that you woul dhave mixed emotions. Carrying triplets - at any age - is risky for you and for the babies, so I understand why you have beem feeling both sad and relieved. Still, as someone else said, losing a lofe that was inside of you is painful and difficult as well. Chances are good that the remaining will continue on. I do feel for you - as if the road to get here wasn't difficult enough, you have been through quite a lot just lately. Good luck to you.