Thanks for your kindness. But I probably can't even stop taking them when I get my negative beta.
It was like I was telling my husband 'if the put a watermelon seed in there, I'd expect a baby to come out...' I'm actually very determined and hopeful against all odds. I know it doesn't sound like that because I do something that I've noticed is sort of frowned on, which is express a lot of negativity and worry. But if I really was such a person, I would never be doing the total long shot procedure I just went through.
Once you've gotten to this point you are pretty much committed to getting the result you want--in my case I'm not sure I'll ever stop. So you'd have to pry the 4 inch needle out of my hands.
If we have to take a break, I'll probably start trying with my own eggs again.
I could never NOT get a beta or NOT take my meds. I'll probably be shooting myself up with all remaining progesterone.
(No, I'm not really that crazy...but it didn't even occur to me not to get a beta or go off meds. I would never do that! It's just there something kind of sad about it once you're pretty sure you aren't pregnant.)