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PLEASE READ...NEED SUPPORT... I just can NOT find it within myself to.....

December 27 2011 at 10:15 AM
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get the will, Hope or strenght to cycle again...What is wrong with me?? I should be excitied to move onto my next FET especially since a have a few blasts to work with BUT I am almost dredding doing this again...after many failed cycles, m/c's and late m/c's my Hope is gone and FEAR as now taking over.....

I am 49 yrs. old started this ttc with OE then DE going on over 12 years Now...think I am tired of the disappointments and the SADNESS!! I am truly SCARED of cycling again, the thought of sitting in a RE office waiting for u/s & b/w makes me feel sick to my stomach...I just really DON'T want to do this again and the thought of being pregnant then it ending again scares me to death! BUT I want a baby so bad that my heart keeps driving me to keep doing this over and over again...

I am trying to think of other ways like adoption or surrogate but know the expenses are way over what I can afford...Feel likes I am at the end of this long road to my Dream and don't know whether to give up, try again or find another way!!!


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  1. I am so sorry. (success mentioned after numerous failures) - thesameboat on Dec 27, 2011
  3. So sorry you are feeling so overwhelmed and discouraged - Mrs. M on Dec 27, 2011
    1. Great book. - diaphanta on Dec 27, 2011
      1. Agree - Mrs. M on Dec 27, 2011
  4. Hi, have you visited the "green" board? - Maggie in VA on Dec 27, 2011
  6. Sending support from my corner - Renata on Dec 27, 2011
  8. Keep you eye on the goal and do everything possible(m/c/loss) - Kacee on Dec 27, 2011
  10. I totally get it. - diaphanta on Dec 27, 2011
  12. Hugs, hugs and more hugs. (loss and success ment'd) - margolis on Dec 27, 2011
    1. margolis......... - Anonymous on Dec 27, 2011
  13. Sorry you are feeling down - E&H on Dec 27, 2011
  15. THANK YOU are the only words that .... - Anonymous on Dec 27, 2011
    1. Hugs and more Hugs. - margolis on Dec 27, 2011
  16. A good read (M/c and success mentioned) - GIMB on Dec 28, 2011
    1. And here was my post four years ago (m/c and success ment') - GIMB on Dec 28, 2011
    2. Barge..Wow... thank you.. - BabyDance on Jan 2, 2012
  17. oh honey - THK on Dec 28, 2011
  19. Just lurking, but totally get this. - BabyDance on Jan 1, 2012
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