I wish I'd logged in so I could change the wording there.
I'm not trying to pooh-pooh your concerns about the baby aspirin. I had a couple of mcs (but earlier) and I felt like I knew what it was I did and people said I didn't know--and ultimately, that helped me to have them say that. Even if it didn't register at the time. Also, I know now that I was wrong in my speculations about it. The emotions make it so hard to process information.
I completely and utterly respect your perspective on your own choices. I think like everyone I know that feeling of self blame and how it is so painful--but it's so tough not to do it.
Please forgive me if I said anything insensitive.