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Dread and dissociation

April 17 2012 at 11:14 PM
minniet  (no login)


Response to Minniet- thinking of you

 

I have the second beta tomorrow, and I just hope it is something wildly definitive, like 1000 beta or 5. It's truly unbearable to be reliving this hell again, with all the symptoms of pregnancy. I can't think about it too much, so I am trying to focus elsewhere. I really hope we do not have to have another full miscarriage again.

And then, if it ends quickly, we get to do another FET which I know will not work. I think I am just one of those people who has something deeply wrong that we do not have the technology to understand yet. 2nd donor, 7th cycle, nothing has stuck ever.

I guess, before the FET, I will see Dr. March and get another look see..more fun. I'll ask about your clinic's protocol, E&H of the HCG infusion.

It sounds terrible, but thank God my mother died thinking I was probably pregnant...I could not have hid this from her and she didn't deserve to have to hear it after everything else.

 
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  1. Fingers crossed - futurebeauty on Apr 18
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  3. Thinking of you tonight too. - Raindrops1 on Apr 18
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  5. Oh sweetie - Lauranz on Apr 18
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  7. Thinking of you - Mrs. M on Apr 18
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  9. So sad. - diaphanta on Apr 18
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  11. Minniet I understand (success ment) - cotton on Apr 18
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  13. In my thoughts - demomone on Apr 18
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  15. ((Minniet)) - thesameboat on Apr 18
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  17. Take care - Seymo on Apr 18
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  19. I wish I had the right words.. - Leigh on Apr 18
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  21. Minniet - sugar on Apr 18
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  23. Praying for you - Violet on Apr 18
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  25. Praying for you - Violet on Apr 18
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  27. Oh, Minniet . . . - Maggie in VA on Apr 18
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  29. thinking of you (success implied) - Julie on Apr 18
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