So it seems I ovulated ANYWAY, through the BC pills so this cycle is a bust. I am out of sync with my donor, so instead of a fresh transfer they will freeze everything at p2 and we will schedule a transfer for MAY.
AARGH!! I have done 3 OE transfers and 3 DE transfers so you would think my body would behave a little more predictably...I have used up a whole months worth of curse words just today.
Now I have to see if I can get any help from the airlines on my non-refundable non/changeable tickets. It is just money and heartache I guess. I am angry and dissappointed but not devastated. So May, I am now resetting my clock, waiting for my period and looking towards the first week of May for transfer.
I have to say what a difference it makes for me to have my wonderful DD. When I had all that failure, before DD came, I was just in such misery, such despair. Now I have the actual lived experience that DE CAN work for me- that it is possible and not just a wishful fantasy. She is 18 months and thinks the word for feet is "tickle-tickle". I am so grateful for her...and looking forward to May.
Still standing, cursing the universe,