I've pretty much come to the conclusion that I'll end up being an * it *
I suppose that most people would call the state I seek to settle in "shemale" but I am somewhat uncomfortable with that term because of the "male" part of the word. I want to end up with my body being as female as I can get it but still keep the existing plumbing and keep it in working order. There is a remote possibility that somewhere far down the road I may go ahead and have the SRS but not likely. I still have facial hair to get rid of, body hair, and I need my hairline on my head restored to a condition that is equivalent to a female hairline, I have a "Widow's peak" and that simply will not work.
It would be nice if someday I could find a GG that can accept someone like me but I doubt that will ever happen so I'm not very hopeful. Another option for me would be to find a pretty little Ladyboy to settle down with, you know, a little country cottage with a white picket fence and two naughty shemales inside. ;-) I'm not only attracted to women, I'm also attracted to TS/TG girls but I am NOT attracted to men at all, not even remotely. Even the thought of being with a man horrifies me. I just don't like them.
I think that my dream girl would be a true hermaphrodite with BOTH sets of plumbing. I've seen a few girls like that in videos and they were beautiful. I mean, beauty pageant material. Drop dead sexy, glamorous, and real head turners. But what was so cool was that they had both a fully functional vagina AND a fully functional penis. To look at them (if they were hiding the willy) you would see a very beautiful woman that appears 100% perfectly normal in all respects. Until she unleashes her "surprise"..
Girls like that are so rare though that the chances of ever meeting one in person are almost zero, and the chances of getting laid by one of these gals is absolute zero...
Oh well, it's nice to have a little fantasy BUT it's easier to not get your hopes up high, that way when you fall down it's not so painful.
What I wonder is how one would go about meeting a GG for a relationship? Are there places on the internet where people with gender issues can find love? I would assume that it's best to make it known from the very beginning what's going on so there are no secrets and no heartbreak later when you break it to your internet lover that you're "a little different"....
Problem is, almost everyone on earth hates and despises people like us. We just don't fit in anywhere and most people want nothing to do with us.
I've considered myspace but I think that's a load of garbage, I'm also afraid of perverts and bad people seeking my out to do harm to me. And there are people that would kill us if they could. That's the number one reason I don't sign up and do stuff online. I went to one site that says they give you "Free Transgender Blogs" but when I try to sign up I get an error message.
Maybe someone else can look and see if it's broken or if it's just me. I know nothing about blogs, never made one, don't know how, don't know what to put. Don't really know what the point would be.
Anyway, here's the place I was trying, http://transgender-blogs.com
One thing I can say, we are all very fortunate to have Fennel here as our friend and mentor, she's been a tremendous help and she watches out for us so we don't do stupid things like overdose on female hormones! Doh! *rolls eyes*
I wish more women were like her, the world would be a better place.
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I'll be frank with you. I would rather be Jane, but for now, I'll be frank... ;-)
Ta Ta's! ( . )( . )
Fennel Fairy (no login)
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May 19 2007, 9:39 PM
Awwww!!!!! That's so sweet! :-) Thank you!
I tried that transgender blog and you are right. When you click on "make your own blog" you come to some kind of login page. Then, when clicking on blog 1 or blog 2, you get an error message that you didn't log in properly. Weird.
Anyway, there is always good old blogspot:
https://www.blogger.com/start
Here are some cool blogs by transgender women:
http://www.blogsbywomen.org/blog-search/?category=gen
I'm afraid to use the mainstream sites. Blogger is owned by google and I consider google to be the most evil of all evils just short of the current American president and his minions. They keep personal details about everyone and everything on earth, forever.
Google is Big Brother's data warehouse.
The mainstream systems are not only owned and controlled by people you can't and shouldn't trust, they are patrolled by very, very bad people that are intent on doing grievous harm, mayhem and murder to people such as us. It's my thinking that by sticking to the privately owned forums and blogs that it will be easier to stay out of the ever watchful eye of Big Brother, Zealots and other mean/hateful people, of which there is no shortage. There are some people that I know of from the past that I suspect may be cyberstalking me and if they found me out they would very likely kill me, simply for what goes on in my head, a thing I can not control or change. I *am afraid* of them. No details, don't ask, I won't tell.
A community of like mind folks that stand together are most likely going to work to keep out the hateful a**holes vs the big corporate owned sites that could care less about protecting anyone's privacy or physical safety..
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I'll be frank with you. I would rather be Jane, but for now, I'll be frank... ;-)