I am so excited! About everything! I just need to gush a little
Tomorrow I get to fly to the city where my clinic is for FET on Thursday. I have such a positive feeling this cycle a peaceful calm instead of the emotional storm of the previous 2 cycles. I also know, that however it turns out, Ill be fine.
While I am there I get to see an old girl friend I havent seen in 20 years. Then I will have FET and chill out in a very nice hotel for a couple of days (aaahhh room service, reading and movies!)
My late husbands best friend growing up is going to be in the vicinity while Im there so I extended my stay a couple of days - so we are going to hang out for a few days. He has been the most supportive friend to me since I lost my DH and is the only person (off this wonderful board) Ive shared this whole IF DE story/saga with. He used to call me about once every other week to check on me, but over the last couple of months, weve talked more and more
Im not sure if we are hanging out as just friends or if this is date - but Ive come to realize that I wouldnt mind if its a date. He lost his wife to cancer several years ago.
I have finally started to heal and feel again I was numb for a long time While I still miss my late DH each and every day (and talk to him and pray for him everyday), Im feeling hope and joy. The sunshine is finding its way into windows of my soul again!
And, to top it all off, I sold my house after only being on the market for 5 days!
Thanks for listening
((Hugs)) to each of you!