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Almost strange you brought this up . . .

February 15 2011 at 9:38 PM
Maggie in VA  (Login maggie1961)

Response to If you were successfull with a DE and believe in a higher being, question


I was thinking about this today. I think I had felt sort of short-changed by fate my whole life, sometimes rightly, often wrongly, and having my beautiful children late in life, getting a kind of reproductive mulligan that I had no right to expect and wouldn't have only a few years earlier, was the first time I really felt loved by God. I didn't have a long history of ttc and infertility; I had just waited too late to have kids b/c I thought I was happily childless by choice till I realized . . . I wasn't. I nearly lost my marriage over it, and I wondered if I were being tested to make sure I really wanted those children. Now, that's not a particularly mature view of God, for sure, but that's the truth about how I felt. I don't know about all feeling right with the universe or even about having the children I was ultimately meant to -- I just hope my boys believe they have the mother they were ultimately meant to. Take care, Maggie (in VA)

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