So I was wondering if I have a sickness w/ all this TTC? I mean I have tried everything under the sink w/ OE and now DE and I have failed over and over and over again since Jan 2009.
I wonder if I have a some type of mental disorder as to why I am continuing. I have ping ponged all over the place since last month's failed FET going from foster adoption to now figuring out Shady Grove. I think if I was not me, I would think I am a little mental.
Of course I don't want to think I am mental but a little voice inside me says, "Maybe you are".
I guess I would like some feedback from others who have questioned their sanity w/ all of this.