does anyone have crazy thoughts like these(ev ment)
February 5 2011 at 12:20 PM
Anonymous (no login)
i have done 4 OEivfs and one DEivf and about to do my first DEFET but I constantly worry that I will never have a baby cos my body knows more than me or the drs as in i have a really serious disease that hasn't been detected yet but my body knows it and isn't allowing the pregnancies.
I swear i might be losing my marbles ugh I hate this bloody journey.
I have been preg 4 times but alas nothing to show for all my struggles. i try and stay positive and think good thoughts but its so bloody difficult.
this board really helps me to function on a daily basis - if i didn't have this board i might be taken away by the men in white coats!!!!