I went back to work today and it is amazing how focusing on other things for 8 hrs a day can help you recover a little bit. I will recover and get back up again. Lord knows I have alot of practice.
All of the supportive messages really helped me see things in a more positive light and I do thank yall for the non judgmental posts regarding my children. It is so easy to judge someone w/ children already to just be happy w/ the ones you have and to stop wanting more. It is kinda of like hearing, "Why don't you just adopt?" Cause we all know how easy it is to sign some papers and walk home w/ an adopted child.
Anyways, I hope to find myself thinking more positive than negative as I work through my grief.