I just assume my body is going horribly haywire.
Then I freak out like you wouldn't believe.
So I do still wonder if I'm cut out for this. I mean, things can get way worse than this.
I don't know how everyone hear handles things as well as they do and exactly what I can do to chill out.
I do manage to chill out a little, sometimes. But I keep wanting to cry.
I know the combination of money worries, job worries and fertility worries basically makes my head want to explode. But I need to deal!
I've only had some failed IUIs and a failed transfer and 2 miscarriages with my OEs. People here have been through way worse than that. I need more infertility coping skills.