tossing bones to the sky
never going to lie
kill the pain with another high
ground my thoughts and let the body fly
to many visions flowing through my head
and all i want to do is hang with the dead
late night cemetery livin
kick back puffin blunts watchin grave diggin
when i open my eyes, i want them sewn shut
i never seem to get out of this nullifying rut
wishing to see something better than existence of today
hoping and praying all this hate will go away
praying that i can find the words to say
that i don't have the energy to finish life's play
i have seen the purple haze contract into black
now days you are always watching your back
the smog and smoke-choke makes you hack
the pressure never lets up to give a moment of slack
losing control of the shakes
and the sanity finally breaks
i look around and i'm feeling weird
people starring like i have a half of a beard
want to run away to the underground
to never be found
destroy all evidence of the past
and let my true personality surface at last
feeling the blood running down my face out my ears
as i am starring into your soul reading your fears
the thick foggy haze finally clears
i understand my fate to come within the years
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