thank you all for giving me your perspective. In my heart, I am not ready to give up. I have been on this journey for so long, and at some point I think my Mom felt like it was time to give up. But many of you have tried for a long time as well. So, I see that I am not alone in how long I have been TTCing. Even with all my failures, I do not feel that I am not ready to stop. I see that many of you had failures but kept going on until you met success. Thanks for sharing your thoughts and experiences. You've convinced me that if I am still yearning for a baby, then I should continue until I feel it is time to stop.