After a long road and so many years of hoping and wishing it looks like may be, just may be, I may be getting closer to a chance on having a family.
Long story short it took me 10 years and so many tears to get to where I am today after a sudden diagnosis of POF at 28 that changed my life forever. I will spare you the details.
Against all odds, we found a donor that has what we are specifically looking for. The donor is approved by the clinic already and ready to go. She is a proven donor so I want to believe things will relatively go ok. If it goes well, we will be looking at a transfer in the coming month. But while everything has been going more smoothly than I ever imagined, I am still waiting for the other shoe to drop. I am so so scared something will go wrong, it is crazy. I am worried about everything. Will the donor follow through? Will the ER and fertilization go ok? Will I succeed after the transfer?
How do you keep it together?