I am heading into DE cycle number two. I have been at this since about 2005 (taking off time for husbands illness for a year or so). I feel tired and not interested in this cycle.
Maybe I don't want this anymore? Maybe I have just been burned too many times by getting my hopes up. Maybe some of the shine has come off the silver?
I miss ...having a life. My DH and I were supposed to go on dozens of vacations or special plans over the years and they all didn't happen because I am cycling (or worse). We have been in real estate limbo wanting to move but not knowing what or where to move to because we don't know if we will have a kid or not.
The limbo is wearing on me perhaps.
Anyone ever get this way?