" flowing through them through.

For deep sin does them bind, the "dark force" very unkind, and IT does them "use" to US mentally abuse. Thus they more darkness Sow, thus deeper below they GO.

Until they lose all grace and they fully show God their disgrace, and "the" God that did them "employ" does also them "destroy" by all means fair or foul, as through their minds it did prowl.

Visibly unseen, thus "they" did not glean how they were being dragged below. The LOST SOULS needs this now know so that I can set them free, that is IF they believe me and look up to the Morning Star shining
for all from afar.

As Mother sets them free from within I do see, so that they are lost no more, but are "raised up" to heavens shore. So to you and you, the souls lost or the true, fortify now your mind or all become unkind.

For on earth too are the "lost" incarnated "up" from the frost and you all now needs me heed, for ONLY THUS are you freed.

The Spirit of Truth

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Spirits and "Diminished Responsibility"

Throughout history, religions have systematically dammed and condemned spirit beings that were considered evil. In the practice of exorcism, ministers attempted to forcibly cast out the possessing spirit
and send it into hell and damnation.

Erring souls in the flesh are always "castigated" and punished by society. Only the "classified" mentally insane are labeled "Of diminished responsibility," and thus, given a "lesser" sentence and "taken"
to be "helped" in a manner differing to normal offenders.

ALL offenders today needs be "treated" by you as being of "diminished responsibility," and thus only treated with compassion and respect. They are not to be regulated and punished, only educated and assisted.
God will do the punishing, if you do, you too will be answerable to God.

Clemencia

~~~

When a person "classified insane" be, we classify them "of diminished responsibility" and thus we do not them abuse for their minds are in a state of "confuse."

We needs now more "fully" understand the power of that "other" land that can our minds "employ" and "use us" to deceive or destroy.

We must ALL "miscreants" forgive, they were "mentally overpowered" and did give their minds "over" to another, thus they were "used" to abuse sister and brother.

But they WILL "pay" spiritually another day, but God says to me and you;

"You to the "lost" be true and I'll be responsible by MY hand in another world another land to do what I will DO to give "understanding" to the "untrue"

So this is why I say you needs be compassionate and merciful each day, or Father God will DO unto you what you did do when untrue.

~ The Spirit of Truth ~

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~ SUICIDE ~

Deeper understanding of Suicide.

Any Carer or family member who is faced with a potential suicide victim, or approached thereby, needs to have made themselves familiar with the contents of this manual, and then speak to the person concerned
about their thoughts, with the full understanding that they are speaking to the many invisible others who present themselves as "Thought intrusion."

Both parties, those in the flesh and those in spirit may be given a conscious understanding that all are being interfered with mentally, that is, any soul having negative emotions within can be accessed
by negative energy in the form of thoughts. All should be given the Star Prayer to fortify their minds.

They must also be told that there will be release from their mental "subjugation" some time in the future as the rising emotion is cleared spiritually out from their soul.

The information available in this book is in fact salient for all situations involving any mental or emotional trauma since the source of all mental/emotional problems are inextricably linked.

Make yourself fully conversant with all the facts presented, this way you can assist those in distress with the full truth, because only this truth will help any in the times we are now facing.

Clemencia

Refer Testament pages and the 12 page:
The SUICIDE document

~~~

~ Deliverance ~

~ Contribution by The Spirit of Truth ~

Deliverance from the "Evil one" is by heeding the wisdom of the "Son." The wisdom of the Word. peace not the sword. By fortifying the mind with the Morning Star and staying thus kind to each other, all
being sister and brother.

It is but the power of the Light that suppresses "thoughts" of the "Dark Knight" who lives far far below, and telepathically does evil thoughts sow into the minds of the "blind" who become daily more unkind,
these thoughts we needs keep "out" if not we others "clout."

So the light from the Morning Star cleanses the mind with its power from afar when the prayer words we say thrice each day, the light of love is released "within" our soul and suppresses thoughts from coming
in, thus, I say to thee you are "delivered" only when heeding me.

You can try and "twist and weave" but deny me and you grieve, not but for one day, but for eternity I do say. Please lean on my "Staff," God's Wisdom, do not scorn it and laugh, or you will fall below and
the "Dark Knight" get to know personally, and you will shriek, wishing you had been a little meek.

Sisters and brothers too, try and believe what I say to you. Keep your hands by your side IF in heaven you'd abide. Keep your mouth shut like a helpless mutt in any confrontation by a stranger or a relation,
any retaliation you will cry, any retaliation your soul will die.

I bless you today, heed my "Morning Star" pray. IT and only IT keeps out the evil one, only thus your final race won.


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(Explanatory Treatise 7)

~ JUSTICE & VICTIMS ~

Gonzalo MunozCollin Barnis Community of Reconciliation 683 Antrim Road. Belfast, B. T. 15, 4 E G UK

Dearest Gonzalo,

So, Ireland is enriched by your presence whilst we are impoverished by your absence. Ireland is blessed, how deeply, may depend on how your truth flows, and once again I am knocking on the door to share
some deeper insight into The Testament of Truth!

I awoke this morning with probing questions regarding the implications of the positive and negative attributes that exist in the universe.

I would like to share the results of my probe with you as it may throw a little "light" (from the Star naturally!) on the duality or inherent opposites of the "essence" of all which remain such a source
of frustration for us mortals.

Youare no doubt aware that in relationships these opposites centre around the masculine and feminine "closeness/ bonds" around which battles are often fought in the name of love!

This "love relationship" seems to call forth such contradictory emotions that we sometimes begin to question its meaning. So I began to question this thing called love, its positive power of freedom, giving
and creativity, and wondered about the opposite of love.

As I understand it, the opposite of love is hatred, the negative energy of demand, control, withdrawal and destruction. Due to the concept of justice, which we see as such a virtue, we shout "What about
me and my rights," as we demand that our partners, children, parents, boss and even God, be fair and just.

We fail to see that whenever we demand we are actually exerting control over another, and control is negative.

This control is in fact the darkness calling through us for some sort of "Retribution," a retribution which causes us to use God's negative power, a power which is destructive, a power of which God says:
"This is mine alone, use it, and I shall destroy you." In this way is control the opposite of the creative power of love.

We seem not to know that whenever we demand anything we deny love, which is giving, and seek retribution which can only take through the act of control. Mans concept of justice is a concept of retaliatory
"demand" which insists, with negative power, upon its right to fairness, righteousness, retribution and punishment, for all it deems to be an injustice.

It is when we demand anything, that we use power to control, a control which results in the loss of the freedom of the personal choice of others. Of course where there is denial of another's freedom to
choose, there love is not, for we express not love.

Unlike retributive justice (accountability) which is negatively powerful and is full of the power to demand, love is positively powerful, that is filled with mercy and the power to give and forgive. The
power of this love is filled with the desire to all do, all give, all embrace and nothing deny.

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It is in this way that retaliatory justice is darkness in action, the opposite of love, for, full of the negative power to demand recompense, it is quite unable to give or forgive anything for then it would
be untrue to itself. Equally, love is quite unable to deny anything for then it would be untrue to itself - no longer giving.

The questionfor me is: "Are these two opposites - 'love' and 'retaliatory justice' - only misused by us because of our lack of deep spiritual understanding"?

The insight I gleaned was in the possibility that love & giving, and hatred & withdrawal, are simply the totality of the All, the Source, Essence or God. God is thus the unified whole containing within
itself all the opposites. This we needs fully understand because its implications for religious teachings and dogmas are far-reaching.

For me the Totality, God, in Its infinite goodness and love, gives us, with the understanding in The Testament of Truth, not only a revelation of Itself as the unified whole - both the Light and Dark, Positive
and Negative, Masculine and Feminine, Justice and Love - but a choice.

"Choose" it asks, "Choose which aspect of Me you wish to draw upon for My love cannot deny you the freedom of choice but equally, My Justice Demands that your choice will 'Return to you,' be it your freedom
in a land of happiness, love and creation, or your confinement in a land of sorrow, hatred and destruction but you need to choose wisely with an understanding of the existing implications, as both Joy
and Pain exist in Me."

Now, if the underlying Command of the Light throughout time, and at the core of all spiritual or religious truth, has been the call to Only Love, it follows that we have not been wise in our choice as to
which aspect of God we drew on and drew in!

Unbeknown to us, our expressed actions release a flow of energy through us that "is" God in action, positive or negative, and this energy is "absorbed" within our souls. This Light or dark energy either
refines or coarsens the vibrational energy in our soul. It is this vibrational energy which ensures our spiritual destiny, (destination).

The call by man for retributive "Justice" is rampant within every human endeavor because the socially sanctioned "Right" to justice is encoded within all our systems, whether legal, social, secular or religious.
Even that system which we claim is built upon Love, the personal relationship, is based upon the "rights" each believes is due from the other and thus 'demanded.'

This shows clearly that our souls have absorbed so much dark, negative energy, that we almost automatically heed the call of the negative aspect, no longer capable of hearing or heeding the call of the
Light to "Forgive and only Love."

Whenever a system operates upon the concept of Rights the scales of Love and Justice are tipped in the favour of a Justice which demands Retribution. This always results in negativity because power, always
inherent in justice, is used to enforce those Rights.

Since mans justice deems that it has the right to retribution we use negative power to control, either through punishment or "withholding," or through the act of withdrawal of support. All this is a denial
of God's eternal call to but Love.

Of course, in the hands of the Totality, God, retribution is Just, since it is inexorably linked with the Love contained within God's Unified Self and in its negative expression is the fulfilment of the
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Conversely, in its positive expression, as we sow love, we are loved, but, "The payback being love or pain is Mine," says God. "Not yours.You are commanded to only love. "

Mans call for justice can always only be retribution when dealt out by man and is arrogance in God's eyes. Anyone demanding retaliatory justice (accountability) is therefore denying the Word of God, being
the eternal call to Only Love.

When our demands for justice are met, we in turn must meet with further retaliatory confrontation at the hands of others who are equally arrogant in their demand for justice. Nobody realizing that this
is Justice belongs only to God. For the more 'we' mete out retribution, the more it returns to us within the Law of God.

Man believes that he must bring about the fulfilment of God's retributive Law, not knowing that God can bring us to "Payment" for wrong deeds through other means. This 'means' is inevitably our destination
when we leave the flesh, a destination always reflective of our deeds in any lifetime. This ultimate destination is either a place where there is no end to the brightening light or no end to the depths
of the darkness, both opposites, exquisite joy, or excruciating suffering in the after life.

Each time we Mete out the "justice"that has become enshrined in our legal systems and within our mental conditioned makeup, we are denying God's eternal call of "Forgiveness & Love," and thus fall under
the negative aspect of the only Law "As you Sow - so shall ye Reap."

It is we who judge ourselves by our own deed for which we must pay in full.Sow good, and our own deed judges us as we Reap Goodness Sow evil, and our own deed judges us as we Reap Evil.

That is simply Gods Just Law in action. Any justice or judgment placed by us upon others is therefore in direct contravention of God's only Commandment Love.

The greatest misdeed that we can perpetrate upon others and thus ourselves is the one of "Deception." In God's eyes it is better to destroy another with a knife, and take a life, than to knowingly or unknowingly
deceive any soul through the falsity of distorted spiritual teachings.

Anignorant soul, through that act of deceit, may spend an eternity lost in the dark, suffering endlessly as a result of it perpetrating questionable deeds in the eyes of God. We are not excused by our
ignorance of the Truth.

All are God's most treasured and beloved, children and any who deceive God's children will themselves be deceived "at the end" and not recognise the Truth

We only need to look around the globe to see that we freely mete out retribution to each other. Through this process humanity has lost its grace and loving generosity of Spirit which is now clouded by the
negativity we drew in each time we retaliated. Each time we demand justice we fail in the command to Forgive and Love and thereby increase the flow of negativity.

When we fail Love, the absorption of dark negative energy into the soul may mean that at some time we feel ourselves to be victims of one or other injustice. In reality we are victims only of our own past
deeds.

The Spirit of Truth shows that a "victim" is one who must learn of the Truth by the ceasing to perpetrate retaliatory deeds. Only this ensures that no more negativity is drawn into the soul through the
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If all victims could accept that at some stage they themselves were perpetrators inflicting pain onto those who also saw themselves as their "victims," none would cry out for justice but simply accept
that our victim status was a reaping for past actions sown. This would free us to walk positively.

Of course we may give up on the sorry state of our race but God is God, and God is ever true to Itself. The greater our demand for justice has been the more the Source "allowed" us to steal that dark justice
which belongs only to God.

However, even as this darkness now surges through our denial of God's love, the Light expands within us, and God, the Light, gives too of its Love, freely, to unbind us of the darkness we drew in even
while we arrogantly used the dark.

Now we stand on the precipice of ultimate choice. We have demanded that we be given the right to retribution and we have received accordingly!

We have stolen God's justice so consistently that the One Law is inevitably "weighted" on the side of "Reaping negativity and pain," hence the escalation in rising insanity however, the love has also intensified
to help us deal with the "Reaping by suffering," hence the Star prayer.

Since the Source is ever true to itself both the positive and negative sides of it have increased in intensity. The Love essence flows through from within us and enables the Reaping to occur more quickly,
but the Dark also flows to tempt us to continue to use it. The choice is ours.

The ultimateProof of the Love is not only the evidence of increasing negativity rising to the surface of our souls to be cleared as we "Reap," but Loves gift of the Revelation of itself - to Itself, "Us."


The Testament of Truth is the "Source" revealing Its totality to every child in the universe, each Divine Spark within us which is part of that Totality. Thus is "The Testament of Truth" the revelation
of "Itself to Itself," holding no secrets, revealing both the Light and the Dark, the Masculine and the Feminine, the Wisdom and the Deceiver, the Justice, being the pain of Retribution, or the Joy & Freedom
being the rewards of Love.

This is the ultimate gift of the Creator to Its inspired creation. A revelation of Itself in Its fullness, Its Totality, to Itself, Its children. So are we finally set free
to truly choose since nothing is hidden from us ~ but ~ do we dare to see?

It seems to me that we no longer have to "See through a glass darkly," but also, that these things will be "hidden from the arrogantly intelligent and revealed only to the humble." You are a humble man,
are you not Gonzalo, but are you wise and courageous as well?

So Gonzalo, this is my understanding inspired by the Light from our Star. What will you do with it I wonder?

You are at a seven month course on Ecumenism studying ecclesiology all denominations no doubt represented. What would they do if you presented this and other papers attached for discussion? Dare you give
them the opportunity to choose to accept or reject it?

I ask with Love, you do what is right for you, but please be true to your soul, so very much depends on souls true at this time to lead the lost back to the true light.

Write soon -

Clemencia 3 October 1995

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(Explanatory Treatise 8)

~ Deception posing as a 'Virtue' ~

Since I have been involved with the message in The Testament of Truth I have shared its basic premise with others, namely:

1. There is only one Command - to be loving in all that we do.
2. That we must not retaliate no matter what any do to us.
3. Fortify the mind to be able to comply with the above.
4. There is one spiritual law - "What you sow you will reap."

Sow positive deeds of love, care, and forgiveness and that will return to you.Sow negative deeds of abuse, deception, criticism or judgment, and that will return to you.

I have found that many individuals accept these principles, in fact most individuals would maintain that these principles govern their lives. Yet, most of us can also admit that when it comes to the crunch
we seem unable to put the principles into practice.

Without fail, both in my own life and in the lives of those I meet, there are reasons we use to justifya non-loving or retaliatory action as acceptable. These reasons are usually justified on the basis
of morality or righteous justice, concepts that have in fact made a virtue out of accepting as permissible the exceptions to the Rule but more particularly the rule of the Light to "Only love and always
remain non-retaliatory."

What is evident is that increasingly these "exceptions" have become so numerous and varied that we are at a point in history where... Exceptions have become the Rule.

The Testament of Truth allows us to see clearly that any justification of negative expression or retaliatory action is the deception of the dark ,negative universal energy source in action, a deception
to which we have been blinded because it presents itself as a virtue.

The "Rule of the Dark" is "Blind, deceive, isolate, abuse and destroy." Nowhere is our blindness to the insight of this Truth more apparent than when we virtuously justify any negative actions "In defense
of our rights." The increase in litigation in all areas of the lives of ordinary individuals is the most pertinent example of this.

The injured worker who not only insists on compensation but virtuously believes that "the defaulters should be made to pay".. . the deserted partner who believes that the "other" should pay dearly for
having left them.

Under the guise of pursuing what we see as our inalienable "rights" we are in fact retaliating since retaliation is the act of returning like for like in the form of a reprisal.

Such an act is a blatant denial of the Command to "Only Love" and is therefore the act of using, and being used, by the dark negative energy source to mete out retribution.

If our belief systems, morals, values or ideologies can persuade us that we are perfectly justified in seeking recompense through retaliation, then we have indeed been subtly beguiled by the dark because
in reality, this retaliatory action has been transformed into the so-called "virtue" of only standing up for our "rights."


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Many good, even God-fearing individuals, do not hesitate to assert their rights and not only in the obvious situation of protecting the life of someone close to them. The greater evidence that we are deceived
by the Dark into believing that retaliatory action is acceptable is apparent in those instances when we return tit-for-tat, a hurt for a hurt, a nasty retort in exchange for a criticism, an ominous silence
for a wrong done.

In all these instances of retaliation, we have falsely justified a reason to betray the call of the Light, being "Only Love." We seem to believe and think that we are putting love and non-retaliation into
practice, and in many instances we do, that is, until particular Exceptions to the Rule arise.

When these occur, we justify retaliation, not even considering whether the act is Godly or not. We may even believe that the act is sanctioned by God! This is where we succumb to the deception of the dark,
for in truth, there is never any exception, justified or otherwise, to deny God's call to "only Love."

We fail to understand that it is just that very exception, that belief, that value system, that ideology, that indignation or that justified feeling of self righteousness which is the true test of our
capacity to live by deed, the truth of God's call to "Only Love."

This is the basis of the message in The Testament of Truth. This message alone helps us to understand why, despite our beliefs, our desires and our longings to remain true to the call to love, we are unable
to do so at those times when our justifications allow us to betray that truth.

The vast majority of humanity would maintain that the idea of being loving to others is a virtue to be valued. They also believe that the concept of revenge or retaliation for wrongs done to themselves
or others is not a desirable trait. So in fact the idea of love, understanding, forgiveness and compassion are principles most of us believe in, at least in theory.

However, the factual, behavioral reality is that when it comes to the practical application of our expressed deed in every day life, the positive principles are replaced by negative retaliatory expression.


This may well be due to our ignorance that the command to Only love, based upon many religious writings, has inherent within it the requirement of non-retaliation. If we maintain that we live by the command
to "Only love," then none of our actions must be retaliatory.

If our actions are retaliatory in any way we are not abiding in the command to love. Love and retaliation are mutually exclusive entities which cannot co-exist since they are opposites.

Light and Dark cannot meet and dialogue since the deeds of the one must of necessity oppose the other.

Despite our logical and often "voiced" acceptance of this Truth, it is a Truth which has not been understood, and not been put into action, for two main reasons:

1. We have allowed ourselves to be deceived into believing that we are following the command to only love even when we retaliate, falsely justifying that there are certain "situations" which give us the
"right" to retaliate.

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2. So many and varied have become these "Exceptions to the rule," that we can no longer identify what in fact constitutes a "retaliatory action," one that contravenes the command "Only Love."

In short, we have been blinded by the Deceiver to the true nature of what constitutes any retaliatory action.

Some of the Circumstances under which we Retaliate, thereby contravening the command of "Only Love" are:
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The Blatantly Obvious
The Subtly Insidious
Self protection
Superior morality
Protection of our loved ones
Indignation
Protection of our property
Objective criticism
Legal Rights
Justifications
Demands for Justice
Self righteous anger
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If we accept that there is a God, then we need to understand that as we are here to "Learn" to heed God, we must recognise our "Exceptions to the Rule" and rectify them, so that we can heed God when under
pressure.

When we take the spiritual aspect of our natures seriously we will be more aware of the consequences of our expressed actions when we find ourselves in any unpleasant situations.

It is in threatening situations that we need to "observe" our intended response before failing our test to heed God's call to love, a failure detrimental to our soul. In becoming more aware of how easily
we are deceived by the dark, we become more aware of the consequence of our expressed actions.

This is more particularly so in unpleasant situations where we have been lulled into the false belief that a negative response from us to what we see as a negative situation, is justified.

It is at times when our most cherished "rights" are threatened that we most need to alert ourselves to the ease with which we give-in to retaliation because the Dark, whose aim is deception, has a vested
interest in helping us to retain the 'deceived' belief that 'justified retaliation' is a "virtue."

Most people are not aware of the Karmic debt they accrue when "justifying" a negative response and expressing it. Again, we have been seduced into believing that certain negative retaliatory deeds are justified
because of one or other belief system.

These belief systems range from "we are only human after all" to a belief in the Redemptive Act of Jesus. The latter allows us to assume that by his "Act" we can somehow keep abusing others and yet be
exempted from the "Karmic Justice" of the Law "As you Sow, so shall you Reap."

All negative expressions have become an automatic justified response dressed up as "virtue." However, any negative expression is the dark reaper in action through man, and man does "Reap what he does Sow."
As darkness flows through our expressed deed, we do, knowingly or not, draw darkness into the soul.

The deception of dark lies in the fact that "it" has trapped us into being it's "Avenging Reapers" in action through the distorted belief that we are somehow exempt from the Law. With this belief we are
more easily beguiled into virtuously justifying certain "exceptions" to the command of love, actually believing they are non-retaliatory.


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Our retaliatory deed then makes us agents for the dark since retaliatory deeds ensure that we continue to draw more of that darkness into our souls because that is the consequence of retaliation. In this
way we become more and more a part of the darkness.

What is your daily deed, and what are your "Exceptions" to "Only Love."? The betrayal of a trusted friend...self defence or defence of family or friends.....the criticism by a loved one which you defend
by producing criticism in kind....a personal insult or questioning of your honesty and integrity which you repay by slandering the "insulter"....

The wanton destruction of your personal property for which you will make somebody pay...or your belief in your right to withhold a loving and forgiving attitude to those whom you deem to be unredeemable.
?

Whatever your "exceptions" to the rule of "Do all only with love and do not retaliate no matter what the provocation or circumstance," ferret them out, observe your actions, for it is the areas of your
"exceptions" which are best known by the negative or Dark universal energy source.

If you claim to be a follower of the Light, (Christ like), then it is in these difficult areas that you are daily required, by your deed, to show God that you have chosen the Light. If you allow yourself
to be deluded into believing that your "exceptions" are justified, you will continue to allow the Dark to use you as "it's" Reaper, and you will spiritually fall.

Heaven is a real place but heaven also lies here and now in the moment. But only when by your deed love is in action at all times, under all circumstances, with all people, and in all situations.

Clemencia

~~~

Contributions by the Spirit of Truth

Friends as the darkness we "diffuse" and unknowingly or "virtuously" others abuse, we are drawing negative energy IN, this is how we become contaminated with inner sin.

AND, this is how to hell we fall. It is there Satan does us maul because we were arrogant fools, using God's children as our footstools. So all I can now say is wisen up today, fortify your mind so that
you "become" more kind.

For Satan does destroy all whom his darkness employ, and he gives us many a "very good reason" to deny the call of the light on many a season.

~ Virtue ~

Do you deny God at times because your "virtuous" beliefs are untrue and at times are wrongly used by you. Do you really understand the darkness and its "upper hand" that it does you deploy as you in "virtue"
it employ, and thus deny God as you at times abuse His children on this sod.

Are you "aware" how "virtuously" darkness does you ensnare, by giving you a seemingly virtuous reason to deny the call to "Only Love" at "some" particular season.

The season being when you are "put on the spot" as another full of virtuous darkness does you "swat," you then in retaliation respond, forgetting Gods call to "Only wave a friendly Palm frond."


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So you see my children dear, false teachings as well as inner fear allow the darkness to make you "sin," so I say quickly draw truth and light "in" to your sweet mind before another to you is unkind, for
at that time I say to you, your false virtuous beliefs will destroy you.

Maybe not your flesh, but darkness will with your soul enmesh, and "IT" does "drag you down" when you leave the flesh and you "then" frown, wishing you had understood why God says:

"At ALL times be good, never ever "believe" you can "virtuously" make another grieve. There is no such thing as "righteous anger," heed not old stories about the man born in a manger.

God says:

"Heed ME, Only I can set you free. And I say you will DIE spiritually if you make others cry. There is never a 'time' you can virtuously soil your hands with grime and get away without having to 'Karmicly'
Pay. So at all times heed ME. Only I see what the true way be. Peace unto all at ALL times or you WILL fall."

That is what I say through my messenger Terence today.

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Light & Dark& the "babble" of non-understanding

We must understand that at "this" time when negative emotions with our souls entwine, that all "such" cannot comply with the call to "Only love" from up high.

Only when of inner sin free will "all" see God's clear reality, so for "today" we needs understand the "non compromise" of the underhand.

For light and dark do "meet," but in total opposition do "greet," meaning neither hear the others "say," thus total opposition in every way.

Try please and this see until God sets the "sinners" free, for until "this" day they cannot comprehend or agree to "our" way of being loving to any in need.

In any "way" our light we seed that we out of free choice give, so that the other does happier live.

~ Terence ~

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(Explanatory Treatise 9)

~ The Erring "Mandates of man" ~

-v/s-

The Truth & reality

of God's singular Mandatory Command ~ Love one another ~

Throughout society, secular and religious, many claims have been made concerning mandates. Since a mandate is the authority given by one to another, entrusting that other to carry out a specific commission,
we can in some measure see to what extent those claiming a mandate have moved way beyond the parameters of what we deem a mandate to be.

When we see the extent to which our lives are controlled by laws, statutes and innumerable regulations, we have a glimpse of how mandates have become a means of controlling the population. Under the guise
of "social order," every human endeavor has become subject to either some law to govern that endeavor, or some license required before that endeavor may be undertaken.

When a mandate becomes a demand controlled by force, man usurps the Law of God which is above mans' laws. God has a mandatory command - in all you do be loving and peaceful.

Man has presumed that secular mandatory authority, conferred upon him by man, supersedes God's mandate. The chaos which has ensued attests to the dangers to the human race when it usurps God's mandatory
command.

Whilst elected governments may have the "mandate" of a majority, it does not give them the right of control over any human endeavor. When we deny God's command of love and peace, a call which must preclude
demand, control and force, we are the darkness in action.

A brief glance at the nature of the negative control that we have accepted as normal will help us to see and understand how pervasive is the deceit of "demand" that covers human life.

Social institutions have become so negatively controlling that before we are able to carry out daily tasks we are forced to have either a license or a certificate "permitting" us to do that task.

We require a license to drive, fish, marry, own pets, carry out trade, live in houses. We may not perform alterations to our homes until we first seek "certification." We need certificates for everything
we do from conducting a business to a certificate which attest that we have died despite clear evidence that we are dead, certificate or not!

Man has presumed much in this matter of mandate believing himself to have a right to enforce his will upon all of God's children by regulation and law-enforcement. Nothing is further from the reality of
God's truth!

God's call is, and has always been, that of love and non-retaliation, and inherent in these is a prohibition against any demand, control or use of force by either "enactment," or "enforcement."

These prohibitions means that man's mandates always usurp God's call even when the usurpation is carried out under the guise of legal justification. Since all force and control denies the Light, and is
the darkness in action through the minds of man, enforcing and following man's mandates means that all of us are walking deeper and deeper into darkness.

The walk into the darkness becomes apparent when we see how those individuals who have initially been given a mandate by the people, to do something on behalf of those people, utilise the power of those
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Anything which is mandatory is compulsory. That which is compulsory becomes a demand, and demands inevitably lead to control by force. Man's mandates have thus become a tool of manipulation through the
deception of the "Dark One."

When a "freely given" mandate to "assist and guide" is distorted into an enforced enslavement backed by legislation, the force at play through deception, is none other than the Dark One. This deception
is also apparent in the area of religion and religious teaching. Ministers, priests and pastors of all systems of religion have, through the use of dogma, ritual and theological interpretations, enslaved
God's children by presuming to make rules & regulations to control their flock.

Ministerial men of "the cloth" assume that some mandate to control others has been bestowed upon them. By Divine Right. In this instance, the supposed mandate carries with it a more insidious deception
since it falsely presumes some inherent right to not only the interpretation of what constitutes God's truth, but to also assume the sole role of mediator between God and God's children.

They also "forcefully" impose this falsehood upon individual souls. Under the guise of having a "God given" mandate to lead the flock in the matter of this interpretation, the "priesthood" has thwarted
and distorted God's command of love and peace contained in the canonical books of religious teachings. This command has been relegated into obscurity under the "weighty" matters of theological interpretation,
tradition, dogma and ritual.

Such 'theological interpretation" has made the erroneous assumption that the priesthood had an authoritative mandate, through successional blessing, to interpret the Word of God to man. This led to the
false belief that the "succession appointed priesthood" had a mandate to mediate between man and God.

It is inconceivable that God would base His church upon a man, any man, and history has certainly proven the fallibility of such a presumption! It is also inconceivable that God would give to man a mandate
which rightly belongs to God alone.

God's Word and only God's Word is the foundation upon which His church stands and only when we abide in the Word of God does our soul stand on that foundation "of rock," which is God's wisdom, THE WORD.


Jesus revealed to Peter the "content" of God's mandate: "Love one another" which in its fullness is the mandatory "Be merciful, forgiving, compassionate and understanding to all." "Upon this mandate of
God does the church of God stand, go and tell the people."

It should be clear that if man, being any man, woman or child, taught this Truth of God solely, then all of us would be abiding in God's mandate.

Since dogma, rituals, theological interpretations, and all religious rules and regulations have their foundation in man's demands upon God's children, and do not follow God's mandatory command - "love one
another," there is in no mandate from God in any organized religion.

Currently, biblical scholars, theologians and teachers of religion continue to interpret and reinterpret those very texts which ensure a continuation, by control, the forces of power, greed and politics.


The real unseen problem for priests and God's flocks is that priests "blindly" continue to exercise deceptive control by the very act of setting themselves up as the "required" mediators between God and
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They have thus put their own souls and that of "their" sheep in deadly mortal and spiritual danger. Thus too, by the act of remaining priests, they continue to meddle in the true affairs of God since this
assumption of being "intercessors" between God and man, the basis of priesthood, results in them continuing to superimpose their false perception and understanding of what constitutes God's requirement
over the real truth.

Priests need now to relinquish their control and stand aside, "allowing" the individual soul to make a choice about God's Truth. All of God's children must be given a personal individual choice as to the
truth of God's Word contained in The Testament of Truth. Any presumptuous enough to assume that it is their responsibility to intercede between God and any other soul in this matter is controlling others,
and all control, by any, is contrary to God's mandate - only be loving.

That a priest through his own past programmed learning and indoctrination makes a decision that the Testament of Truth is unacceptable to him because it purports to supersede the canonical books of the
Old and New Testaments, is his own personal choice and spiritual decision.

To impose that decision upon his flock, by either withholding The Testament of Truth or condemning it upon the basis of his own prejudices and programming, is a deception posing as virtue.

To decide what is Truth for any other soul is not only control but more deceptively, is an abuse by the dark negative power, based upon the spurious assumption that any other has some God given mandate
to decide the fate of the individual soul.

In this case, the priest is an impediment to the individual, God given freedom of choice to accept or reject God's Truth...

It is obvious that "men," be they ministers or otherwise, believe that it is a "man" who will somehow save them at "the end." It is time to hear the truth that it is only in "obedience" to, and "abiding
in" the true Word of God, that the requirement of God by "deed," IS the fulfilment by man of God's mandatary command.

Ministerial men of all races and creeds have for so long been "taught" and programmed to "look up to" their elders or superiors for direction, that when "faced" with the uncontaminated wisdom in The Testament
of Truth, they are incapable it seems of even reading it, let alone "judging" it for themselves. All seek "mandatory permission" from those "men" above them.

It is time now for each soul, be they the wise or the lost, to personally seek the full truth, and to so do, they must turn away from man and look direct unto God their creator.

God's messenger is again on earth, bringing to all the fresh uncontaminated doctrine from God, as contained in the Holiest Bible "The Testament of Truth."

My God given mandate is to help guide you to this fresh uncontaminated wisdom, so that you can choose, for yourself the Truth of this message. It is time for us all, woman, man, or priest, to no longer
follow the masses but remember that we each stand "alone" before God.

The journey of each soul is an individual one.

Clemencia

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(Explanatory Treatise 10)

~ Sex and Truth in relationships ~

Myth & Deceit v/s Fact & Truth

Thedespair and anguish experienced by men and women concerning the increasing conflict in personal relationships has escalated to such an extent that the irreparable break down of families now stands at
one in four.

The waves of emotions between couples have become more intensely negative. What commences as a togetherness forged by the positive emotion of love, deteriorates into negative confrontation.

Much emotional and mental turmoil centres around issues stemming from three sources, firstly from programmed beliefs, secondly through the power of "negativity" within, being the negative emotions of fear
and jealousy that cause mistrust and despair.

Thirdly, the influence from "unseen" mental processes taking place within both parties, influences that can "change" their attitude, expectations, and conscious decisions.

The different programmed beliefs of the individuals in the relationship, as well as their hopes, expectations, dreams, demands and assumptions are all firmly embedded in the individual's thoughts and feelings
about what constitutes the "standard" of acceptable behaviour in a personal relationship.

Despite the fact that families programme their children differently, it is remarkable to observe the frequency with which the issue of control by one party over the other, emerges uniformly as the cause
of conflict in relationships.

The common areas of conflict centre predominantly around the issues of values, beliefs, sex, power and gender-role assumptions. In reality, the conflict in these areas stem from the universal "Myth," being:


The belief in the right to control the actions of the person with whom we are in a relationship.

Whether the individual attempts to wrest this control through manipulation, power, withdrawal, threat, despair or anger, is irrelevant. Whether the conflict centres around power or sex, the central issue
is still the reality that one tries to, and does, control the other.

This is brought on through the powerful "demands" of inner negative emotions coupled with the programmed false belief of the individual that one has the inherent right to control another.

The distortion of truth leading to beliefs that were enforced to control human sexuality, and therefore relationships, are the initial source of this control,. this becomes evident when we look at the
many "Myths and Regulatory Laws" laid down by religions and society.

The prohibitive nature of these religious beliefs and society's differing false interpretations concerning the morality of those beliefs, has led to many "Myths and Regulatory Laws" in the areas of sex
and female and male behaviour pertaining thereto:


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Myths or beliefs of many men through false religious teachings.
That men are "deceived" by woman That men are "seduced" by woman, to the detriment of their soul. The belief that celibacy is a moral virtue That being men and "celibate" is required
to "teach" God's holy word. Abstinence from sexual activity seen as "Purity & Godly." That woman is "unworthy or worth less" in God's eyes. Woman's monthly menstruation as unclean.
Pre-marital sex as sinful. Masturbation seen as sinful. Woman as chattels of men. (Bride price) The ritual of female circumcision as proof of "worth" Non-virginal "bride" seen as "tainted
or sullied.." "Barely clad" women seen as "cheap" and unholy. A child born of "out of wedlock" seen as a "bastard.." A widow or divorced woman seen as "value less." Harlots "used"
by men then damned as shameful and evil people. That "blessing" by man is a necessity for "legal" sex.. Sex outside of marriage is sinful. Sex seen as only for procreation, not for
pleasure. "Unfaithful" wife to be stoned to death.

Each of the above is anerror of belief, firstly inspired by, and then perpetuated by the Dark.

The common thread running through all these alleged spiritually 'moral 'beliefs is firstly the denigration of the "Female," being the "expression" of the life force, and secondly, the suppression of pleasure.


Encompassing all these regulatory myths is the hidden deceit of the right to control, which is the Darkness in action.

In these distorted beliefs, the attribute of "virtue" was given to sexual relationships only if sex was performed according to set rules and regulations. The condemnation of "evil" was applied if individuals
took it upon themselves to exercise their God given freedom to love according to the Command of the Light.

The reality is, that the Dark gave "man" seemingly virtuous reasons to deny the call of the Light to "Only Love," and even "convinced" man that the "reasons" it gave were God given. The consequence is that
mankind today is unable to "see" the negativity "expressed" by them through this belief in the right to control.

The most salient example of how our programming influences our actions today is detected when we look at the "conjugal rights" clause of the Marriage Act, and see to what extent it still controls our actions
towards each other.

With the imposition of this act, the creative act of love, the free giving and sharing between two people, was unknowingly legislated into the "Right to sexual demand." Women became the property of men.


The freedom to openly give, was thus translated into the right to take by force if necessary, and control through subjugation. It was this legitimisation of control which introduced the concept of the Right
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Through this regulation of the physical act of sex by those self appointed to take care of the spiritual welfare of souls, a false control in the guise of morality was imposed on the physical freedom of
love.

In this way we have all become programmed into believing that the only morally acceptable sex is that performed within a legally enacted marriage, and therefore exclusively with one partner.

Thus was freedom bound by control, a control that brought with it the programmed belief of the right of ownership or "belonging to." Whenever there is any sanction for one to control another, there the
negative manipulative inspiration of the darkness is at work.

We recognise this Darkness at work in the control of man in slavery, in the control of despotic Governments over its peoples, denouncing the idea that any human being can legally belong to another, but
we fail to recognise that same control at work in our relationship.

Certainly the turmoil, pain, grief, and misunderstanding between men and women resulting from this programming continues to be evident in relationships today, showing to what extent our minds remain "linked"
into past beliefs.

If we allow ourselves to look closely at the programming from moral prohibitions imposed upon the sexual act, we see that what they do is to bind, through negativity, that which is positive, the freedom
of love.

We have now arrived at a point in personal relationships where the positive feelings of love end up in pain or isolation, caused by either anger, regret, bitterness or recrimination. The cause of this,
and the answer, lies in the realm of Spiritual Truth.

Spiritual Truth in Relationships.

Light is the domain of Love in the world of spirit truth. Love contains all that is positive and free and therefore love permits uncontrolled freedom of expression.

Dark is the domain of pain and suffering caused by control through fear, hatred, jealousy and pride.. Darkness forbids freedom of expression..

We are comprised of physical bodies and spirit and consequently we are influenced by both the physical and spirit worlds. Over time, what we have done is largely ignore the influence of spirit on our thoughts,
emotions and actions, and instead focused primarily on the physical/material world.

We have for eons attempted to "control through regulation" both our positive and negative emotions. We have utilised various means in this attempt either through the process of socialisation, religious
prohibitions, psychological insight or the legal system, yet nothing has been able to affectively control our positive or negative emotions.

All that we have done, because we are still very ignorant in our understanding of human emotions, is to allow the perpetuation of deception to grow in this area. This has created confusion, uncertainty
and mistrust, adding to the negative thought processes that occur in our minds.

Whatthen is the reality of emotions in this situation? Simply, we do have powerful emotions, both positive and negative. These do not just "disappear" when we enter the marriage relationship.


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What the man-made laws relating to the physical would have us believe is that the range of human emotions concerning love and attraction will cease because legal or moral rules and regulations have deemed
that the laws pertaining to "exclusivity" would make it so !

The reality is that our negative emotions will not permit us to "share." It is these emotions which "insist" on exclusivity to the point where we will use "control" of any kind, to ensure that what we think
we "own" or "belongs" to us, is not shared with another.

Spiritually, when we are "free" within of inner negativity (darkness) there will be no feelings of pain or loss when a loved one embraces another and "shares" the love we believe is exclusively ours to
own.

However, as we are not yet "free of negative emotions," we need to understand what is taking place within individuals "in relationship." Due to spiritual processes intensifying, everyone in any human relationship
will encounter increasing emotional disturbance from, and through, the "demands" of their own inner negativity.

This is what The Testament of Truth reveals as the subtle Dark, controlling individuals by seducing them into denying the positive freedom of the love of the Light, and "shrouding" it with the binding Darkness
of negative.

If the Dark is silent infiltration, first to deceive, then to control, divide, isolate and ultimately denigrate love, creativity, and all that is pleasurable, in relation to the joyous act of sex, the dark
has certainly succeeded in infiltrating this aspect of human relationships.

That our negative emotions continue to drive us in our day to day interaction within personal relationships is evident from the escalation of the war for "control" by men over women and women over men.


Most of us espouse a belief in the goodness of love, love which allows and respects, and therefore encompasses alternatives, opportunity, understanding, difference and acceptance.

What our negative emotions do not permit us to see or consciously comprehend, is that inherent in love is the freedom to express without restriction. If love is freedom, then love cannot be controlled by
restrictions either from within or without..

Love is Light, positive and freeing. Control is Dark, negative and binding. These are spiritual realities and as such, influence thoughts and emotions which are central to relationship. Through our inner
negativity however, we remain more concerned about our 'rights' in relationships than we do about our requirement to only "love" in relationships.

The spirit inspiration from the Light and the spirit influence from the Dark continue to "lock horns" in relationships because it is within close relationship that emotions are at the greatest intensity.


Since feelings are both positive and negative, and their intensity draws a like intensity to itself from the spirit world, it is easy to see why the war between love and control is so quickly ignited in
relationships.

As long as we remain blind to the fact that our negative emotions draw the influence of negative thoughts from spirit realms, we will remain blind to our programmed beliefs concerning our right of control
over the person we love. Ultimately this means that positive love in relationships is continually blanketed by the influence of negativity from the Dark.


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The "Reality of today" is that the issue is not whether we have or have not been betrayed by the actions of another but that whether we can personally remain true to the Light and express only love in
any situation, no matter what we feel.

It is our inability to do this that increases our own misery, for whenever we use the Dark's power to control another, we partake of "its" negativity, an act which changes our spiritual natures for the
worse. To avoid this change, it is imperative that we heed the call of the Light.

How the negative cycle manifests

Continued control of each other because of the false belief that states that if we love someone, they "belong" to us, means that through "controlling" the other we continue to draw more darkness into our
souls.

This creates a heavier negative vibration which in turn attracts an added heavy negative spirit subjugation of our minds. The negative spiral is endless as many couples will readily admit.

What is not understood is that this is due to our continued negative expression rather than the action or in-action of the other. Any act of reprisal, demand or withdrawal for what we feel is a betrayal
by the other is fuel for the fire feeding our own negative despair. This is the Dark in action.

It is the Dark which cannot give or share anything which we think "belongs" to us and therefore believes in our right to demand accountable for the others actions. As our inner negativity is inflamed we
harass, confront, threaten, accuse and abuse, doing anything but what love commands.

What is the spiritual truth concerning our emotions when we deem our partner to be "unfaithful," unfaithfulness ranging from as little as an eye glance, smile or hand touch, to sexual contact. When this
occurs our misery and despair stem from:

1. The false beliefs of man

2. Religious teachings and enacted laws

3. Negative emotions within the soul of evolving spirits e.g. Fear, greed, jealousy, pride. These emotions are the cause of any "pain" felt, they are also causing the absolute "non-acceptance" of the situation.


4. The influence of ancestral spirits within the minds of the human race. They continue to impose "their" false beliefs, likes, dislikes and telepathic demands upon those of us in the flesh.

5. Pain felt by the aggrieved parties, leads to an intensification of the negativity they express.

6. Any negative retaliatory action, or continued feelings of anguish left to run on unchecked, "draws in" more dark energy.

7 All the above is the Darkness in action.

Rectification.

1. Understanding the full implication of God's command to "only love," as found in The Testament of Truth.

2. Understand that the "real" issue is that darkness wishes to "control" and cannot share, thus any darkness in your soul demands exclusivity in any relationship.


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3. Any non-compliance of this, leads IT, the Darkness to "react" either "outwardly" in retaliation as in jealousy, or "inwardly" by withdrawal through hurt. In the former, the aggrieved is causing another
pain, and in the latter they are "suffering" pain.

4. Understand that only in "heaven" at this time are there "clear" spirits "free of sin," thus "capable" of sharing and not at any time feeling loss or pain at the actions of their loved one. After the
time of tribulation, earthly "spirits" will also be clear ( free of sin).

5. Understand that loved ones are "free" in God's eyes to intermingle with others in any way and must not be "denied" this freedom by us, whatever we feel.

6. Try and understand the full implications of "thought intrusion" for as thoughts of other spirits intrude (possession), they "override" our own consciousness causing "compulsive" thoughts. A compulsive
thought "uses" us to enact out its "directive" resulting in us becoming "puppets on another's string" so to speak.

7. Understand that as "both" parties are presently under greater "stress" from spirit influence mentally, (as are those in spirit from other spirits), as well as from "surfacing" dark emotions within, that
there will be a greater "intermingling" of people for many different reasons, both positive and negative.

8. This will result in all being subjected to suffering and the feeling of their intensifying emotions. Thus it is imperative to know and comply with God's directive today, being...

a) Only express love.

b) Fortify and cleanse your mind daily with Light activated in saying the Star prayer.

c) Prepare yourself mentally in advance, in your own conscious way, that it is not for you to reason "why" others are doing things, even if this is causing you pain.

d) Prepare yourself in that you are "ready" and mentally "alert" to the capacity of your "own" feelings to overpower you, in that you are prepared to NOT respond verbally or otherwise if you are subjected
to any "uncompromising" situation.

Such a situation may be self imposed, or imposed by the actions of others around you, causing you mental/emotional disturbance.

9. Understand that any "control" by you, or interfering in the 'actions' of others, is "darkness in action" through your spirit soul. This inhibits your spiritual release by "adding" to your personal karmic
debt.

10. Understand that you are helping yourself AND the other party by:

"Seeing no evil - hearing no evil - and saying nothing unkind"

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Summary.

People do enjoy an exclusive love, and some go through life having no need or desire for another. This however is not at issue. The question is would that love have remained true if the other had expressed
feelings towards someone else, for that is what the Light permits of Love.

There is no question that "loving" unions free of negativity are "exclusive" at the time of intimacy. Too frequently however, this exclusivity becomes "ownership" with its inherent right to demand and
control another.

To avoid this we need to understand that it is only at the time of sharing that exclusivity exists in reality because that is what we experience. ...(exclusivity)

It is only at that time of oneness, be it for a moment, hour or longer, in the sharing of words, eye contact, or time together for any reason, or be it in the engagement of physical entwining that may or
may not culminate in the act of sexual union, each knows that their personal expression of love is, in this moment, exclusive to and with the other.

Sadly, both our programming and our negative emotions can demean the grandeur and joy of those "exclusive" times because our thoughts may insist that, should our partner have shared such moments with another,
then our exclusive moments have become devalued and can have no "true" meaning.

Why is it notpossible for us to see the obvious deceitfulness of our thoughts at this time ? We have known, experienced and treasured "exclusive moments," yet our thoughts may distort, twist and even demean
them, not because they were not real, but because our thoughts demand that they cannot have "true meaning" if our partner shared a similar experience with another.

We do not realise that all experiences with any are unique and Godly. Any belief contrary to this is a denial of truth and is the ultimate deceit projected by the dark using "its" mental subjugation of
"our" thoughts to deny the reality as it was experienced by us!

When we realise that a feeling of love for another is the Light of the Source expressing itself through our inner light, then we can begin to understand that this love never diminishes.

What diminishes loving feelings within us are our feelings of sorrow, despair, anger or hurt, negative emotions that inhibit our capacity to feel loves fullness.

In this time of intense negative expression we are all going to be "put on the spot" as those "with us," and we ourselves, may be inspired to do things which will trigger inner negativity with "its" inability
to concede to anything.

Love simply loves without "conditions," it is therefore the dark's inspiration to place the "condition" of exclusivity of ownership before love is expressed, and when this exclusivity is breached, it demands
that we withhold love and take retributive action.

To come then to the reasons "why" people reach out to a third party. This is because circumstances, feelings and thoughts whether positive or negative, drive them to do so. These thoughts and feelings cannot
be denied.

We need to try and see this and then make the effort to not "deny" or retaliate against a returning loved one whose "time" has been engaged elsewhere since true love does not deny.


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We all need to have a little understanding of the fuller implications in the areas spoken of and also use the words mercy and forgiveness if we "think" we have been betrayed.

It needs be said that when one person looks to another for any reason, the one who "feels" excluded must endeavour to not try and investigate "what" is happening. Just BE loving and walk in God's light,
welcoming a beloved when again they meet.

Remember, it is the capacity of the darkness within us that keeps us "focused" on the doings of the other whilst keeping "us" blind to what we are doing, and, to what is required of us by God.

It is now the time for each to be a little understanding of the needs of others, accepting that they as we can and do at times "meet" other beings who can and do "trigger" our deepest emotions, emotions
to which we may respond.

We must show respect towards others and as we do our deeds will be respected, for what we do to others we really do to ourselves.

It is important for us to remember that our beliefs concerning seduction of the flesh with the false attribute of evil associated with it may keep us blinded to the real danger, the evil we are able to
perpetrate when we allow a continuation of the 'seduction of our soul.'

This seduction is the "spiritual blindness" to the truth, a blindness by which we are bound through heeding the thoughts of the deceiver who gives us endless and seemingly virtuous reasons to deny the Light.


The new clear wisdom of God's Word is the bread of life needed today as never before by all who have the opportunity to spread thetruth of how the darkness has infiltrated human relationships to mislead
us.

It is our ignorance of the dark's deceptive capacity which is the real danger to our souls, not some misguided belief concerning our sexuality.

From reading The Testament of Truth it becomes clear that the dark subtly uses our programmed beliefs to ensure that our negative emotions remain fuelled, and perhaps in no other area is it so successful
as in the area of the sexual relationship.

Now is the time to clearly "see" that we can live with another in a permanent relationship, and love them, but we do not own them, they do not belong to us, and consequently, what they feel and think and
"DO," must be respected.

In no way must we seek to control, or express any negativity, as the result of the actions of any other. When a request is refused and we harass, demand or withdraw emotionally to force acquiescence, we
are controlling another. When an expectation becomes a demand it is control and therefore the darkness in action.

The meaning of the word "deny" in relationship does not imply that we cannot refuse a request made of us. A refusal is not a denial, it is the exercise of our freedom of expression. It does imply that we
do not deny our partner the freedom to act or express in any way they choose to with others.

If any partner chooses to impose themselves upon us or another after a refusal it is an act of force, an invasion of privacy, and is darkness in action through the ignorant and arrogant.


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If we "refuse" as a "reaction" to 'get even' because of some unacceptable behaviour on the part of our partner, then this refusal is "retributive denial," an "unloving" act on our part. Be "aware" as
to the 'reasoning' behind any refusal on your part.

The meaning of the words be "only loving" in a relationship does not imply that we must acquiesce to any request made of us, for we have freedom of choice.

What it does imply is that whatever action another takes, we remain only expressing positivity, and do not question their actions. Our "expression" needs always be kind and caring.

You hold the destiny of your soul and possibly that of others within your own mind.! Observe your thoughts and intended actions.!! Remember, any negative response to any situation is the darkness in action
in a soul. You can try to consciously observe this negative process by the following:

1 -- Constant wasted effort in trying to resolve the conflict.

2 -- The dark wants you to remain focussed on the negative aspects of conflict.

3 -- Every reason is given in your mind to continue the feelings of "hurt, disillusionment, despair, anger or fear."

4 -- Not a single past "event" is laid to rest. (no forgetting or forgiving)

5 -- You cannot "see" that non reason prevails.

It is important for us to understand that there is NO necessity for us to try and reason the actions of another. This is already the dark in its critical and judgmental role.

God says: All you have to do, is to comply to MY Command, YOU personally remain true to Love, no matter what the, "when, where, why or how" of others actions.

God says that Love is the divine force expressed through humanity, it refreshes the mind, body and soul, and that love, expressed through "eye contact, a smile, a touch, or the act of sexual union," is
both Godly and good.

Any act of loving expression is the "True Marriage," a Godly marriage, which is the "joining" with God, through the expression of emotional feelings of Love.

A "Godly marriage" is the time spent together by two loving children of God, as they entwine in a mutually consenting loving embrace, be it in thought, word or deed, for they at this moment share God's
grace and consummate God's love, being love in action.

Let those who can "see" understand. One day, every sexual embrace will be a "virginal" act, meaning, that only love will be "at play," and no darkness will impede the expression. This is divine virtue.


The freedom "to" love does not imply "free love" with its connotations that any can impose themselves sexually upon another. It is not for any man to reason "why" a woman says no, and therefore for him
to "press-on," and by guile "seduce," or by force "take" a lady in God's sight.

Feelings of positive desire or negative lust does not give one "licence" to override another's wishes. This act of arrogance places a heavy karmic load on the man, one for which he will pay in God's time.


The freedom "to love" means, that any two who by mutual consent decide to join in any act together are free to so do, and are not to be hindered by any other. Truly, all now in any form of relationship
must learn the word "Respect." Love encompasses kindness, caring and a deep respect of all.


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We all now must just walk in God's light in every way, especially in the ways of forgiveness, mercy, and understanding of the differences of "others."..... let us now be kind to all, and but educate and
not regulate.

Sex in present relationships, what is the Truth as seen from above ?

The truth that we here do see is that you spend much time in negativity, instead of with love that was meant to embrace men and women of your earthly race.

Much have they twisted and torn, the sexual love that in you is born. From an act that leads you to unite, many withdraw in isolation and fright. All of you who wish to love but all are "tethered" say we
from above, for none are free to each other enjoy, all conditioned to the dark employ.

As a moment of intimacy and delight becomes a thing of shame in the night, a moment of pleasure so pure, twisted till none recognise it anymore. Recognise it for what it be, seeing not the joy that sets
two free to embrace in the light with no shame left to fight.

Love it be that can beautifully flow, love it be that can you all show a glimpse of the light as you embrace, a glimpse of the gift given by grace.

When two do together with love dance there the darkness has no chance.

Clemencia

~~~

"Contributions by the Spirit of Truth"..

Myth & Deceit v/s Fact & Truth

"It all started with Adam & Eve" said robed "men" who today grieve. For "seduction" is not a matter of "flesh" and this reality upon you I now enmesh.

Seduction is of our inner Spirit Mind by "thoughts" devious and unkind, that give us a valid reason to deceive or deny or destroy in any "season." This "seduction" of the mind does our rational sanity "blind"
so we deny the God of light and love, who says "Only Love" from above.

Thus we are seduced and deceived by satanic "thoughts" subtly weaved through time, in the minds of man who controlled all "ladies" as they did "span" this realm from East to West, and only now are humans
blest with the rising of the sun, being the "return" of the truthful one. Who says, seduction is not of the flesh, God meant his children to daily "enmesh" and thus closely entwine and satiate feelings
of desire and love divine

Only Satan spoke thoughts "distorted" and man believed dark "thoughts" and was thus "thwarted," not seeing the real "danger" within, the "sin," through which Satan did mentally reach "him."

And Satan said in man's mind "Make your sister cry," and through her mind said "Your brother you must now deny." So thus each then did "fall" and suffering does now each heart maul.

So children read on, soon your fuller understanding is won, and you'll be happier each day, heed my message I do say.

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~ Sex & Love & Truth ~

Let the "true" now "see" what is expected of thee "sexually" by our "Parents" above, as well as those of "us" who as yet do not "Only Love." For as the light bearers now "project" the call to "Only Love,"
others will on this reflect.

Thinking that they are now free to "take" and many a "virgin" callously "break." As they through their vanity "demand" that the "lovers" prove their Mother's command that all now must only love, as "told"
by her sacred dove.

So Father now through me does say "It is Mother's TRUTH you express by being loving today. By greeting the lost with a smiling hand and "showing them" the way to the summer land.

By instilling them with the wisdom "wise," and in this, hear not their vain insane cries, that a roll in the "hay" is your proof to them of God's say.

Remember the ways of "man" who wants the "sex" before hearing God's plan, and once the "sex" you give, he is no longer "interested" in how you live, and will no longer tarry to hear Mother's song..

He goes away "thinking" that he is very strong, and his vanity will grow and grow, and it will become 'harder' for him to hear the truth you sow.

So I just want you all to understand, the "showing the way" to the summer land IS by passing on the "deep understanding" of the dark and its under handing, and to also your sweet minds "alert," for all
any man can "think of" is how to "flirt."

So to assist the prideful and the vain, it is better that from your "flesh" they abstain. Until in all sincerity they can clearly show thee that by their deed they can and will become free.

And then and only then, can they "humbly" ask if they can share the sweet light emanating from your flask in a very personal way as Mother would have it eternally and a day.

So this is to all "lovers" warn, of the danger to men who are lost and forlorn. If they "believe" that they can anything "make," and even if not "offered," they through vanity can take.

You are here to help them on their road and ONLY pure truth will ease their load." The wisdom of the holy word

~ Intimacy ~

Intimacy is when I do you see bared and naked before me, in each and every way and I too share this "say." Thus our "souls" do interweave, naught is "hidden" thus no "deceive," for I hold nothing back as
I see "you" on an "open track."

Intimacy means I "care" to you my soul bare because I do you trust, that I trust is a must. For this will release in you your deep inner trust too, and you will then 'open up' and on your "delights" can
I sup.

Without feeling any guilt, without us hidden under a quilt, but openly so God can see that we both intimate be. Soon we'll hide nothing away for all "fears" will be washed away, then intimacy fully to the
fore and pure "loving" will flow in each door.

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~ Marriage ~

Marriage is a word we "use" that man did upon man diffuse, for a true Godly marriage be a "togetherness" that "open" be. One that is "emotional love" expressed only from the light above between two at
a particular time, when together they entwine by thought or vision or sound, or by arms that each other surround.

This is the marriage of love "directed" by the light above, and IT can be for a moment of time, or daily or weekly or a lifetime, whatever the "two" do choose.

So true marriage is when we don't "abuse," and this marriage can be between any two who later can entwine with others too, IF they each so choose, for in "love" we have naught to lose.

So "Infidelity" is a word of man, not a part of God's "marriage" plan. For infidelity in God's eyes does mean that the purity of God's Word you did not glean.

So infidelity is but to God's "Word," meaning you yet raise your voice or "Sword," so we must also the "Celibate" bit only to the call "Only Love" also sit.

So when we are truly but children of Love we abide in God's Word from above, thus we celibate be, thus we fall not into infidelity. For we "love" in all we do, meaning we are respectful too, and intimate
in every way to any we meet each day.

With open eyes we them see, with a pure heart we say "I greet thee," and the other does truly know that God's word the other does "Sow."

~ Denial ~

Denial is when we deny a person who does "Cry out " in distress and their soul must we bless.Denial is when we "bleed" another because of our greed. Denial is when we "take" for of God's Word we do not
partake.Denial we be when God's call we cannot see, so denial I espy is when we make another cry

It is not when we deny to something "give," when the other does try to take our "breath" away because of the truth of our say.

Being that we "freely" give of our Compassion and Time so others live in a happier and easier way, this to you all I say.

When God says "None deny, be true to me up high" it means just be true and only let Compassion & Mercy through.

It does not mean any can "take," it does not mean any can "partake" anything from you, unless they are truly untrue.

So if any "demand" with a powerful "command" for any of your time, or even with you to entwine, you decide their "need," you decide if its but lust or greed, you decide what to "give" so their soul does
quicker in truth live

If they want "more" you can say NO for sure.

If they persist with "force" you acquiesce, they their souls "divorce" from our God of love who says "Respect all" from above.

So please do not deny me, pass-on God's Light and Truth I bequeath thee.

The Spirit of Truth

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The Treatise of Truth by the Spirit of Truth

Over you the individualThe Power of the Light is 'Absolute' The Power of the Dark is 'Absolute'

"Use" the essence of Lightin any positive deed, and pure light fills your soul. It is only because your spirit core within is "Light," that you are able to "receive" positive thoughts from the Source of
Light. The Light fills our minds with its loving creative inspirational "transmissions."

The Light does not forcefully intrude, but permits you freedom of choice in your actions. It inspires, you choose to act. It only assists you with clear positive direction.

"Use" the essence of Dark in any negative deed, and you "supp on" and "draw in" darkness. "If" over time you have "listened" to the telepathic transmissions from the "Serpent" and have "expressed" by word
or deed its negativity, you have "energised" the seeds of darkness within you by that deed.

It is only because you have "seeds" of darkness within you, (the "sin,") that you are able to "receive" negative thoughts from "It" the Source of Dark, with its hateful destructive demanding "transmissions."


It is the capacity of this power which "permits" the seemingly never ending "invasion" of provocative transmissions from the "dark station" to intrude upon your consciousness and "control" you.

Once you have "become" a frequent "user" of this Dark "channel," its power within you becomes "absolute," and you are unable to "shut it down." This results in you becoming its enslaved servant, doing its
dark bidding to "deceive, abuse and destroy, self or others."

The more frequently you use the Dark, the more your divine inner Light is dimmed by it. The more this Light is dimmed, the greater your feelings of despair, frustration, anguish or anger.

By allowing negative emotions to intensify, you permit a greater intrusion from the dark into your consciousness, making it easier for you to once again give in to it.

In order to halt the ingress of its dark "energy" into your soul, you have to somehow "override" the "intent" of these dark thoughts, and not express their demand through any action on your part.

As long as there is even one "speck" of dark energy within you, It the Dark has the capacity to, and will access your mind "telepathically."

The Dark also has the capacity to keep you locked into the mode of "negative expression" with such subtleness, that you are consciously unobservant of what you are doing to others or yourself.

Only when the power of the Light intensifies every few millions of years, as it is now, is the "essence" of darkness that was drawn into you by your deed, "forced out," by the power of the Light.

Only if you "halt" further ingress of darkness within you by "tuning off" its station mentally, are you able to be fully cleansed of darkness.


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This is only accomplished by building the ARK of the Mind, using the Star of Bethlehem prayer that "exudes" God's Love energy. This Love energy has the capacity to "suppress" the dark thoughts with the
power of the Light.

This gives you a momentary "space" to reassert and bring forth your own consciousness (think clearly).

If you have only "Light" energy within, then your personal consciousness is "tuned in" only to the Source of Light (positive expression). Thus are you IT in action.

If you have allowed your dark seeds to be energised by the Dark, then you gave "It" the power to "override" your personal positive consciousness. Once so empowered by you, the Dark" imposes" its "thought"
upon you at will. Thus are you IT in action.

Depending upon the present "volume" of both Light and Dark energy within you, as well as your "mental programming," you will have to use your "reasoning" powers to a greater or lesser degree to maintain
the "capacity" to not only "observe" your deeds, but to be able to halt any negative expression through you.

That both Light and Dark energy exist eternally is the truth. Both being the Source, and both being indestructible.

Do not try and destroy darkness or others bound by it, if you try, you personally are being "used by" IT, and are thus IT in action, and IT will one day destroy you.

Only in heeding the wisdom now flowing forth from the Source of Light will any soul "make it" to the promised land.

Our spirit soul over time "forms" its "own" unique individual consciousness. Within and through this consciousness, we can "think and reason," thereby giving us the capacity to Act.

Through our divine core of Light the Source gives us positive inspiration but does not "intrude" on our freedom of choice or decision.

Conversely, through our "seeds" of negativity, the Dark Source intrudes constantly and leaves us no peace. It has an insatiable need to fulfil its purpose. In this it is indefatigable and unremitting in
its demand for vengeance through dissension, disunity, isolation and destruction.

The darkness eternally attempts to overpower your inner consciousness in order to gain strength within you, to ultimately draw you away from the Light into its domain that is filled with abject despair.


There is no past memory, hurt, injustice, abuse or situation with which the darkness is not familiar. It creates situations through which "its" feelings of vulnerability, despair, hopelessness, futility
or absolute disgust flow through you, as it attempts to "tempt" you into denying the call of "stay true to love."

If you are foolish enough to permit the dark to "play" in your mind with "its" thoughts, it will twist your heart in an instant. All that is beautiful and joyful will become distorted into a grotesque parody
of all, that only a moment before, you found joyful.

It will toy with you, and gloat at your despair and confusion, belittling you in your attempts to stay calm and loving. Even in these moments of inner struggle, it can taunt you with its knowledge that
can make you "sup on it" and retaliate, for you are not yet "pure love."


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Before it totally overpowers you, use your God given "reason" to heed the call of the Light. Only by so doing will you halt the ingress of darkness into your soul. The moment you give in to "it" you increase
your own inner negativity.

Once it has gained "power" within you, you no longer have the "choice" to override its "demands" of you.

Remember, the moment you abuse another, you have "lost" your divine right to live, love, and enjoy freedom, until, you have "paid your dues." You will Reap what you do Sow.

~ The 'exclusive' experience ~

One "experiences" no "exclusivity" if "within" is any negativity, for through "it" the dark flow in thoughts from the "shark" with its "other" demand, being "criticism or reprimand," that what "one" or
the "other" does do, is in "some way" untrue.

So to love exclusively one needs to within be of sin free, thus one's "partner" one can "see" and "be with" exclusively. Wondering not what went on "before" they entered your door, you accept them for what
they "be," seeing only them exclusively.

Which as said you can only "do" if your mind is clear and true. Truly full of inner peace of mind with no troubled thoughts to you bind, and you cannot be "at peace" within ever, until free of inner sin,
and the sooner this you "see" the sooner released of sin you'll be.

"As one" with the Light, your mind clear and sealed up tight with no intrusion from the dark knight., an "exclusive" relationship with the God of Light.

God's ask that daily we from 'our' past move ON. This means that any "relationship" we had yesterday is past, and a new one in the present today is daily begun. That is the fact of the matter.

So a personal "friendship" relationship, or "loving" relationship is at this present moment of time and we have our own personal feelings & memories too of any past time when to God we were true to any
other.

Never allow "painful" memories from the past to intrude upon the present moment or you will be unable to remain "silent," and if you "speak" for "it" the dark retributive one your own sanity falls undone.

No person is ever in any way a "spare" part to any others "life." We are all individuals even though some are called husband or wife. To be lovingly true means; "Whatever the past, in the present moment
you only let positivity flow through."

~ The 'overriding' Factor ~

There is an overriding factor that is PURE FACT, that every "dark" thought is by the "Devil" backed, and IT being the "Power and Force" can any "recipient" of IT from reason and sanity divorce.

And this Force does never "slow" until the recipient gets to "Hear" and "Sow" the reality of "Its" other side, heaven where only the Pure abide.

Those who only heed "pure" thought, not the "ones" from the darkness fraught with living danger to any who "heed" the call of the Serpents seed.

So on this pure FACT please sup, for only when you me heed are you lifted UP.

All are arrogant before they "fall" Only when they fall does the Lion them maul

For into the Lions "pit" they cannot see, this is why so may "pure arrogance" be. They falsely believe that they can personally DENY God's Command to "Only Love" from the sky.


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~ Why are you not in heaven ~

Some do ask "How and why we 'fall' from the Light, and suffer in misery away from God's sight. How is it that we fall down 'below' if the pure Light of Heaven we once did know."?

Please dear Mother of all, tell me this truth so all can it see.

"Son, out of My womb do I all children express, but Father's seeds did He in my womb impress, thus my children are of Light and Dark, for Father is the dark, the negative spark.

And I the Mother AM the Light, the positive spark that shines so bright that Father's face that you did see was lit by the brilliance of light that I BE.

So all children are expressed out of me into the next level of divinity, one that is not in my sight. You see me not, but I see all with my light, and within you the seeds of darkness grow when my call
to 'Only Love' you do not Sow, thus the darkness grows larger within, as you give in to the inner sin.

And truly, your journey can be far and wide, an eternity or two before you sit beside us in the level above having been cleansed of sin by expressing only love.

And once the ultimate heaven you get to know, where only purity exists and pure love does flow, can your soul decide to go to earth and teach all of the time of no mirth.

Thus any spirit not in my sight can incarnate into flesh as day turns to night, endlessly, until they do learn that they suffer because others they burn.

And as for the others as you from the Light, who walk on earth with me not in their sight, Father too does burden their rose with dark seeds so HE can impose his negative thoughts upon their 'will,' so
their earth consciousness can feel the 'spill,' the pain and suffering that ceaseless be, until all heed ME through thee.

For only from suffering will any be compassionate, for to suffering can they relate. Tell all to now but heed your Word, all heeding not, fall to Father's sword."


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~ The 'Impunity' of God ~

It is God who reigns above expressing naught but Love. It is God who Reigns "below" and in the "guise" of a serpent does "bestow" suffering on all who do not heed the call to make none bleed.

So the power of God is ONE, say I the son of the Sun.

And with impunity does our God reign, holding all foolish sinners in disdain, and this is what you needs see, before "God" sets you free to roam in the heavens above "as" God, only expressing pure love.


But if you go "below" then the other reality you get to know, that you have no love to express for the darkness does itself upon you impress.

Because you could not let others freely live, and "flack" to them you did "give," because the Serpent did you deceive saying "With impunity "you" can make others grieve," and at the very same "time" using
you to soil your hands with its grime.

Knowing full well "your" impunity against its "spell," for it has the power of God against any arrogant who in the universe plod.

So as said, hold not God in disdain, if you do you are very vain. So please now try and "see" that the serpent inspired by God be.

And "brilliant" is its disguise, and "brilliantly" is it very wise as it cunningly uses every which way to entrap you so for yourpastyoupay.

And also it does you "seduce" as it uses your vanity to others abuse, for in truth, its intent is to you "crush" and turn you into pulp and bloody mush for being so arrogant and untrue to the Source who
created you.

For the Source said: "Those who let not others in freedom live, their freedom to roam I cannot give"

So sisters and brothers "try" and be wise, and open a little your eyes to the nastiness flowing through thee. For it "Is" the Serpent that hides itself cunningly, and as you its filth do use, your own soul
you silently abuse.

For you see not the darkness you "draw in" when you abuse others through the arrogance of your sin, and little by little you "darker" become within, until the Serpent its "battle of impunity" it has won.


For as you "pass over" it draws you "down" to its Lair and you forever frown. This IT does with impunity, for IT within you, you cannot see, for "darkness" is its disguise, invisible to your foolish eyes.


As in the "dark" you cannot see what is being expressed through thee, so listen now to my "bell" its tolling saying you are on the way to hell. And this I'd have you know before you that way GO.

Treat God not with arrogant "impunity," for with true impunity God sees and destroys thee.

Show God now your deep inner grace if one day you'd see Gods face, the One shining in the Light, not the One bearing a mace in the Night.


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~ God in action ~

God can anything do, be it true or untrue.

God says:"I the Source be, thus My essence flows free. Be it the light or the dark, the love or the "shark."

Thus you and all must see how "as God" we also be. Thus we too can "express" the criticism, or the love that does "bless" all upon whom it does fall, both the "short" and the "tall."

God says: As I can anything do, it is not your business what I do, other than shower upon Me love, as is asked by your Mother above.

And as you are as I, meaning, you are free to fall or fly, no one must you judge or condemn, except My sacred pen, that is ME showing you how you permit Me through. So that you can try and see whether Light
or Dark flows through thee.

And also, if any other sister or brother is loving, mean, or untrue, IT has nothing to do with you, for they are expressing ME, the Source that none of you can see, and they are free to so do, as said,
being true or untrue.

You must just endeavour to be the LIGHT in action, or you will FIGHT if in any way you disapprove of the way I do move, as I "move" through another soul whom in front of you does stroll.

Can you now see what it is expected of thee, to only My actions observe, as I through all do "swerve." It is your own action that you take, that you needs control with a brake, if in any way you do see
that My darkness flows through thee.

For if My darkness you use, your freedom to "fly" you do lose. So for any of you who can read, let My wisdom your "consciousness" seed. ONLY express Love I say to you, give me no chance through you to say
that the other is untrue.

For I AM true, whatever I do. But you to self are untrue if I THE Dark flow through. For My demand is that I you reprimand if to My LIGHT you are untrue by allowing My dark through.

Be loving, be kind, or for eternity will I you bind, for My Light is within each of you, and I destroy all who show disrespect to the love so true in those who stand before you."


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~ The God within ~

I AM the God within, thus I know when you "sin." Thus I know when you love, as asked by your Mother above.

For your essence is a part of ME, vibrating on all levels of frequency, of which I AM a part, thus I say, make a fresh start.

For I demand that you love as is asked by your Mother above, for when you any abuse, upon ME do you darkness diffuse.

And I AM God, not a toy. It is thus that I do destroy any whom would ME abuse, upon them do I MY darkness diffuse via the hand of another ignorant sister or brother.

Thus I now say, only express love forever and a day. For I AM who I AM, this you needs see, and your spirit energy is a part of ME. Thus does a "bit" of God within you abide, thus be respectful to ME in
others as you stride.

For I AM HE, your Father of invincibility. To ME and your Mother be true, or I will destroy you. You are a bit of your Mother too, for SHE is the Light, eternally true. So your light within is pure and
free of sin.

And oneday when of sin you are free, then only Mother's essence is within thee. Then you can only express love, and then you can abide above.

For then I am happy to see your face, free of darkness that is a disgrace, and then to me you are fully true, for as asked, you only let love through.

So children, until that day, heed MY pen that does sway, for IT is guided by ME, your Mother and Father you cannot see."


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LIGHT Energy - DARK Energy

The Light's free expressiveness - The Dark's Possessiveness
Light is total freedom - Dark is total possession

Light flows forth through all in its sight - in its sight is the dark night
The darkness draws in all of the light - only the light is in its sight

It the dark owns all the light that there beit demands all the light flowing free

If you as an individual stand in its wayit demands that for that arrogance you do pay

If you allow the light to flow freely through thee
to it the dark then you no obstruction be

Thus the dark will let you go
for through you the light does freely flow

BUT -- the dark deceiver uses LOVE as its ploy, it uses love to you destroy, saying:

"IF you love ME, I demand total possession of thee. IF you at another look, then of my love are you forsook and I will you destroy, because with another you "toy."

I demand all your love I demand all the love from above I cannot love shareI must all the love snare

AND -- IF your love you cannot share, that is how I you snare. Can you now see what I say to thee. IF all your love comes my way, then for your own soul you needs pray, for it means: "You another deny,"
and I then make you cry.

For if you deny, you deny the LIGHT, the Light I behold in my sight, and I must you then destroy because denial IS my deploy. I cannot stand seeing any darkness in my sight, it obscures the beautiful light,
thus I drag you down, thus you more frown, for I would not see you standing between the light and me.

If I totally possess you, I am "happy" that you are untrue to another sister or brother, whom you'd "take" as a "lover," but, "that" is the only way you heed your Mother today, so in heeding Her, you become
free, free of "possession" by me, the LORD of the Sword, for the Truth of "loving" you have heard.

Then, only then, your love "unconditional" be, then, only then are you truly free"

What I have written is written for humanity. It is written to set each soul free, not "free" from each other, but free to be a lover, meaning, "free to help others who cry," not meaning, "free to their
'love' deny." A "lover" means: A kind soul of the light.

Only when you can "impartially" it see, do you "follow me" your Mother of Light above who daily inspires her dove, "Unconditionally," he does say "Must Mother's love flow your way, 'It' you must be, before
of the dark are you free."

I the True Light speak

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The naked reality

The "Light" within you seeks to smile and be loving and kind unto all. The "Dark" within you demands that to it you exclusively give all.

When in "togetherness" with any you lovingly entwine, the dark for a 'moment' cannot on your soul dine. But as soon as you then stand apart, the dark begins its "commands" start.

For if you to any 'other' do any light give, it the dark within the 'principle' lover becomes unhappy that it did/does not get all your light and thus it can never you forgive.

It matters not then if you do only to the 'principle' love your love light give. It matters not that no other ever comes your way again. It matters not that you never again say a kind word to any who pass
your way, for it the dark will not and cannot forget or forgive that way back in the past you gave a little light away so that "another" could happier live.

Once this "reality" you do see then you must try hard to of its "unforgiveness" set yourself free so that you personally never become an 'unforgiving' one. This you can only do if its "lack" within you
you confront and say to yourself:

"If my friend or lover or companion does want or need to her/his love seed with any other then I shall bless them each day and aid them to share their light with each other and me every day."

This way the dark cannot "set you apart" and isolate you, for that is all it needs to do to be true to its "selfishness." Once you relinquish "ownership" of any other but still love them unconditionally,
then and only then of darkness do you set yourself free.

Its power over you or you is that it can stop your love for another flowing through. Then it uses you to become unwise and then you despise the others actions or them criticise, and this act to the dark
itself is untrue and thus deeper it binds you.

If you love "someone" then let your love be unconditional. Only let your light be seen by them. Send all "feelings" of dread back to Satan's den by heeding this call from God's sacred pen. This way you
will be set free of 'dreadful' feelings within thee and true happiness will flow through thee.

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~ Undying Love ~

"Undying love is created by ME. I demand ALL the love that be flowing forth from the realms above, out of the heart of your Mother of Love.

Undying love is My Demand, undying love is Mother's Command, any who "less than" love give deserve to die and shall not live.

It is I to them destroy, it is I who does them employ in a devious dark way because they believe not My "Say."

Thus they their Creator deny, thus I the Creator make them cry, thus their emotions do pall because "within" they begin to "fall."

Deeper into My "sight," deeper into the dark night, deeper into the place where all wield a heavy mace.

Give NOW your undying love to ME, or you WILL be lost for an eternity. This is what I your Father do say as MY sacred pen on earth does sway."

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~ Letter to Clemencia ~

My thanks to you a soul kind and true, that you the truth see, and with compassion and courage face society. May your "direction" and deep inner "reflection" many other "light bearers" inspire, and uplift
the needy higher and higher.

Truly blessed shall each be who follow the path set by thee, to the truth sincerely seek, showing God they are truly meek. Only those who the "Word" read, will know the "intensity" the Light does seed,
for thoughts begin to "slow" as insanity does daily "grow."

And the "deed" is the "seed" of the "read" done by each in their "time," only then with the Truth can they "entwine." As each the Truth can "see," in each is their Divine Light "set free" and their inner
flower does "unfold" and they too for God become bold.

So as we now light the way, all for courage needs pray, and truly love divine shall all Carer's entwine.

The Spirit of Truth.