Rest if you must but dont give up. keep on eyeing the prize. This journey is rocky and sometimes youmay never tell where your lucky card lies you. youmay give up just whenyouare about tobe crowned the mom you want to be. ((((((HUGs)))))) form kenya and remain strong of course easier said than done ,just patch up and start again as if you never did it before. its a race you must finish. Wish you well dear.