Hi everybody. Here's another one. So, are parents really the bane of our lives? Will they torment us for the rest of our lives? Are family units really units of punishment? Are we just pawns to be played with in a never ending game of control, rebellion, despair, lifelessness and death? Why were we brought here and be born only to give each other nothing but pain and misery? Why must we be subjected to our enemy's oppression, control and vindictive evil demands? I will try my best to answer these questions as best as I can.
When I was first created a very long time ago, I had 99.999% light within me. Love, joy, kindness, faithfulness, truthfulness, nobleness, honor, forgiveness, sincerity, empathy, sympathy, beauty, goodness, divinity and everything else associated with goodness, light and love. This is true of all of us, we all were created with such qualities within us. We were pure innocent beings who loved and loved and loved! There was nothing we wouldn't do do for another and we'd always give and receive endless, unconditional pure unselfish love all the time regardless of what we said and or did. I also was created with 0.001% of pure darkness and evil. Ugliness, vindictiveness, vengeance, jealousy, anger, hatred, malice, un forgiveness, unkindness, deceitfulness, unfaithfulness, cowardliness, fear, treachery and everything associated with dark evil and hate. So, who gave me and everyone every single one of those traits and even many more I haven't mentioned? Our own beloved creator Mother/Father God our true parent and the one who conceived, created and gave true birth and immortal life to us all. Not to mention he/she gave us very cool astral powers, abilities, an infinite memory/superconscious mind and the ability to never forget!
So I was lying there, newly created and absolutely still with no thoughts running through my mind and all my emotions inactive as I never knew anything about the world of thoughts and emotions until thoughts entered my mind via the mind or minds outside of my own. I really was in heaven with the absolute best ever parent anyone could ever ask for. Mum/Dad was the coolest, most brilliant, most loving, caring, kind, compassionate and unselfish Mum/Dad there ever was and the best thing was, is and always will be is that our Mum/Dad is none other than the creator Allah/God who created absolutely everything and everyone! Imagine how royally cool it is to have an all powerful, all knowing infinitely intelligent and all loving super divine being as your parent! My happiest days were spent with God playing spirit games, consuming Mum/Dad's finest cooking and beverages and generally just being a typical loving son knowing that you could always go to God if you ever wanted a nice hug and kiss. Education and play time were done at the same time and every day, every new experience was unique and was treasured always. Then, as I got older, I wondered what was outside heaven but of course I couldn't go out there yet as I still had some more things to learn first so that I could finally make my own choices without being influenced by Mum/Dad when I stepped outside heaven. I wasn't really stopped from searching for the way out I think, it was just hidden from me at the time.
Finally, I was ready to venture outside heaven where I spent my childhood and Mum/Dad let me go with his/her loving blessing upon me and of course with a big hug and kiss to. I was also warned about the dangers in the lands outside heaven and to be very careful not to be tempted to be evil. Of course I agreed to be careful and to heed Mum/Dad's warnings, advice and I got some really cool advice to. So I bade fair well to my childhood home and ventured forth into the unknown, yet unexplored lands with happy and loving thoughts and memories of the light sovereign power. Then, I felt kind of different. Foreign thoughts and emotions started coursing through me and without a care in the world, I followed the voice of the dark sovereign power Mum/Dad as the dark sovereign power and light sovereign power are one and the same being with 2 opposite sides to him/her and started to do bad things. I got drunk on the power I felt over others and really began to do the dark one's bidding quite willingly even though I was still ignorant at the time and Mum/Dad the dark side encouraged and nurtured my darkness. I was very pleased and I believed, so was Mum/Dad and it seemed like he/she was very pleased with my deeds. Suddenly, after a long time, I then fell from the first level outside heaven and landed on the second. This time, I couldn't see as clearly and I was paying back some of the karma I accrued. Bullies drew near and hurt me terribly and the dark sovereign power comforted me telling me that the others are mad not me for doing what he/she asked. So, the cycle went on me hurting someone for Mum/Dad and paying back some karma but then retaliating so I could never pay up. Finally I went down another level and the folks there were even more scary and even more evil. Before I knew it, I had very little light within me and I really did steal the Ugliness, the unforgiving, the vengeance and all the other bad stuff. Before I knew it, I no longer had a choice to be good or bad, the dark one saw to that. The light sovereign power Mum/Dad was devastated at my actions and cried many tears for me lamenting the fact that I'd have to learn the hard way not to be an evil pawn in the cosmic game.
I frequented this planet from time to time and returned to the astral realms as well and I'm really in a mess now. Because of what I did, I now have very little freedom of movement, all our family is being subjected to the sorry excuse of an earthly Mother and I'm slowly spiritually dyeing. Why? I did the exact same thing in another reality and now I'm being punished because of what I did during all my previous and life times in biological existences, during my true spirit life and this current life time to. If I have paid my karmic debts for any of my previous realities then I'm not being punished for them as I'm only paying for debts I have not yet paid for. I did deceive, manipulate, control, dominate, keep others ignorant, keep others hostage against their wills, rebelled, cheated, betrayed, angered, humiliated, belittled abused physically, mentally, emotionally, sexually, psychologically, had vengeance, laughed at other's suffering and any number of crimes I haven't already mentioned. As I said, some crimes I have paid for, some I'm paying for and others, I'm going to pay for in the future. In this current life time, I'm now having my freedom restricted by a woman who is nothing like our beloved Mother God who I love and missed, miss and will continue to miss until we can meet again. This woman, daughter of Mother God and appointed my Mother for the duration of hers and my lifetimes on earth does have some kindness, goodness, generosity and some of the qualities that Mother God has but my earthly Mother also has the evil qualities of Father God as well. Jealousy, intimidation, belittlement, anger, hatred, un forgiveness, unkindness, and she expects us to love her, say good things about her, look upon her favorably and forgive her trespassing against us. Every single one of us especially my beloved earthly Father has suffered at her hands.
As I've said, my earthly Mother is nothing like Mother God and only my earthly Father is reasonable, spiritual and is able and willing to listen to me whenever I need and want him to. The rest of my folks have also been unreasonable in the past to one another but as time went by, they have grown older, wiser, more knowledgeable and are at least willing to listen and some of them even don't mind talking about spirituality. I am closest to my earthly Father as we have similar views and outlooks. Not on everything but the foundations of our spirituality is very similar and they are very strong. Yes I did rebel and had vengeance on my earthly Mother when I was younger and yes I must admit, I really enjoyed hurting her in any way I could and making her life miserable. I was rebelling against my fait and against my lack of freedom and I knew I could do that by mental torture. My sexual conquests in my other post light beings and the universal love was also a physical rebellion against my earthly Mother to. At the time, I didn't know then what I know now and I was still fighting for my freedom back then. My fighting and being bad physically stopped when I discovered
http://www.icon.co.za/~magnolia/ but truly stopped when I discovered
http://www.the-testament-of-truth.com/ and I grew in spiritual knowledge. Unfortunately, I'm slowly dyeing in other areas as I have now succumbed to my fait. No longer willing to be a bad man and unwilling to not pay my karmic debt, since 2004 till now, I have given up on my hopes and dreams. I know Mother God will free me as soon as I've paid my debt because she loves me so much and has not given up on me and I love her to but, until then, I will languish here and pay all my debts to Father God without retaliation until I can again be free, be welcomed back home and have a kiss and hug from Mother God.
So, are parents really the bane of our lives? No they're not. The bad ones were appointed our earthly parents so that we could learn from them to never commit the same crimes they're committing against us ever again. We're also paying karmic debts to Father God and if we don't retaliate, we will be free from their evil clutches and they will be the ones who'll be punished by Father God directly and by him through others. The good ones who emulate Mother God in their parenting were really sent here to help us, to teach us right from wrong, good from evil and to love us unconditionally. If you have light beings for parents, then please thank Mother God every day because she's also parenting us through them and giving and receiving love through them and us. She also gives and receives love directly as well and so do the light beings. The dark beings do as well but it's no where near as powerful as when the light beings do that. So please love your earthly parents as they are light beings. Don't hurt them in any way what so ever and please above all, don't abuse your freedom and power. Doing so will result in you ending up suffering karmicly and if you hurt anyone, especially the light beings, the light beings will be set free from you by Mother God and you will be punished by Father God.
Will our parents torment us for the rest of our lives? If you pay your debts to Father God by not retaliating against the evil parents, and even the good ones if you don't like their advice or good deeds, then no the evil ones will not torment us forever but the torment might last throughout our earthly lives and for some time into our true spirit lives but it will end eventually.
Are family units really units of punishment? Yes and no. If Father God put you into a family unit where you're suffering for what you did in the past, then those family units are units of punishment. If Mother God put you into a loving, kind, good, family unit of light beings, then no those units are not units of punishment but units of love, devotion, caring, nurturing and any number of terms to describe them. Please be grateful to Mother God if you're in such a family unit and don't do anything while in that unit to put you in a bad unit in another life time by making the light beings suffer.
Are we just pawns to be played with in a never ending game of control, rebellion, despair, lifelessness and death? Not never ending no. Some of us did chews to play that game, use others and be used in return and they're paying for it. It will either end when the players decide to heed Mother God's command to only be loving and to never disturb the peace of others for any reason. It will also end when other players decide to not heed Mother God's command, then has no choice but to heed Father God's orders and demands, suffer for an extremely long time and eventually, they are purged by the fire of creation at the very bottom of hell after the freezing depths before the fire. Then they will enter heaven again after being cleansed by the fire and they'll know for sure never to be evil ever again.
Why were we brought here and be born only to give each other nothing but pain and misery? Some of us before entering biological bodies were truly evil and had very little and in some cases, hardly any light within them. They are the ones who bring the misery and suffering to this world and those who have more light, follow them and give misery and pain as well. The light beings came here to teach us to be good once again and some of us have followed in their footsteps and others punished the followers of the light beings and the light beings themselves. You see, before the light beings resume their roles as light beings, they take on some of the sin of this world so they can understand what we go through every day. Some of them even act like true dark beings and even abuse, rape, kill and commit unspeakable crimes. Sometimes, it's very difficult to tell a light being from a dark being but if you can sense their light and if you love someone who's being bad and will always love them no matter what they say and or do, then that person is most likely a light being and when God wakes them up, meaning when he/she tells them of their roles here in this world and when they remember that they are light beings, then, they will stop being evil and they'll resume their roles as light beings and help humanity return to heaven. Some will follow and others will not. We were meant to bring each other happiness, love, joy, goodness, light and pleasure, not misery, pain and suffering.
Why must we be subjected to our enemy's oppression, control and vindictive evil demands? This is because we did to others what they're now doing to us. We must fight them by not fighting them. You know what I mean? Fight them by resisting to fight them. Retaliate by not retaliating. What I mean is, resist temptation, resist retaliation, resist lashing out at them, resist hurting them, resist hating them, resist controlling them, resist having revenge on them and above all, love, forgive, be kind to, be generous to your enemies and educate them if you can so that they'll have a chance to return to heaven because they want to and not via them losing all their light and their choice to be good and then having to be purged by the fire of creation.
So, this is my rant for the day. Until next time! My universal love, God speed and Mother/Father God loves you to!!!