I hardly have time to long in these days, but I recently saw that you were actually in progress with a cycle, and have been so hopeful for you that I checked back in. I'm so sad to read that things didn't work out.
I don't have info re: surrogacy, etc. , but I wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you and DH. I don't know what else to day. It's just the pitts that this didn't work out (putting it very, very mildly).
I saw that you are now looking into surrogacy. I truly hope that you and DH have success soon. You so deserve it.
Routing and praying for you,