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Grieving my loss - egg donation - how to accept

March 26 2012 at 7:10 AM		   (Login lawyer11)
Hi, I am someone who is going to have to accept that I will need an egg donor to conceive. Just writing this sentence makes me cry. I am so angry at the world , I'm angry that I am being punished for wanting a child so much. I have an Amh level of only 1.4. I have primary amorrenhea with low fsh and LH and no specialist can diagnose my exact condition.

How Can I accept that my gene dies with me?

The pain is so unbearable.

I would love people's views on this.



    
This message has been edited by lawyer11 on Mar 27, 2012 6:02 PM


 
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  1. Read thru this old post (babies, success ment) - cotton on Mar 26
    1. Also check out the pink board - cotton on Mar 26
    2. It's so hard - lawyer11 on Mar 26
     
  2. I pray that you will one day look at your DE child and cry with happiness... - diaphanta on Mar 26
    1. Emotions - lawyer11 on Mar 26
     
  3. I pray that you will one day look at your DE child and cry with happiness... - diaphanta on Mar 26
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  4. quick qustion first... - Leigh on Mar 26
    1. I am sure this has been checked too but maybe mosaic Turner syndrome? - BlessedThistle on Mar 26
      1. Turners - lawyer11 on Mar 26
    2. I was wondering the same thing. - Giinger on Mar 26
      1. Turners syndrome - lawyer11 on Mar 26
    3. Eggs - lawyer11 on Mar 26
      1. depends on the type of test.. (long, sorry) - Leigh on Mar 26
        1. Re: depends on the type of test.. (long, sorry) - lawyer11 on Mar 27
     
  5. I too never got a good explanation - Seymo on Mar 26
    1. Love this post Seymo, very helpful - BBG on Mar 27
     
  6. It's Okay to be Mad (success ment.) - ks on Mar 26
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  7. It's okay to grieve (success mentioned) - annie on Mar 26
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  8. Anonymous thank you for posting I share your pain - Sugar on Mar 26
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  9. For me...(adoption, blessings and success ment) - Dee S. on Mar 26
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  10. ANGER AND GRIEF ARE NORMAL AND O.K.... - Anonymous on Mar 27
    1. Great post, I had to do a double take wondering if I'd written it myself! - BBG on Mar 27
     
  11. I'm at the same point as you (OE child ment) - emilyr99 on Mar 27
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  12. Agree with Diphanta (child ment) - THK on Mar 27
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  13. Re: Grieving my loss - egg donation - how to accept - Anonymous on Mar 27
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  14. I felt the same way, but glad I went ahead (baby ment) - BBG on Mar 27
    1. Yes, you know I...(success) - BlessedThistle on Apr 1
     
  15. Uncertainty - lawyer11 on Mar 27
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