tried to finish it. but really didnt

I run wild
through the silver gurgling creek
it laughs at me
i laugh with it

captured by my responsibilities
aged by my emotions
my heart runs free
to where i cannot be

this world behind i felt i wanted to leave
but then i found something that with i want to be
i still may not know what it is this means
but i have felt this coming within my dreams

i long ago left behind emotions i thought were dead
but now they're all thats in my head
the sewing needle tightens the thread
telling me i hope i can retrun to the life i once lead

seems so far away
but i know now i have to try for this today
because i have seen no other way
to get the emotions back i so thoughtlessly tossed away

i wanted to try and tie what i was feeling at the time into this i hope you can see it.lotus child