Back in February, I was going to wait to post until I was at 12 weeks, but I didn't make it, so now I'm too superstitious to post on pink. Like many of you, I've had multiple losses and failures - adoption and IVF. It seems like all these failures are a sign, so I've actually prayed that if I'm not meant to be a mom, then I wanted my desire to go away. It never has. It's only gotten stronger. That's my sign.