Just crying and babbling like a maniac.
But I really felt like I was in a movie about mental patients in the 1960s. Really! Like they would have committed me back then.
And I too am exhausted and cannot remember ANYTHING. It's getting freaky. Actually, that's what caused the meltdown. I wanted to check my thyroid levels before transfer and I forgot (but I managed to squeeze it in).
I have discovered that exercise is making a much bigger difference than I thought it would. It's the only thing keeping me alive right now.
Still, it is pretty weird how nuts you can go--and so fast too. Like on a dime I go from normal to insane. It kind of scares me. I'm scared I'll go bonkers at work or start crying or something.