Rant MODE! I must purge!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<blood curling scream> I never thought I would say this, but boy am I PISSED!!! PISSED BEYOND THOUGHT<now that should be Larp tiwnk power>!! IN FACT I'M SOO PISSED I CAN'T EVEN THINK. WHY? I DONT' NEED A REASON, I JUST AM! I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE! PEOPLE SUCK, I REALLY MEAN THAT!<GLAZED OVER LOOK> EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS AT MY EXPENSE, I'M ALWAYS TRYING TO MAKE OTHERS HAPPY AND LET THEM FUFIL THEIR OWN DREAMS AND LAYING MINE ASIDE! I CAN'T EVER SEEM TO JUST SAY "NO" EVEN IF I REALLY DONT' WANT TO. I'M TIRED OF BEING A THRID WHEEL ALL THE FU#$#@ TIME. I NEED A BETTER JOB, I HATE TELLING LIES TO FU#$# SELL BLINDS. I WANNA QUIT BUT I CAN'T THANKS TO A FRIEND. POINT ONE. WHY DO PEOPLE ALWAYS FEEL THE NEED TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME? WHAT THE FU#$ IS UP WITH THAT? DO YOU REALLY THINK I'M THAT NICE AND OHHHHH HE CAN TAKE IT? YOUR PROBALLY RIGHT, BUT AT THIS POINT I DONT' CARE. JUST LEAVE ME OUT! NO THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LARP AT ALL, JUST SOME WAY FU#$ UP PERSONAL ISSUES THAT NEED DEATL WITH, BOY I HATE 3RD WHEEL ACTION.

I feel a little better now. Now it's time to go beat something.

Chris ~I'm gonna go postal~ Ensminger