So maybe since I'm over analyzing things before I'm even pregnant, I won't feel the same way after I (hopefully) get the BFP!!
Have you thought about what you're telling your family, if anything? Mine (& Bill's) have no idea of the struggles we've been having. I was thinking it would be a good thing to tell them but I didn't know when is the right time. Like, when we announce the pregnancy or later, or just not at all.