I am a lurker but love reading your posts. You are always so uplifting and have such a positive attitude. I am wondering if you were always an optimist? I tend to be a pessimist and am depressed most of the time due to infertility, and am always looking for ways to improve my outlook and attitude. Are there methods that you went through to stay positive when you weren't conceiving? Or did you always have a sense that it would happen for you and that allowed you to stay optimistic and have a positive attitude? I need to get to that place where I believe. It is hard, and I am wondering how to get a positive outlook.