now after a decade of ttc also. up until now it had been hell, and on top of that we also had another challenge that was extremely difficult along with the IF. we are into our second trimester now, but when we first found out we were finally pg this time, with twins
, we also received some outstanding news that the other huge problem we had been struggling with for several years had also resolved in a successful outcome and would be forever behind us. having 2 wonderful blessings at the same time in our lives, allowed me to KNOW, that we have indeed been blessed by God. for a long time I was under the impression that he had forgotten and abandoned us, was even possibly punishing us, but in the matter of learning of our miracles, I KNEW he had been with us all along, carrying us through. It was more than a simple coincidence that 2 big positive things happened for us in our lives at the same time, after such an awful fight and for so long, I definitely feel safe and watched over now...and it is a wonderful feeling, one I am choosing to hang onto.