thanks, I want to keep going on, but as I'm getting older, I don't really know how many more years I have left to do this. Every time we fail a cycle, we are emotionally gutted afterward. I don't feel my clinic had the best donor available for me, age 29 with no prior cycles is not really that proven. I've been to the Czech Republic now 3 times, and have nothing but a growing collection of Matroyshka dolls. No baby.