It's been a long time since I've posted anything but here's another one. I'm feeling impatient, excited, exasperated, frustrated and most of all, I feel the universal love. I do have a mission here but what it is, I don't know. I have knowledge but I have no means to use it and I have no access to my astral powers in this form. I keep telling the light beings about what they are, about the universal love and about my desire to be like them but they're not ready to believe yet. It's frustrating!

As for the universal love, they don't understand the concept as of yet and more often than not, they tend to miss interpret it to be something else. I have a suspicion that the light beings who are not awakened yet act like light beings, and do things light beings would do but they do this subconsciously, not consciously. I'm trying to make the subconscious knowledge conscious knowledge, same goes for behavior. I know some are not ready for that but if only they knew that what they're doing is good and it marks them out as light beings! If only they knew who and what they really are! Light beings, light workers, angels, whatever you want to call them, are beings who only have light and love within them. If a light being has sin within them, that means that they have temporarily taken on the sin of this world in order to understand what the rest of us have to go through. They wouldn't need to take on the sin of this world if they just came here in control of their superconscious minds and with no earth minds to suppress all their knowledge, experiences, knowledge, wisdom and memories. The light beings do listen but they don't believe as of yet. I only hope they'll awaken soon because I feel alienated in this world where spirituality is mostly ignored making way for religions that portray the creator in the wrong light.

The closest known faith to get it right is the wiccan faith. However, they believe that some of the spirit souls are gods and some believe that spirit souls and even their gods are 'mortal?' However, to my mind, it is only a matter of time before they know the truth and because everything else is correct, they will have no trouble in accepting and believing in the 1 god/goddess Mother/Father God. I like their faith and their acceptance of the sacred feminine, their rituals as the rituals actually mean something and they embrace magic or chi or whatever you want to call it. I intend to seek out a coven, learn whatever I can and go into the spirit world or universe and if possible, talk to the light beings there and to Mother/Father God. Wiccans have a special place in my heart and although some of their beliefs may change when they learn the truth about the 1 god theory and the multiple god theory, their practices, other beliefs and truths will live on forever and ever. Yes I love them, yes I embrace what they believe in and I know I will find kindred spirits in them! True some of our beliefs differ but they're mostly the same. If they're not, then hopefully they'll know that I love them all the same and anyway, it's good to be different.

Anyway that's my rant for the day. I'll come back with more when the mood strikes me again!!!

Hi everyone. Here's another rant. Today, my heart, soul and mind are heavy. I've tried and tried to get my message across and nothing really happens. I may sound driven at times even without meaning to be but I feel what I feel and I desire to share it with others.

I don't really belong here in a world where spirituality is being replaced with materialism and science and to tell you the truth, I'm not happy here. I know I sometimes push too much without realizing it until it's too late and I do that because there are rewards in store for those who have and who will eventually open their eyes, ears, minds and hearts.

So, all you non spiritual people out there, even if you don't believe, please just have an open mind and accept that there are other realities out there that you cannot see or hear or touch. Let those of us who believe express our beliefs freely. As long as we're not harming anyone, it's okay right? Let us find and mix with others who believe in what we do.


So all the light beings who are out there but who have not awakened yet, you may think I'm crazy because I tend to say you are something you believe you're not and some of you cannot relate to the concept of the universal love and often miss interpret it to mean something else but I'm only telling you what I feel and believe. You don't have to believe if you don't want to but you won't regret it if you do. Some of you think that the universal love I refer to is just another term for 'romantic love' and to a certain extent, that assessment is not too far off the mark. The difference with the universal love and romantic love is that the universal love covers all frequencies or forms of love and rolls them up in 1 package so to speak. It is not exclusive to just 1 being/person/consciousness, absolutely every single being/living consciousness is loved in this way. It is very intense when you feel it and because it's aimed at everyone regardless of who and what they are, jealousy, greed, hatred and all other dark emotions cannot interfere with you in that respect because you tend to desire to emulate the light in any and every way known and unknown. This is the best description I can come up with regarding the universal love. I cannot tell you what it is, how to feel it or really what it feels like. You'll have to feel it for yourselves in order for you to know what I'm talking about. Now, as for the romantic love, there are several theories out there and I'm not against polygamy. I rather like the idea and I believe you can be in love with more than 1 being. I also believe in love at first sight and the soul mate theory is also one I'm into as well as a soul mate is a twin flame, the other half of your soul if you will and usually, that kind of love is only reserved for your twin flame according to the soul mate theory. I leave it up to you to believe whatever you want to believe.

Tell you the truth, I don't plan on falling in love yet as I still have too much sin within me. It has been nearly 4 years since I 'fell' for someone and I royally screwed that up because I was also driven by anger, vengeance and hate as well as love. Should my twin flame come along before I'm sin free and should I fall for my twin flame at that time, I'll then play it by ear as I know I have many tests and hard lessons to learn before I become sin free. If I fall, I fall, if I don't, I don't. All I can say is it'll be dangerous for me to do so now. Better wait until I'm sin free first.

Well, that's my rant for the day. Hopefully I've cleared up this matter and if not, let me know and I'll try to explain further. My universal love, God speed and Mother/Father God loves you to!!!