i hate myself

you ugly bastard...
you stupid bitch...
i am going to kill you someday...
you suck...
can't you do anything right...
why do you always fuck everything up?
can't you even go one day without that shit...
why dont you just do somehting with yourself...
get a job you lazy fuck...
why don't you just walk over there and talk to her, she is looking at you...
god damn you have no courage what so ever...
what the fuck is wrong with you...
you look like shit...
what the fuck are you wearing...
why don't you just pull the trigger no one even cares...