I have never even entertained the Universe talking to anyone. I know God leads and guide me through my struggles and that roller coaster ride of infertility I was on for years. I prayed and asked for his guidance to motherhood by any means necessary. Doors opened and I adopted my first son when I could not except the fact my OE were no good and DE was the only option. Then when it was time for a sibling I was gonna adopt again but the cost had gone up so much I decided to try DE. Took a while to find a donor I am African American and did not have many options. I wanted a little brother for my son, then one day a voice said to me "if you would open your heart to a little girl it will happen" I never wanted any girls ever. But after I heard God's voice speaking to me and I knew it could only be God's voice I started looking at little girls clothing and room decorations, shortly after I found a Donor and it moved quickly, I became pregnant with twins on my first try with DE. I gave birth to boy/girl twins and my little girl is more precious then I could have ever imagined. I say all of this to encourage you to pray to God for guidance and not depend on the Universe for answers. Try switching the word God for Universe in your conversations and open your heart and mind for his guidance on this journey.
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