getting nervous about cycling (de/fet) again after the holidays, everything I have been through is making it very difficult for me to find the strenght to get excited about cycling again... I want a baby soooo bad but instead of seeing the beautiful future I have always imagined, I can't help but feel like another cycle may just bring sadness again.
I don't know how to go beyond this doom & gloom feeling after so much sadness has happen...any advice would be appreciated!!!
also, turning 47 yrs. old has made me feel like time is running out...I don't think I look my age BUT I do feel it!! aches, pains, need to lose some serious weight, not as active as I was ten years ago...I honestly feel like I am trying to talk myself out of cycling again to save myself from going through the overwhelming pain again...
Any words of Hope, support & encouragement would be soooo helpful!!!